kayjay's Blog

Right Where It Hurts
Date: Jan 24th, 2006 9:51:02 pm - Subscribe


Been awhile again... Theres just some things i wanna get off my chest and i dont think anyone around me is willing to listen.

Ok... so heres what happened, ive been with my gf for 2 months now, shes 2 yrs older than me.
Well the other day we were talking about kids and she told me that she actually had a kid whos is turning 3 in may. Her daughter lives somewhere else and she rarely ever sees her. She never bothered to mention this before and i dont think this is too fair of her to mention it now.

Iunno... its not that i dont love her, its just that... i dont think this is where i want my life to lead to now, i still think i have alot of potential to do something great. I think if i keep getting involved with her then im just gonna settle down... and i cant do that yet... im far from finished... if i knew she had a kid before we started dating, then i probably would of thought twice about going out with her... I know thats an awful thing to say but... iunno...

Iunno what to do...
Comments: (3)

rain_drop - January 24th, 2006 hey kayjay, well i can't really tell you what to do but it sounds like you have a pretty good idea of what you want in life so that's good. ~rain_drop

perfect110 - January 25th, 2006 hey bud- she prolly didn't tell you cause she KNEW you wouldn't want to get involved with her. It doesn't sound like she has a real good relationship with her daughter- so I donno, it doesn't seem like it would make a big difference since the girl doesn't even live with her. I don't think you should totally blow her off just because she has a kid. But that's just me... perfect~

anonymous - May 28th, 2007 fukkk yo emo

Sorry anonymous, this user does not allow double comments to be posted.