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lost_souls Happy New Year. - Subscribe
Happy New Year??
I don't know, we'll see.

I'm starting it out sick, which is not very promising.

Resolutions?? No way.
It's not like I can follow them anyway.
They're depressing if you ask me.
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Mood: bipolar

lost_souls Where I stand. Jan 3rd, 2007 10:32:42 pm - Subscribe
I need this.
I need this to keep my sanity in this house.
I need this before I give up.
I need this to help me figure things out.
I'm counting on this.
It's one night.
Can you do this for me?
I don't want you to feel guilty.
I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do.
I'm trying not to pressure you.
I'm sorry if I am.
If you're reading this, forget about it.
Make the decision yourself.
This is just where I stand.
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Mood: confused
Sounds Heard: Remember the Name - Fort Minor

lost_souls Congratulations. Jan 4th, 2007 9:41:39 pm - Subscribe
I got accepted into the USAA something or other.
I'm getting an award and if I send in the form, I will be eligible for one of 254 different scholarships.
I gave the information to my dad and he says,
"I'm very skeptical. It sounds like a sales pitch to me."
That's what I wanted to hear.
Well no, it's not a sales pitch. It's legitimate.
I was one of ten nominated by a teacher.
Thanks for the congratulations.
That hurt. And it hurt a lot.
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Mood: dejected
Sounds Heard: Jared and Shannon Leto on Loveline

lost_souls Hephaistion Jan 7th, 2007 4:47:58 pm - Subscribe
My guitar has a name.
Does that make me weird?
I don't care if it does.
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Mood: dreading the next hour and a half
Sounds Heard: Oblivion - 30 Seconds to Mars

lost_souls Damn. Jan 8th, 2007 10:06:42 pm - Subscribe
So now I get to worry about you all day and night tomorrow until you decide to walk in the door. Whenever that might be.
I wish I could make myself not, but I can't.
That's just the way it is.
I need a fucking good distraction.
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Mood: medicated
Sounds Heard: A Modern Myth - 30 Seconds to Mars