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#189 Step 18 Intro 1 Nov 16th, 2009 10:58:30 am - Subscribe
Mood | cavalier

We arrive at stop 18 which is also step 18. The mood is "cavalier" which matches the picture card of a cavalier Page of Pentacles holding aloft a golden globe pentacle with a golden sky background according to the Universal tarot deck Lover Earth Government is using.

The key search words for this stop are Sweet Dream and Sour Dream. The seven of pentacles is the partner card showing a man leaning on his hoe looking pensively at seven pentacles without apparent fruit or flowers. A sour picture in comparison to the sweet page.

The main word here is "Dream." We are in the suit of space so we are in a dream space. In this column of the house we have traversed body space, emotional space and fantasy space before coming here to dream space. There are higher governing spaces which we will come to on our journey in pursuit of space consciousness: mind, will and justice.

What's the difference between fantasy and dream space? The best way to see the difference is to think of fantasy as a daydream and dream proper as a night dream. There is a correlation between them as there is between this journey and real dreams. I've been thinking about power and sex lately in conjunction with this game. Last night I had two dreams in verification. I dreamt I was able to lift objects as heavy as a large cast iron frying pan with my hands without touching them; I placed my hands over them about a foot or two away and they lifted. A man of power was observing this intently. I also dreamed of having an orgasm with unusually large amounts of sperm which kept flowing. The night before last I dreamed of riding in the passenger seat of my motor home while another person drove and we passed an old fashioned street clock whose hands showed ten minutes to one and then very close to one o'clock. I interpret this to be the Lover driving and we are one. It seems I had an appointment at one o'clock and was concerned about being late. The point here is that what we're doing in our physical life affects our dreams, or is affected by them.

There is likewise an interesting connection with these moods here at Aeonity. Just before coming here I was acting strangely "cavalier" and also expecting a communication from a friend whose last name begins with "Cava...." Serendipity? Who knows but it is possible.

Our daydream fantasies and nightdream dreams are powerful parts of ourselves. This journey will activate them in a safe way within the lovetext of love. Coincidences pop up all over the place (space) in love time. I'm thinking of taking a trip from here in Ojai to Tomah Wisconsin with my son and just talked to him about it prior to his going to school. He's good at video documentaries so he may do that for this trip which I envision as the Love Government Religion Special, referring to the train. It would be a rolling inauguration distantly playing off of Bob Dylan's Rolling Thunder Review.

Fantasy and Dream look similar, both cards with single pentacles being held in the hands. The pentacle is a sign of the clitoris pleasure principle and of womam masturbation, the card being like a priestess saying Mass, the Mass of Masturbation, only transubstantiating the real presence of the Lover's Body and Blood. Modern rites have ancient rights and we need to get back to our riteful roots.

-Dennis Dionysia from Ohighvalia California where things are not what they seem but more like what you dream.

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#188 Step 17 Comment 3 Nov 14th, 2009 4:16:10 pm - Subscribe
Mood | done

We have stopped of course at station 17, the realm of fantasy in the suit of space. I was just in the Garden of Eden Ojai cutting firewood and doing a little watering. Apple tells me I've put in things way too late. But better late than always on time I remind her. The peas are coming up but nothing yet from the broccoli, lettuce, brussels sprouts, onions or fava beans. I'm also building raised beds with wire mesh on the bottom to thwart the gophers.

Eden in the Greek bible is edone which means pleasure. A garden of pleasure indeed; such is our thwarted destiny. I was fantasizing in real time all lovers from number (any dimension that can be counted), time and space converging from those dimensions to my garden space with its Lover shrine at the south entryway. It's strange how I can feel them without proper identification so conditioned as I am by the terrorized patrix. I had the choice of fantasizing fun or foul so I chose fun.

I imagined going with all these lovers on another kind of trip other than this one through the great house of consciousness to Love Supreme. I might take a trip from here in Ojai to Tomah in Wisconsin at Christmas time. I thought of making a documentary of the voyage analogous to what I'm doing here at Loverearth Aeonity. The Ojai to Tomah excursion would be sponsored by the Love Government Religion. I get all kinds of ideas when we stop at a place called Fantasy if you can imagine.

In a true sense, everything's someone's fantasy. It was made up by someone which I apostrophize to be the Lover, a composite image of all of us. In other words we make it up. The Love Government Religion Express is no God trip with this big divide between him and us; no in our loverology it's all us, one seamless weave. I suppose we should get on to stop 18 so I'll keep this short. I can hear that train whistle blowing and see the light far down the tracks.

