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Sep 21st, 2005 11:28:10 am - Subscribe |
| the news just keeps on coming. the drowning feeling is back, something i can't control...the feeling that the world is collapsing on you, pressing down on your chest, slowly sucking the life out of you. i was told that it wasn't working out between us, and she told me i needed to leave. she wasn't kicking me out, but apparently i have issues...it makes me sound insane. i'm not insane, just hurt, and scared, and overwhelmed, and well, overworked. out of touch. i've been listening to old favorites. damien rice, sondre lerche, badly drawn boy, all artists from across the pond...maybe its a sign, i should just go, pick up all of my roots and transplant...there's nothing for me here anymore, everythings changed. i sit and cry everyday wondering what went wrong, then i get up and dry my tears and move on to class, and i put on my front, to let the world know i'm ok, but i'm not. do you see past the veil i hide behind? i feel myself opening up and being more receptive, but will it make a difference for where i want to go? i'm a lost sheep. |
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| Mood: jumbled excellent song: delicate- damien rice |
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paperdoll |
September 21st, 2005 |
| your moms the ones that insane.. god what id give to punch her.. but i suppose that dosnt help.. just dont drown.. tis bad. and really maybe u should go i think it might help. | ||
| anonymous |
September 22nd, 2005 |
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| jessica... you need to call me! or email me -Trisha |
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| anonymous |
September 24th, 2005 |
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| You Will land on your feet!!! | ||
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