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~x~ Right now ~x~ The clock says: 10:20 a.m. The threads are: jeans a really orange shirt My emo is: sucky I'm blabbing to: DJ I'm listening to: MCR Random though of the day: ----------- Ugh... Today sucks two weeks out of school for "break" and now I am back. Like I really even wanna be back. I mean so school isn't aweful anymore but today is just not a good day. Break wasn't much of a break at all. I spent most of it in Illinois with my Mom brother and Dean. We drove up there and it took like 6 hours...fun...not. So after surviving that torture I was carted around all of Illinois to meet new family members. However I give myself some credit I think I remember most there names. Then we went to visit Lisa... Dean's daughter.I do not like her at all she is so snooty and just mean. Then we had an 8 hour trip home. It was worse than torture. The whole time I was there all I could think about is my friends and family and how it would be normal and good if I was with them. "If you were here I'd never have a fear. So go on live your life. But I miss you more than I did yesterday. You're so far away." Then all my mom did was complain, and it sucked, she was the one that made me go. "Some might say we are made from the sharpest things you say We are young and we don't care. Your dreams and your hopeless hair. We never wanted it to be this way. For all our lives. Do you care {at all}?" |
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Man, my luck just seemed to be going from bad to worse. Hopefully I can change that. For example my alarm clock didn't go off on time twice this week. So I couldn't catch the bus... If I don't catch the bus I don't go to school. Now alot of you may be thinking skip school what's bad about that?? Well I am at the JVS (as I have mentioned before) and I love it. Not only that but I will get behind in lab if I am abscent. So two days is not acceptable. Plus I have been tripping. spilling things, and hitting my head, every freaking day. But hopefully my luck is changing I have a fun party planned for tonight, and I chased my bus down when she left me this morning. May not be the best luck but it's the best of what I got. So here's to the chance of me paying attention enough not to trip on anything or brake anything today. Well that's all people. Cya. |
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Too content with the sweet scent of denial You’re oblivious to the signs It’s a struggle for the reason But it’s the only thing I know No surprise, here’s more lies and you still are waiting _Suicidal Tnedencies_ ~x~ Right now ~x~ The clock says: 9:35 a.m. The threads are: jeans & my orange hoodie My emo is: anti-social I'm blabbing to: Hopefully David I'm listening to: nothing Random though of the day: People suck. Today, as I mentioned, I am feeling rather anti-social. I am just sick of everyone's stupidity, I mean I am by no means a genius but, geez! They just found out... that depression pills might be causing suicidal tendencies in the people who take them. (Which I have been saying since I was like 12.) You know what they are going to do about it... STUDY to see if they need to STUDY the effects of pills on kids. So by the time they are done studying, how many more kids could die. It is retarded and it makes me mad! Or school... I have read the same peice of literary work 3 times in 3 years. We are doing this project in English and we are forced to work with alaphetical partners, which left me with Pat, Nate and Add. It is pretty good, but I HATE working in groups I do ten times better by myself and learn better by myself so what is the point of forcing me to work with someone else. I know it is supposed to help you get to know others, but I have a nice group of good friends, I don't need anymore. And I know it is supposed to develop your team work skills...but I am not a people person, I can do fine when I am incapable of doing whatever it is on my own. But if I can do it on my own there is no need to work with someone else. Plus there are thousands of examples of how people make themselves stupid in my school. There are stoners who fried there brains, there are losers who think it's cool to be an idiot, there are the lazy people who no longer try for lack of energy, and there are bored people who no longer try for the same reasons. I am just generally sick of people, for thousands of reasons these are just a few. =.= |
I have recently started attempted to grow plants again... and they are surviving for the first time in forever so I decided to put some pics of here ![]() This is my vine (I named him Larry) he is the oldest... ![]() Then there is my fern (Bob)... ![]() The Basil... ![]() And the other herbs... ![]() I am soooooo happy, they are alive and happy!!! |