The remarkable thing is that it is already "done" according to the mood now. We're just playing a game and going along for the ride. That's true of Lover Earth Government and Love Government Religion. Earlier today I talked about Love Government Religion at Love Government Blogstream so I won't repeat myself here. Onward and upward.

Denise James from Ojai the home of Love Government Religion and the fantasized Love Government Religion Ojai to Tomah and back Pilgrimage of Pleasure.

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#187 Step 17 Comment 2 Nov 9th, 2009 10:01:53 am - Subscribe
Mood | fed

Step 17 is about fantasy so we are free to let our fancies roam freely as long as they keep their connection to love. Love is always the central sun in the fantastic world of fantasy. We can say that this whole writing is a fantasy and of course it is but also more than a fantasy. The composite card here shows the Lover astride a black horse; she holds a pentacle globe and is dressed as a warrior.

At its root love is sex. In the love culture this was a given. But for us sex has been euphemized and even euthanized into a false love under the suppression of patriarchy. In the portrayal of the cards the Lover is holding her ovular sex in the figure of the ball and within the valley of the ball her clitoris, her five extensioned love body.

The clitoris is the only body designed solely for pleasure. The womam and specifically her clit is the pleasure principle so indirectly sought by our unlove cult of false phallusarchy. Whether womam, nomam (man) or angel we need and are "fed" by this pleasure principal in multitudinous ways including physical sex.

There is a further symbolic, perhaps unconscious, stream feeding us in the picture of Love astride Sex. Womam sitting on a horse as penis. Nomam as womam sitting on the same. Womam having sex with nomam when the horse is in trotting mode. Is it any wonder that some women love horses and by extension for the same reason love dogs. Substituted and sublimated sex love.

Sex underlies everything. Horses and dogs everywhere as sex pets. Lover Earth takes that into account but is not bound by it. The sagittarian womam horse has her four feet on the earthly ground. The womam is a horse animal but more than that, much more. She is a warrior but a warrior of love.

Love is the first principle, a lovearchy or a loverarchy. There was once a culture based on this principal and principle which lasted a good 150,000 years. Patriarchy or Penisarchy overthrew that love or so it seems. But Love is aroused like a clit-or-us and will restore what was lost. The corruption was allowed to exist for a time due to the exigencies of freedom and love.

The Lover as Loverearth is a Love Government and Love Religion in herself. Governments and religions have lost contact with their source and therefore have corrupted. The Lover is the Source by which we are "fed," the mood indicated. We enter Loverearth Aeonity through the portals of the Lover's body temple.

Step 17 is also stop 17 where we stop, look and listen for her train transfer. The Lover as Joy takes us in her train, takes us out of the hard rain and cruel pain into her pleasure game. We feel the joy; we feel the love; we can relax and go along for the ride. We are about to leave stop 17 for stop 18; we ride from fantasy to dream where fantasy is like a daydream carrying us to a starlight special night train dream, and away from the nightmare of a sadistic penisarchy scheme.

The whistle is blowing announcing an arrival and a departure. So it is with all stops and starts. We feel fear and excitement, excitement and fear with the changes. There is nothing really to fear however when the Lover is here. Loverearth Aeonity is here and the Love Government is near.

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#186 Step 17 Comment 1 Nov 6th, 2009 7:36:43 am - Subscribe
Mood | effervescent

Here in the Ojai Vulva Valley it's past 4:30 am on a cool pre-dawn with a three quarter moon directly overhead my motorhome. I've been awake since 3 so I got up a half hour ago to dress, pee and make a fire in my ice shack Michigan made wood stove to warm my Wisconsin made bones and heat water for grain coffee. I see the mood here at Loverearth Aeonity is "effervescent" which fits me fine.

Let's see. Where were we? Oh yes, on step 17. Time to make comments. I think of her, my Lover, on that black steed holding a pentacle ball like a golden crystal ball. What's in that? Quite a bit as I've been discovering since coming with Joy to this step, stop, room, space and consciousness dimension.

I just fed the fire and poured coffee from the pan on the wood stove so I'm all set to get to work with these keys to life.

The pentacle is a five pointed star which signifies first just that: a star, one of those five pointed things we learned to draw as children. That astral figure just happens to be the shape of our body more or less; with the head, outstretched arms and spread legs the five points. So we could conclude the star is us, the astral us. And in the lovtext of Loverearth Aeonity the star is the Lover of us and the Loverus since we are the Lover.

There is also an interpretation of the star form that has to do with our bodies involving love and sex. The star shape also just happens to be the shape of the clitoris, the essence of the womam's generative system. A womam's quintessential (fifth essence) genital is the clit, the center of her genitals of vulva, vagina, uterus, follicles, eggs, etc.

