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Holding....
Wishing....
Waiting....
Wanting....
Holding the pain
Wishing i loved
Waiting for you
Wanting to live
Everyday
With you
With this pain if i have to
Holding
Wishing
Waiting
Wanting
YOU
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Mood: i dont know.....i wish i never do!!!

lovepain love will always last Aug 2nd, 2005 9:50:22 am - Subscribe
i wish....oh love i wish, that i shall never leave... and the love that holds us closer will never fly away, hold the soul, hold the wisper of the dying voice...i shall live, i shall go on, and i will believe that our life, love and mysery will be here to save the dying pain that i shall never want or never see!! i love you my daring....i always will!! your my soul, my life and my dying days will soon end and i shall live!! inside the pain that you feel...... to hold this close and to find my love will be a lasting pain inside your lonely and broken heart!!!! you shall live but die inside because my existence is what you live from, breath from and love from!!
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Mood: fullfilled
music: afi

lovepain barry white...i think Aug 2nd, 2005 1:23:15 pm - Subscribe
oh darling i..... cant get anough of your love baby!!!! i dont know, i dont know why i cant get anough of your love baby!!!!!
lol my life is ups and downs!!! earily on today i was on such a low, i counldnt handle it!! but tonyt i have been running around like a little school girl....per say!! lol dont know why!!! this tends to happen!! ill go to bed tonyt all unset and angry at the world like i do every other nyt!! its a not a change for me to be like this........ im a wired person so this type of behaviour is normal.....kinda!!




i feel..... again......but for how long!!??
how long must each day be a shelter of unindouting hope and suffering!!! my ramble crap may sound like......ramble crap but it does mean something to me and ive learnt thats all that matters!!!


FUCK THE WORLD!!!
FUCK THE SYSTEM!!!
Fuck you!!!!!




lol
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Mood: sexual

lovepain warmed by the blood of my open wrists Aug 3rd, 2005 9:15:44 am - Subscribe

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Mood: bloody

lovepain each day!! Aug 3rd, 2005 10:30:04 am - Subscribe
im a lost soul wonderingin the darkness! no where to be, no where to go....
no mater my destination, ill end up alone!
my soul turns black
my heart turs cold
i can feel this pain rising within me
my life is my misery but my pain is my best friend
torture is all i see




sits in the corner, alone
knows that no one knows she is there
long dark, black hair covers her silky, white face
chocolate waterfall

every so often, she moves slightly to reveal big blue eyes
they are two jewels
worth more then the worl itself

tears run down
burning pain invades her
black, broken heart
rushing river of sorrow
everyday feeling
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Mood: .....