lost_souls
Eww. Jun 8th, 2006 5:14:05 pm - Subscribe
New haircut = Not happy. 
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lost_souls
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...for some much needed writing. - - - - - She's in pain. I can see it, and I'm totally helpless. It hurts, seeing her hurting. I love her. I've stopped judging her choices and decisions. It's not my place to do that. I'm just concerned. That's all. I never wanted to invade her privacy or judge her or influence her or make her hurt even more. I just care about her. I hope she knows that I'm here for her and she can talk to me. Even though I'm sure she wouldn't... - - - - - Classes are ending soon. Why does it feel like there's more homework now than any other time this year? I hate the pressure. Sitting through the senior scholarship and awards assembly today did not help to distract from the pressure either. I'm expected to be going up on the stage in three years, and I suppose I shouldn't be that concerned about it because academics have always come easily, but somehow that doesn't take the pressure off. I need to get through these exams. - - - - - Why does it hurt when I see him with her? I never had a relationship with him. Not even close. So why does it hurt? It could certainly be worse... "I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all." - - - - - One week and 6 days until Edgefest. I am more excited for this than for school to end. 30 SECONDS TO MARS, Taking Back Sunday, Yellowcard, Buckcherry, Thousand Foot Crutch, Head Automatica, Hawthorne Heights, Matchbook Romance, Anberlin, The Subways, Speakerfire, Hit The Lights, Halifax, Hedley, Pryde, and more. You should be jealous. I'm hoping for Ozzfest too! But I have a feeling that tickets are going to be way expensive. Like $80. That's what the website is saying right now. I dunno we'll see I guess. Oh yeah. The new Three Days Grace album leaked onto the internet. And it is freaking amazing. Of course not as good as 30 Seconds To Mars in my mind, but it is pretty good. I can't wait until it actually comes out and I can buy it! That's it. |
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Eww. Jun 8th, 2006 5:14:05 pm - Subscribe
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New haircut = Not happy.
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Not so eww. Jun 8th, 2006 9:00:41 pm - Subscribe
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Okay well I changed my mind. My hair isn't really that bad. It just took a little while to grow on me. It's shorter than I would've wanted it, but it will grow, and my hair grows fast anyway. My dad doesn't think it looks that different, but he doesn't normally notice those things anyway. Second to last day of classes tomorrow! I am so excited! I feel like it's been coming forver... Maybe I'll actually start running this summer and maybe prevent any injuries so I can run more than three meets the entire season. I've been stressing about my schedule for next year these past few days ever since I got a letter from the school saying that I couldn't take Computer Aided Design because of a scheduling conflict. When my dad called he discovered that my only chance for the class is to take it as an Independent Study. It's a lot more complicated than that, but I'm meeting with the guidance counselor and the teacher tomorrow. That should be fun. And it normally wouldn't be an issue to take the class when I'm a junior or senior, but the teacher is retiring and he is absolutely my favorite teacher so I will be really sad if I can't take a class with him next year. I spend all of my free study halls down in his room just hanging out this year already. Okay that was long and really unneeded...so I think I'll go now. |
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lost_souls
It's over. Jun 12th, 2006 3:47:40 pm - Subscribe
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Today was the last day of classes. It's over. And it's sad and exciting at the same time. I really hate this feeling. I wish I could just make up my mind or something. I don't know. I guess that's all I have to say. I had people sign a pair of jeans again. Instead of a yearbook. I really didn't want to spend $40 or $50 on one....I can't remember how much they cost, but it was something around there. Now if I can survive this English exam tomorrow, the other ones should be a piece of cake. We'll see I guess......... |
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Electrifying and unforgettable. Jun 20th, 2006 10:10:56 am - Subscribe
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Music is release and expression. It's the power to attain a higher connection with your audience. It's the ability to transcend your listener to a place beyond just words and music. When you see Jared Leto fall to his knees in front of his brother’s drum riser and scream the refrain from "The Kill", you are there. You realize that you have just plugged in to Jared's world and it is electrifying and unforgettable. An amazing show. The new CD A Beautiful Lie is amazing in every way. It's that CD that comes along every once in a while and is close to perfection. - ValleyPlanet.com >> Spotlight On Music This is why I love 30 Seconds To Mars.  And I'm going to see them in 6 days!!!!!! You have no idea how unbelievably excited I am right now! <33 |