subject: Betrayed
posted on: Apr 28th, 2006 8:57:05 pm - Subscribe
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I'm going to have my hair roots colored tonight... It needs it... Bad. With the roots showing, it's quite obvious I am not a natural blonde... haha. But what's funny though is... that most people assume blonde is my natural hair color because it looks so real with my face... 
That and because I sometimes behave as a blonde...
It has been pouring and pouring all day long...  Our driveway is flooded... which isn't surprising... It's ALWAYS flooded when it rains like this.
Well, if you haven't noticed... my mood says it all. Without getting in it too deep, I would just like to say... You just can't trust anybody and everybody, no matter how much you care for them. Most of you know this already I'm sure.
A lot of bad stuff is happening right now in my life... stuff I rather not share because of the fear of being misjudged by those who know nothing about me.
My husband and I.... our hearts are broken. We have been betrayed by those in the church who we thought loved and cared for us.
Instead, they went behind our backs and stabbed us. It was just one of those things that were least expected.
To put it as simply as possible, a mother and her daughter went to the church and made up horrible rumors about my husband and I. They said we are child molesters and we should not be in the church.
It wasn't before long when the rumors went spreading through out the schools and town. But those who know us, know that it isn't true.
We're assuming the reasoning for them making up such lies is because the daughter's mother wants to take over the youth and make us leave the church.
I just can't believe this... How is it these people can call themselves "Christians?" To lie, cheat, and steal what God is doing in the youth.
My husband and I feel like vomiting over the whole mess going on... People are believing the rumors said about us. The parents are freaking out and not letting their kids come to youth meetings because of it.
We do not want any part in this church. They have turned their backs on us without even asking us if the rumors are true.
But those who truly know us, they are angry and so upset about the lies and are praying for us day and night.
It's amazing how dangerous a rumor can be.
I can't talk about this anymore. I just feel sick to my stomach when I think or talk about it.
I'm almost sure God is telling us to move on... Our name is no longer clean here. All because of a horrible rumor...
We are currently applying online through out the U.S. for jobs. Where God will lead us... who knows.
Weather: Heavy T-storms. High: 61 degrees.
~Kittie~
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mood: betrayed
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2 purrs
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 misty_rain
April 29th, 2006
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oh kittie. prayers.
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anonymous
April 30th, 2006
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I don't really know you..but I cam across your blog, and all I can say is I've had problems with the church as well. How Christians can say love Christ and do this..is despicable. I've had a group turn their backs on me too..and it's one of the worst things to go through. All I can say is I understand your pain and my prayers are with you.
Ashlie
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My name is Kittie Bright. I am 25 years old. I was born, raised, and
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to my husband for 7 years. We have 2 handsome sons. Elisha is 5 years old
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