The clitoris (or clit for short) is a micro-body with head, arms and legs. Most of it is hidden with just the head showing and that is mostly hidden by a hood or hat; again pretty much like the usually clothed humam body. So we have a potent portent in the small body of the clit and the medium body of the humam womam (I'll get to the man in a bit). Now is there a larger body? I mean a real big one.

Yes, but it involves a bit of speculation based on intuitive evidence. The astral body, the star body of the universe. Some galaxies are shaped like spirals with arms (legs) and heads which would be their middle based hearts looking from an aerial top down view. So putting the baby, mama and papa bear bodies together we have evidence that maybe the shape of the universe herself is that of a body. How would we ever know since we'd have to be outside looking at the universe, which would make us the universe, and then is there another body looking at us, etc. etc.?

There is just as much evidence for the universe being star body shaped as there is for it being a glob shape. Anyway, without concrete evidence we have to speculate on the available evidence. My speculations (looking through love colored spectacles) is that the big, big picture is that the universe is the Lover's Body, and under the hologram paradigm we are little lovers.

Felt a chill so I put a few sticks on the fire. It's 5 now, the moon still overhead with an "effervescent" rainbow circle about her with all those stars in attendance. No sign of the sun yet but she'll be comin' round that eastern mountain any time now.

So the five pointed clit(oris) is a sign of us in our generative origin. The card shows the Loverus holding her own clit (oral) (mouth) vulva, vagina, womb. Is she masturbating or just holding? Probably both at different times.

The five extensioned pentacle form is held within the sacred globe circle. Ojai held in the nest circle of the mountains as I type. Ojai as Shakespearean Globe. The world globe as pentacle. Is the center of the earth also a five star clit-oral mouth? Calls for deep speculative spectacles.

It seems what we're talking about is the "clitral" ball, playing off of crystal ball. Or the "clitastral" ball. Clit-astral, the clit as star, as star of the show. Indeed, we can make a case for the clit as "First Principle" and "First Principal." First Sign, First Symbol, First First. Clit as Love. Love the First. That would square with Loverearth Aeonity, The Love Government, Lover Government and the other blogstreams and blogdreams that deal with those themes.

The card it seems is showing the Lover in her clitastral essence. And thereby showing us ours as Loverus. Men are the outversion of womem; in other words the penis and balls are vagina and ovaries turned inside out. We are all womem to start out; then we differentiate so that womam can see herself in a mirror and nomam can see himself in a similar mirror. A house of consciousness as a house of mirrors.

The clitastra is the only organ designed solely for pleasure which supports the psychoanalytic speculation on the pleasure principle as sort of a first principle. We're dealing with something very deep and hidden, especially with patriarchal repression which substituted the penis as first principle (patri-archy or penis-archy) in its hateful rebellion against the love culture and nature. Love Government Blogstream and Red Brown and Blue Party Blogstream go more into the political arena so we don't have to worry about that here at Loverearth.

It's been an "effervescent" morning. Time to take a pee break and a peep break to see if her effervescent sunnyness is coming.

-Dennis Joy of Ever Vescent O High where you get high by letting your hair hang low in the O Lo and Behold Vulva Valley of the Moon north of LA Angel and west of LA Vegas where your golden angel dreams come true and the nights are days and the days knights in shining love stars.

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#185 Step 17 Part 4 Verse Nov 5th, 2009 6:49:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood | grand

Fantasy is a powerful tool of self government. We see in our mind's eye the course of action we want to take. We feel the love energy move towards that outcome. This dynamic is often expressed best in poetry which uses the mind without getting stuck in analysis paralysis. The following is a 21 line verse salute to the flag of love by the Love Government Blogstream and the Red Brown and Blue Party Blogstream; a "grand" mood and fantasy to return the last age of Loverearth Aeonity.
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I'm just playing with you she said
They're only pictures in your head
You can catch them all at once
Said the juggler to the dunce
It's just a trick to ask why
You can have it if you try
Take it easy, take it slow
Pick them up, let them go
It's here, it's there, it's everywhere
Pictures dancing in the air
Take your pick, make your choice
Said the laughing, funny voice
Flickering flames playing games
Make believe in play dough caves
I went with you down the road
Trying to get the things you told
Johnny come lately on the scene
Still chasing for my rainbow dream
The juggler said it's just a screen
The joker said they're not what they seem
I think I get what they mean
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-Dennis Joy from the Fantasy O High that goes by the name of any other named town, city or gathering of lovers planting flowers in the cracks of the empire.

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