Date: Jun 29th, 2005 11:36:58 am - Subscribe
Mood: despondent

.....actually i don't really feel like blogging right now but im going to make myself do it any way... at least for a while. cry.gif ..Im giving up on guys. Well im not giving up on them as in swithching to girls(im jus not like that but hey if you are dont try to kill me) but i think guys make way better regular friends than boy friends. So im giving up on dating them. at least for awile...if i can help not liking another boy for a year maybe i can have a normal( happy) life. I think i need a really big bag of cookies right now! AND WHY THE HECK ARE ALL THE CHANNELS ON TV RIGHT NOW HAVEING SOMETHING TO DO WITH LOVE STORIES!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HECK I HAVE LIKE 800 CHANNNELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE DISH NETWORK!!!!!!! Even the music is making me sadder!!! .... wow Mr. brightside would play right now! I HATE THIS angry.gif i don't even have something to do to right now I had this brilliant idea yesterday to clean my room to perfection and i already washed all the dishes( by hand!) so what am i supose to do! now!!!!! guys suc! I wanna go back to sleep. why am i up this early anyway! Im so freakin stupid............... you all suck
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Date: Jun 26th, 2005 6:49:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: radiant

Ok so maybe i shouldn't have posted my sn all over this page... but i'm giving you all the benefit of the doubt( don't let me down wink.gif )
I couldn't think of a tittle for this blog. Owell. I'm going to write a book! ok no im not but i want to. im just to lazy to actually start. Is Mr. and Mrs. Smith good? Brad Pitt is so cute... for an old guy.happy.gif Ok im gonna stop bloging now.

love ya'
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Last Day of School
Date: Jun 24th, 2005 3:58:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood: thrilled

Yes! Today was the last day of school! No more worrring about grades or last minuteextra credit for bio! I love everyone and every thing right now! Plus the best part of the last day of school is the fact that it gives me lots of free time to blog!!!!! Yay!!! ...alright i just thought about it and that does seem kinda sad.Who cares! Schools over!!!I have to go IM everyone a happy summer!

If you wanna chat my sn is FairiecutiePie BUT I wont be on AIM until I get home so...I guess i wont be saying hi to my friends any time soon unless i find out this computer has AIM.... whatever! I'm Freeeeeeeeee!

love ya'

P.S. sorry i took so long to blog! sad.gif
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Date: Jun 9th, 2005 1:50:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: weary

So I've calmed down a lot since my last blog, a couple of weeks of extra hard school work and not enough sleep usually has the opposite effect on people but i guess i'm just weird. Speaking of books!( well i was in my headhappy.gif) My Dad( of all people!) Got me addicted to these like Inspirational Romance stories, which I thought were going to be really cheesy, but they actually turn out to be really good.( Did I mention I'm a hopeless romantic!) Now I can't stop reading them and this lady who works is sending me a secret stream of the books.. and it's starting to get really sad.

So I gave in and bought the GQ adittion with Hayden on the cover! I couldn't resist, and i was taking up to much energy to try. I have to unobsess myself with that guy! And I have to remind myself that vader was the bad guy even if he did save luke in the end. ...........Typing is putting me to sleep. But i have so much i want to blog! Ohwell. anyway. My first staulker ever is now going to staulk sara. He actually asked me if it was ok.... I still don't know that guys name! sad.gif ..So sad!

I think i read to much. but its to late to stop now i guess. I wanna read wuthering heights again...( hopless hopless romantic who's hoplesshappy.gif) BOOOO! mom for reading me all those princess stories when I was little!

My brother took me to This videogame club on tuesday! I'm supposedly sworn to secrecy about all matters concerning this club so i can't go into details( My Brother is so dramatic, its so not that serious!) My ex(hopefully) staulker was there....Ok! No Details. wow this is really long, anyway...... nite nite! happy.gif

long live E3!(E3 05 mostly)
love ya' lana
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I love God!
Date: May 25th, 2005 7:30:23 pm - Subscribe
Mood: FED UP!

I am so sick of people thinking that just because i don't sceam at them that their going to hell if they don't join my religion, and because i don't really judge them for what they do around me that it's okay for them to try to get me to do stuff thats against what i stand for!!!!!!!! for heavens sakes go smoke if you want but don't ever get me confused with a person who will just sit around and let you try to break my religion!!! If you don't share my religion and you don't want to then fine but if you are going to try and convince me that i shouldn't either than we don't need to be friends!!!!! NOTHING IS COMING BETWEEN ME AND GOD! GOD WILL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST LOVE AND ANYONE ELSE HAS TO COME SECOND! SORRY IF THAT HURTS YOUR FEELINGS!!!

love God,
love ya'
still love Hayden,
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