--thanks to my boifee
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it's nice to have my own blog site --thanks to my boifee
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so blessed to have him no one can make me smile and make me feel good about myself the way he does. in his simple ways, he makes me feel assured and confident, that i am loved for who i really am. no pretentions, he just love me for who i am that makes me feel confident about myself. i may not be his dream girl, but he always make me feel that i am all that he needs.ive learned a lot from him. i learned to be sensitive and that i should think of what other people might feel in the things that im going to do. because of him, i learned how to beat the odds, just to prove what i can do. i proved to the world, and to myself, that i can stay thissss looooong in a relationship. ;p i pray .. and i will continue to pray that this will last as long as we live ;p CHEESY! |
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yey! it's the 23rd again . another special day. xp thank God i spent the day with him customizing my blog site! haha thanks to PATRiCK, it looks better now now, i'm excited on the 29th! we'll have our batch outing. though, i feel sad. bcoz i think not even half of the batch will come  anyway, still have 6days. i hope all of us could enjoy the day. i just miss them so much. i miss the bonding. and i organized that to have a day to cherish during the semester break. i feel sad. i still dont know what might happen. i just wish, we can enjoy that day. college is really different. and i miss our batch. the way we get through everything so EASiLY! idk why. but yes, we can finish tasks and we just can accomplish so many things and still have time to enjoy! easy go lucky? hmm. no. its just .... it feels good to have everyone with you. to know that all of you are experiencing the same situation at school, at home, outside the school. can't explain. but i think, we're different. specially when we're together.darn. i miss them!! had too much of this! haha * i enjoyed this day! - thanks pat! - *
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HAPPY BiRTHDAY nikko! we should be having our get together by now. but, unfortunately, hindi natuloy. anyway, we'll have it next week! last time we had a get together with my cousins was Josh and kuya Jared's birthday celebration. cant wait to share stories with them again. *kahit na sila alng nman nagkkaintindihan. DOTA talk. Left4 dead talk. and other games that only the boys can understand. while the girls (me, ate karen and kate were just taking pictures. mairaos ang ka-vain-an.)* anyway, we always have FUN whenever we do that. inuumaga kame. haha plus liquors na hindi na ko nagmmashado. bcoz i hate it when i vomit! hindi nman tlga ako umiinom. i just enjoy their company. minsan lang kase magkasama2. anyway, this day. i tried to activate my pin code. but the first time i entered 4321, *CODE ERROR!* second time, 1234 *CODE ERROR!* and the last one was 54321 *CODE ERROR!* SH*T that was three wrong codes! it means that my sim card needed the PUK code to activate the sim. but i dont have the (should i call it sim card case?) with me. i searched my things. (even those in the BOX!!) the boxes were sealed and i still opened them. just to look for that case where i can find the PUK code. i know i didnt threw that away bcoz it was my first globe sim and it was given by (two special people) yeayea. paul and raymart. when i was in 3rd yr hs. and until now i am using that number. (well, that's new. bcoz when i was still a smart subscriber, it seems that i change number every 6months! ) anyway, while i was looking for it, as i opened the boxes.... i saw these high school and elementary stuffs (more were from HS) that i kept. haha! para akong basurera! grabe. even the TIME OUT chocolate wrapper that i received on valentine's day was still there! even the bbq sticks that we used *me and pat* during our first turo-turo merienda. hahaha! grabe tlga. nagawa kong itago un. and i found myself smiling at the stuffs. there were letters. *sooo corny!! XD* and i saw our 1st year HS pictures, THOSE MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD!! we looked like total jerks. XDD grabe. it was a full transformation compared to what we look like now! sa halip na makita ko ang hinahanap ko, napa reminisce pa ko! XD there were gift wrappers, letters! (so much of those), pictures, diary (SO FUNNY! npka raming katangahan noon! haha), and receipts! hahaha my high school life was INSANE! hahaha memories flashed back into my mind. and i realized that it was a heck full of rich experiences and CRAZY stuffs. hahaha at the end of the day, i found what im looking for!!! haha in the place where i didn't thought id find it. it was on my deskkk!!!!! i searched everywhere then i found out it was just there! i just didnt thought im gonna put it there. hahaha stupid. xp this day was fun! spend time with my mom, aunts, cousins, singing at the videoke. it always feel goooood to sing! birthday kase ng tita. ayun enjoy!had a great day! have to sleep! |
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haaaayyy! damn that outing. tama na muna kaeenglish. badtrip tlaga. tae kase. organize ka ng organize para sa mga taong ineexpect mo na matutuwa dun na as in sila pa ung makkicooperate tapos biglang ganun. ang dami dai pang sinabi. nung umpisa wag daw kung anu-anong iddahilan. mabbadtrip pa. and all. sumama daw lahat. dahil kung gusto maraming paraan. AND ALL!!! tapos ngayon, magttxt sha saken ssbhin nya na ayaw nya lang tlga sumama. amp tlga. bwisit. di na lang ako nkareply sa asar. i dont get it!!! npka unfair tlga. nkkainis. npkaselfish!! kesho maooP lang daw. eh bakit ung iba sumasama naman???? hindi nman kase ung iba ung nagooP sa kanila kung nrramdaman nila un. sila ung nagooP sa kanila. (well, kung SILA nga ba, o SIYA lang.) pero nkkainis tlga. tapos isa pa ung chain chain na pag hindi sumama si ganto hindi na ko ssama. nkakaasar tlga!!!! amp!! okay sige. iniintindi ko namn ung mga ganung dahilan kaya tnrace ko tlga kung sino ung pnaka INAASAHAN nila na ssama and then un ung icconvince ko. pero i still dont get the point. CAN'T THEY DECIDE ON THEIR OWN!? arrrgghh!!!! npka hirap lang intindihin nung AFTER ALL. lahat ng sinabi, lahat ng ginawa, mbbalewala lang dahil hindi mo mapatunayan in your simple act na totoo ung mga pinagssabi mo at pinaggawa mo. grabe nman kase. parang npkaselfish na. they were thinking where they will benefit. they didnt even think of what i would feel. grabeng sa unfair. never ko naman silang sinukuan pero bakit ganun? parang walang effort. wala yung willingness. grabe nkkasakit tlga. TT kkaiyak. amp. hahaha i am very disappointed. maybe bcause we have our own lives. siguro un ang mindset nila. that they should set themselves apart from the group dahil iba iba na ang mundo namin? ganun un? ganun kdali un? samantalang sa iba nggawang ng paraan. npa nkakasakit talaga. hahaha ang pinkahurting pa na part dun, is that the person who did that to you and made you feel that way is what you thought the LAST person who's gonna do it to you. very hurting and very disappointing. tapos while in the middle of thinking. hindi mo pa naaabsorb ung isa, amp ulit! there were people who were really really THAT SELFISH. grabe naman. just to have benefit!!! yun na. ewan. hindi ko na maexplain. amp amp. badtrip tlga. |