lonecas Aeonity Blog

Shine

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:30:20 -0500

Kay, so, yesterday was this big concert for the Bella Voce choir, and of course the OC was there too . . . And one of my friends is in there. Well, she's never liked my boyfriend and she's made that very clear to me . . . Ugh, it pisses me off. So, anyway, right after we finished performing our last song (America, AKA My Country 'Tis of Thee),... Read More

Fever

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 23:40:05 -0500

Irrational as it is, even with all my old wounds, scars, and hurts, I am totally in love. My heart has been taken from my hands . . . And I give it completely willingly. So my Nick, the boy I wrote "Ignite" for, gave me a poem back today . . . I love my sweetheart. Valentine's day is the best! Here's what he gave to me . . . "Rachel ... Read More

Heart, Soul, And Mind

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:24:30 -0500

So, today after seventh period -- as is my costom -- I stopped over at my boyfriend's locker. I had put a note in there earlier and was super excited to see that I had gotten his number right . . . And when he found my little card, he spun and gave me a sweet and tiny kiss. Well, one of the kids next to his locker turned around when he saw that... Read More

Ignite, For Nick

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:06:05 -0500

Ignite 2 - 11 - 2008 Loneca IGNITE You hold my heart inside of my hands And when I’m with you, everything is just fine You make me totally safe, right here where I stand Because you’re the one person I can always call mine The best part is -- you always catch me so I never have to land So many times I find myself wondering What ... Read More

A Formal Introduction

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 02:41:46 -0500

It all started just a little over fourteen years ago. I grew up in a very loving and secure environment, with my parents married five years before having me. My mom came down with toxic shock syndrome after she gave birth to me, but I came out perfectly fine. Technically, my mom shouldn't be here at all, but the Lord was watching out for us. ... Read More

Hazard

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 23:35:32 -0500

It's so messed up. The people who are at the most risk always flock to others with their same issues. And in some ways, that's good. But in others, it sucks. That is not a healthy environment. And when you get a "best friend" with the same troubles as you, you're totally screwed. I hate to do this, but I gotta quote something that someone said t... Read More

Screw You

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 23:18:23 -0500

Loneca 02 - 08 - 2008 Screw You You claim to be my friend My best one, you little snot And you never are, in the end So I’m through taking your gun shots For myself, now I’ll fend Are you done eating my garbage Will you stop your idiocy Or will I have to put out your harmful rage And let you suffer in your misery Forget the soul... Read More

Just Maybe

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 19:38:10 -0500

You know, I am so sick of the world. Everyone is so cruel, and nobody cares. People are dying to be loved -- in other words, commiting suicide -- because of the assholes in their lives, and no one gives a damn. Have you ever thought that if we showed a little compassion, maybe -- just maybe -- things'd be different? Girls are starving themsel... Read More