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kurisuteen That's me squinting my eyes at exhaustion. - Subscribe
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*squint*

I'm still awake. (The post says 1+am, but it's really 3am and counting...)

I wonder if this is how it'll be in Osaka.

I have a month left.

God, how time flies like madness. Well...at least madness lingers on for a bit longer.

Or so I've heard.

I LOVE Takeshi Kaneshiro. Seen here being beautiful with ease:


...and when we get married (hello, madness?) I'm going to teach him the entire guide to ebonics in the hood.

Which is totally preposterous.

I'm from the suburbs.

In Toronto.

Torontonian? Jamaican? No matter what, not 'from' CANADA right?

What a li(f)e.

One more month until I'm a gaijin swallowed in a tsunami of Nihonji.
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Mood: philosophical
Music | Food: "Bedshaped" - Keane | Lemon water

kurisuteen Crashing...slowly...invisibly... Oct 31st, 2006 12:21:19 pm - Subscribe
....

(pause)
(breathe)

No one ever hears me crying
My clothes soaked noir
in pooled tears and
sweat stains that drive
deep into the flesh.

My heart beats
when it wants to,
now.
Maybe later.
Circadian rhythms on
holiday
and perpetually
having attitude
altitudes that vary

-

Vary whether its day or night
or whether his haunting
is on overtime.
He haunts me in dreamthoughts
making sand of my throat
and cactus of my
arms.
Rigidly, resistent.
No flowers bloom
in the noir set pains
that ail me.

Or the crying that
wipes me clean.

I prepare for a journey
that requires full attention -

yet

my earphones
are louder
than
ever.
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Mood: distressed
Music | Food: "The Eastern Shore" - Leslie Feist | water