lizzannees Aeonity Blog

mornings. ugh.

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 08:51:40 -0600

You know that sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach when you find something out that disturbs you? The way your heart beats right through your fucking chest? How fast your hands shake? Body temperature drops. You feel like you're fucking freezing. Everything stands still. Time. Conversation. You zone. You zone into whatever it is that you foun... Read More

Just a thought

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 10:22:46 -0600

I had a thought the other day. I was sitting on the bus and directly across from me a man sat, hands shaking uncontrollably. Probably MS or some sort of illness. He was smiling, talking to the complete stranger beside him. At first she was sort of afraid, startled a little I guess. But as her and I locked eyes, I smiled, trying to reassure her ... Read More

All of that

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 13:42:03 -0600

She lays perfectly still, unmoving. She is breathing...she is here. Her chest tightens with each breathe. how could he do this to me? The images replay over and over again in her head. It engulfs her every thought, her every emotion, her every existence. No. Wrong. This isn't living. She wants him to grab her. To stroke her hair. To cr... Read More

All Of This

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:50:45 -0600

He leans over and softly tucks the strand of hair behind her ear. she is lovely...she is lovely. Her chest rises and falls, rises and falls. He wants to wake her up, tell her, hold her. Caress her. Reassure her that everything is going to be okay, things will work out. Life will move on as planned. But he feels her sadness. Between the ... Read More

climate.

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 10:14:08 -0600

Ever wonder if you had the chance to do it all again, if things would end up differently? Or if they'd be the same? Relationships, all about choices. It's all about the little things that eventually will pile up. The tiny, almost insignificant shit will be the worst. Practically burning a hole in your head. And in a split second, you're sixte... Read More