lost_soulss Aeonity Blog

Too many.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 14:01:25 -0500

I have too many blogs. Thank you all for your pieces of advice over the past months. I'm condensing to one. Livejournal. Thanks again. <33... Read More

He left.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 14:51:45 -0600

Matt Wachter, bassist, has left 30 Seconds to Mars. What do you do when your favorite band loses a member? I'm not functioning at the moment.... Read More

Too long.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 18:18:51 -0600

Two and a half years is too fucking long. Tool concert in April? I hope so. And Taste of Chaos isn't happening. The Decemberists is instead. Should be good. But I'm still wishing I would be at TOC.... Read More

A photo to remember.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 21:29:08 -0600

Jail.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 17:18:42 -0600

You didn't know you would be in jail at age 17. You didn't know. Did you?... Read More

I'm suffocating. Slowly.

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:39:20 -0600

The walls are closing in. I need to get out. I. Need. To. Run. There's nothing more to it than that. Somebody told me last night that it's a choice. If I want to, I can run. But do I want to risk the pain? I've made 60% progress. And if I undo that, I will break. Watching me in physical therapy, my mother later told me that I am ... Read More

You knew.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 14:12:33 -0600

Fuck you. You KNEW how much I wanted this. But you just couldn't do it. So FUCK YOU. Don't talk to me. Ever. Again.... Read More

Grades.

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:06:37 -0600

We got our semester grades in the mail recently. My average is a 98.75. My mother says nothing other than to ask why Orchestra was a 99 instead of 100 and why my Global average went from a 97 to a 96. Thanks mom, I thought my grades were good too. ... Read More

My enemy.

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 17:09:26 -0600

Food is my enemy. Every calorie is war. I'm going crazy not being able to run. I need to find a way to successfully abandon unhealthy food. Suggestions anyone? ... Read More

Screw food.

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:29:33 -0600

I love the feeling of hunger. But don't worry. I'm not going to go all anorexic or anything. And this is my new favorite song that's not a 30 Seconds to Mars song. ;) ... Read More