The Fountain
Date: Jan 21st, 2007 7:17:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: amazed
Sounds Heard: 9 Crimes - Damien Rice

Darren Aronofsky is bloody brilliant.
And so is Clint Mansell.
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A poem.
Date: Jan 20th, 2007 7:59:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: fragile
Sounds Heard: Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars

I've been writing a lot lately. And not just my story. So I thought I'd share a poem.
Let me know what you think?

A guitar fills the air.
Immediately it consumes
Extraneous thoughts,
Evoking intense feeling,
Awakening every cell,
Tearing down protective walls.
An empty canvas set before her,
She’s free to let everything go.
Nonsensical images appear,
Filling the blank space,
Telling the story of past lives,
With conflicting thoughts and emotions.
The harmonies allow
Release and expression,
Sinking completely into every note,
And losing all sense of being.
Weaving encompassing webs,
It is her shelter and guard.
Revealing the true self,
It is the imperative that guides
Every minute and every thought.
Overwhelming and empowering,
Breathtaking and exhilarating.
Such is the power of music.

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Serving Your Country
Date: Jan 18th, 2007 4:20:30 pm - Subscribe
Mood: upset
Sounds Heard: Boston - Augustana

Who came up with the notion that the ultimate way of serving your country is to die for it?


If you want to serve your country in the best possible way, PROTEST A WAR. Don't sign up for something that could end up killing you and thousands of other innocent people.

Thank you.

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It happened.
Date: Jan 14th, 2007 9:51:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: disgusted
Sounds Heard: Sleep - My Chemical Romance

I'm a fool.
I prided myself on my ability to look happy and not upset, even if I was.
But, no more.
I cracked yesterday in front of my father.
Now he knows that I'm not as good at letting things go as I always appeared to be.
Why did I let that happen?
It can't happen again.
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A story.
Date: Jan 13th, 2007 11:28:56 am - Subscribe
Mood: uncomfortable
Sounds Heard: The Story - 30 Seconds to Mars

I'm writing a story.
It's probably not very good, but at least it gives me something to focus on and put my energy into.
We'll see how it goes.
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Date: Jan 8th, 2007 9:06:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: medicated
Sounds Heard: A Modern Myth - 30 Seconds to Mars

So now I get to worry about you all day and night tomorrow until you decide to walk in the door. Whenever that might be.
I wish I could make myself not, but I can't.
That's just the way it is.
I need a fucking good distraction.
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Date: Jan 7th, 2007 3:47:58 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dreading the next hour and a half
Sounds Heard: Oblivion - 30 Seconds to Mars

My guitar has a name.
Does that make me weird?
I don't care if it does.
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Date: Jan 4th, 2007 8:41:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dejected
Sounds Heard: Jared and Shannon Leto on Loveline

I got accepted into the USAA something or other.
I'm getting an award and if I send in the form, I will be eligible for one of 254 different scholarships.
I gave the information to my dad and he says,
"I'm very skeptical. It sounds like a sales pitch to me."
That's what I wanted to hear.
Well no, it's not a sales pitch. It's legitimate.
I was one of ten nominated by a teacher.
Thanks for the congratulations.
That hurt. And it hurt a lot.
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Where I stand.
Date: Jan 3rd, 2007 9:32:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: confused
Sounds Heard: Remember the Name - Fort Minor

I need this.
I need this to keep my sanity in this house.
I need this before I give up.
I need this to help me figure things out.
I'm counting on this.
It's one night.
Can you do this for me?
I don't want you to feel guilty.
I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do.
I'm trying not to pressure you.
I'm sorry if I am.
If you're reading this, forget about it.
Make the decision yourself.
This is just where I stand.
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Happy New Year.
Date: Dec 31st, 2006 11:49:29 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bipolar

Happy New Year??
I don't know, we'll see.

I'm starting it out sick, which is not very promising.

Resolutions?? No way.
It's not like I can follow them anyway.
They're depressing if you ask me.
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