I feeltired...
This is what it would feel like to stand in fire, and not get burned... Honestly, I'm surprised that it took me this long to make an update. It's either I'm getting lazier and lazier by the minute, or that I'm just even more busy than ever. It's kind of difficult to say. Sometimes, I'd honestly admit that I sure am lazy. But sometimes, I think lazy is such too strong of a word to use.
It's 3:42 in the afternoon and I'm still here in school, lounging about in the computer laboratory for a quick journal entry. I felt the need to do so since I've been committing too many sins more than I could ever handle, and now the effects are coming right at me real fast. I don't have Flor, or Krysh or Virg at my side to keep me on my feet, and now I'm in turmoil.
Sin # 1
I just told the people in class that I have a boyfriend.
Stupid Jackie. You're not supposed to do that, you no good idiot! What were you thinking saying stuff like that? How will you ever get yourself out of this mess?!
Simple. If I want to give up the masquerade of being an attached-and-not-looking college girl, I'll just admit we just broke up.
And so? Do you think they'll belive that junk?
Of course, why not? They believed that I do have a boyfriend.
Oh. Okay. Go on making a fool out of yourself, for all I care, bitch.
Thank you very much. Next please?
Sin # 2
Ms. Vain is losing her touch.
NOW WHAT THE HECK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
It means, my mask is slowly beginning to melt. You know, my good-student, bright-student image? You know I'm Ms. Vain, and I want to keep a perfect image in school so I can get all the respect and almost everything that I want from everyone. A really bad word slipped my lips just today, and I believe a few of my classmates are beginning to dislike me and it won't take too long before they realize how evil I am and will soon begin to scheme ways on how to evict me from my current status. And if that happens, it'll be the end of the Ms. Vain career!!
That's fine! At least you'll live your life as who you really are.
No. What I really am is worse! I'm trying to be good by pretending to be good. Sticking to my real attitude will rid me of privileges given to good students! It'll be the end of me! What will happen to my dreams of impressing the world?
Whatever. Go on. Do whatever you wish. You always do anyways.
I have to go now. It's almost four and our NSTP JAIL ORIENATION is scheduled to begin at four.
Many Eons Later...
This is what it would feel like to stand in fire, and not get burned... Honestly, I'm surprised that it took me this long to make an update. It's either I'm getting lazier and lazier by the minute, or that I'm just even more busy than ever. It's kind of difficult to say. Sometimes, I'd honestly admit that I sure am lazy. But sometimes, I think lazy is such too strong of a word to use.
It's 3:42 in the afternoon and I'm still here in school, lounging about in the computer laboratory for a quick journal entry. I felt the need to do so since I've been committing too many sins more than I could ever handle, and now the effects are coming right at me real fast. I don't have Flor, or Krysh or Virg at my side to keep me on my feet, and now I'm in turmoil.
Sin # 1
I just told the people in class that I have a boyfriend.
Stupid Jackie. You're not supposed to do that, you no good idiot! What were you thinking saying stuff like that? How will you ever get yourself out of this mess?!
Simple. If I want to give up the masquerade of being an attached-and-not-looking college girl, I'll just admit we just broke up.
And so? Do you think they'll belive that junk?
Of course, why not? They believed that I do have a boyfriend.
Oh. Okay. Go on making a fool out of yourself, for all I care, bitch.
Thank you very much. Next please?
Sin # 2
Ms. Vain is losing her touch.
NOW WHAT THE HECK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
It means, my mask is slowly beginning to melt. You know, my good-student, bright-student image? You know I'm Ms. Vain, and I want to keep a perfect image in school so I can get all the respect and almost everything that I want from everyone. A really bad word slipped my lips just today, and I believe a few of my classmates are beginning to dislike me and it won't take too long before they realize how evil I am and will soon begin to scheme ways on how to evict me from my current status. And if that happens, it'll be the end of the Ms. Vain career!!
That's fine! At least you'll live your life as who you really are.
No. What I really am is worse! I'm trying to be good by pretending to be good. Sticking to my real attitude will rid me of privileges given to good students! It'll be the end of me! What will happen to my dreams of impressing the world?
Whatever. Go on. Do whatever you wish. You always do anyways.
I have to go now. It's almost four and our NSTP JAIL ORIENATION is scheduled to begin at four.
POSTED ON Oct 4th, 2006 3:51:22 am - Subscribe -
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