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another day at this wonderful school!!!
Date: May 4th, 2005 5:44:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: unloved


whats the problem with this selfish, mixed up world!!?? i cant walk down the hall with out having to hold my breath!! i cnat stand the fact that everyday is a new heart ache!! i cant thnik of the last time i was remotly happy!! it was a long time ago!! i sit here in class and i see all these people walkong past the window and cant help it wonder how shallow and rapped up in thier own world they really are!! i know THAT sounds selfish but, this came as a suprise but i dont really care!!
all these people that have hurt me hve added to a wall around my heart!! my friends byfriend left the other day and she couldnt stand it and everyone was upset because it was so sad!! i knew it was but didnt fee a thing!! this really hurts! i wish, everyday i could just fly away and find a world that im not a target for everyone else!! maybe its the pariona getting though but im really scared!!
im scared that one day everyone will find out about my little "habits" that run my life!! this school doesnt run on any sympathy for others , it runs on himiliation!! stupid i know but hey what can i do!!?? some singled out lonely freak that no-one knows about!! i hate it!!
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