the life as a emo
Date: Apr 7th, 2005 4:51:33 am - Subscribe
Mood: parinod
music: the used
im completly afraid of light. i cant stand that other people can see me! people take one look at you and automaticly judge who you are and i hate that.
i see all these happy people with smiles on there face and i think what have they got to be happy about!!!!???? well first there not me!!
each day i strugle to get up. but im proud of my self that i didnt overdose on pain killers the night before. i wake up proud of my self that i hadnt killed my self the night before.
im so parinod that ive scared away my friends. i have absoluty no-one! my mum is not someone i can talk openly with. my siblinings are eaither to young to understand or just dont really care. ive got no one!!
Comments: (0)