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i'm in it, again. with him. its so incredible. i'm so shocked...its just so much to take in. he may not have said it, but he sure as hell feels it. look... Jes: seriously though, what do you want Joe: you Joe: forever ahh. i can't wait until december. and he won't stop talking about marriage. and he's so insecure about my feelings for him. Joe: i don't want you involved in something you don't wanna be with i just want him. and he wants me...and we'll be a happy family.  cheers! |
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so....here i am in econ and i am so damn bored. we're supposed to be writing an argumentative essay for her about the pros and cons of drug importation. but i'm not. its a waste of time. i'll just end up doing it tomorrow night at home. which is the story of my life. haha so joe helped me find some great airline tickets, the only problem is that i'll be flying in on the evening of the day school starts back up at east. oh well. i don't care. and i'm staying with him. we have this all planned out. he was going to denver to stay with his brothers but i guess he'd rather be with me there, so he really wants me to be down there. and. now he knows my ring size...and other sizes...and i just don't know what to think because last night he asked if i had found my wedding dress, and then he was saying that when i go down there...he might give me an engagement ring...and its so WEIRD! bells about to ring...which reminds me of.. for those about to rock...WE SALUTE YOU! cheers. |
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some lyrics to get you in the mood... "love is a many splendid thing. love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love." "sunday morning rain is falling, steal some covers, share some skin, clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable, you twist to fit the mold that i am in" "so i'll say, goodnight sweetgirl" and this is what he actually said... Joe: goodnight sweetheart Joe: sleep well Joe: I miss you he actually went over his break time by like 45 mins to talk to me from north carolina. i think he's the sweetheart. cheers. |
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Things shatter, people get hurt. Things break, people get hurt. But, one mistake can be costly. It could change your life forever faster than you realize what just went down. Keep your eyes open and when you come to face the thing you fear, Let the Creator guide you! Trust yourself! -------- what does that mean? i'm confused. |
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...of a .45 i have that song stuck in my head. i think it means something. but i'm superficial today so i'm not gonna worry about it. i have some uber creepy guy over here looking at the corn stove for my dad. he's freaking me out. but whatev. i can deal. i'm used to having creepy people look at me...i work at McD's. speaking of which i got a job offer for an accounting firm that's looking to expand. so i just have to call them and talk to em. hopefully it will work out. Joe's avoiding me. he told me the other night that he had fucked up and that if he told me i'd kill him. he said that his life is in a major change. it was right after a phone call he got, so i don't know what the deal is. marriage to avoiding me...you tell me what's up. well i should go study for the ACTs i have tomorrow. hasta tarde. cheers. |