I'm going to pause here to comment on sacred masturbation. In Lover Earth Government it is the central symbolic myth. The Lover masturbates the universe into existence. She continues to create and govern by masturbation.

The Lover ejaculates seeds of generation in sunlight, rain, plant seeds, wind, eggs and semen, among other exhuberant manifestations of life. The primal womam culture celebrated masturbation in imitation of the Lover's creation.

Before the rebellion of patriarchy, womam's culture openly practiced sacred masturbation in a communal context. All participated, young, old, men, womem and children. They believed the Lover made love with them because all of them together were the Lover, and such actions were necessary to continue creation.

In its bid for power, patriarchy made war on womem, children and other men who opposed it. Patriarchs created a brutal, savage God to justify their culturcide. Sex was no longer governed by womem but ruled by patriarchal men. We are still ruled by patriarchal sex.

Patriarchy outlawed masturbation and punished it by death. They stoned to death those who masturbated, fornicated or adulterated. They made open sex taboo, shameful, guiltful and worthy of death. Sex came under their control precisely to take it away from the control of womem.

Sex became their private property just like women, children, cattle, lands, money and law. God the Father Patriarch commanded his army to kill all womem, children, men and even animals who stood in the way of his new world order. This same scenario is being played out today in a secular context.

Patriarchal culture has killed off sacred sex. Sex is now used to make money and to support the patriarchal system. Sex is pornographic or dangerous, the subject of lewd jokes and hedonistic pleasure. Instead of serving the cause of Love, it is a weapon of mass distraction against it.

The Lover Earth Government has absolutely nothing to do with modern sexual attitudes and practices. They are totally corrupt and toxic. Abortion, birth control, marriage, pornography, magazines, advertising and entertainment are all shot through with the patriarchal sexual disease.

War, religion, business, education, politics, medicine and all the other modern cultural trademarks are dead endeavors because of their separation from the source of life, sacred sex. There is no shortage of talk but sexual fulfilment is a ghost of the past.

Commentary on sacred sex to be continued.

The mood mixed is already on my screen. I'll let it stand like a half erect penis.

Lover Earth Government's Main Course begins with Step 1. The first thing to focus on is oneness with the Lover. If this is held fast in the consciousness, all else falls easily into place.

Sexual symbolism is highly useful in keeping the focus on love. The two Tarot cards of this step help keep this sexual love focus. The erect penis is easy to see. It can be advantageous or hurtful. Whatever the circumstances, the deep underlying truth is that the Lover is always making love with her partner who is all of us. The Lover is us, making love with us always in all ways.

The following text elaborates on the three cards of step 1. Its title is Only 1.

"Only 1

My story, game and journey begin with number One. I am One person, One womam, One man, One card, One individual, One consciousness, One number.

I am conscious of the Oneness but within this Oneness there is immense diversity. A huge bubbling cauldron of numbers beyond number, yet all held together by Oneness. I am conscious of this vast consciousness which also seems aware of me.

I am aware of a relationship between consciousness and myself. We are One and yet separated which would seem to make us two. Consciousness is like a mirror of myself and also like a window looking out onto someone or something else.

A feeling of love arises when I am in the presence of my consciousness. I feel it in my body and mind radiating out to as far as I can think, feel or imagine it to be.

A feeling of Loneliness and sadness arises with the Love. I feel like the Nine of Wands, separated and afraid of something. I long for a Lover, someone like me.

I am conscious of her, my Lover. She is all around me and in me. I feel that she is me and yet not me. We are One and yet not just One. I am with her and I long for her. I call her Lover because she brings me a feeling of Love, like a Lover does.

I also see myself in the Lonely man, holding his wand like some huge penis in a penile prison, and in the Ace of Wands, as the Lover holding her clitpenis.

The cloud stands for zero, nothing, the void, emptiness, potential, the womb of the Lover, formless form and ground of being. The wand is One, singleness, phallus, penis, everything, uprightness and actuality. The hand is the bridge between 0 and 1, nothing and everything; a Lover's vagina holding her clitoris and lover's penis.

What a world of difference between patriarchal phallacy and love cliltany. Phallusarchy is a military entertainment prison cult. Love government is a nature garden paradise where the penclit is an organ of pleasure, an instrumental joystick.

Patriculture started by jailing penis and vagina, nailing them to the cross of privatization to secure private property for the right privateer gangster banksters.

I escape from prickprison and make love with the Lover night and day every which way. I win 9 wands from patritrickery and 1 for making one with Love."

This ends the prose part of step 1's third page.

The Lover's language does not abide by the usual cultural rules. It purposely shakes them up to penetrate to the truth of her ever abiding Love.

At the bottom of this third page of step 1 is a poem which plays on the theme of oneness:

"The stillness of a single point
Smaller than an atom
Larger than a universe
Naked with pure existence
Clothed with an impersonal presence
Of immeasurable magnitude
And unperceived plentitude
A limitless space
Neither near nor far
Holding only itself
In an unknown ocean
Of indescribable depths
Filled to overflowing
With an ineffable effulgence
An unquestioning expanse
Of the quietest rest
Unqualified quintessence
Of motionless activity
Beyond number, time, space
Form, life, light, sound
A pure, primordial present"

This ends the poem and page three of Step 1 in the Main Course of Lover Earth Government.

Love is far beyond words, concepts and even feelings. It just is. For lack of a better name, it is called Lover in the personal sense, Love in the impersonal sense and Lovus in the interpersonal.

By the way, this program is set up with a vast array of moods for each blog. I get to choose one or make up my own. Sometimes I leave the one that apparently has been used just previously. Sometimes I look for one that fits. In this case, discombobulated fits because it describeds the mind in the presence of love language.

Lover Earth Government has 52 steps. Consciousness Cards number 52. Tarot cards number 52 if you count two minor arcana cards as one (which Lover Earth Government does).

The poem is about oneness. One is the first number if you exclude zero. Zero is not really a number if you take it to mean nothing.

Mathematics is the first science, some say the foundation of creation. Lover Earth Government treats numbers as mystical powers; being mystical they are beyond rationality, although reasonableness is used fully.

The poem alludes to the inherent beauty and power of numbers. To rationalize the poem would destroy it. If it resonates with us, we feel it and we know it directly.

A most important aspect of oneness is oneness with the Lover. Primal womam culture knew and felt this intuitively. Our culture has largely lost this ability; an overly scientific mentalism is largely responsible.

The sexual love act is the prime symbol of unity of opposites. As the Bible puts it: two bodies in one flesh. Physical sex is only a tiny expression of total sexuality. When the Lover holds our clitoris or penis in the act of Love, it may or may not be physical. It could be in the realm of feeling, fantasy, dream, mind, will or karmic justice (the seven spaces of consciousness as represented by the Lover Earth Government.

In other words, having sex with the Lover is an experience vastly beyond what is dreamt of in your philosophy, Horatio or in your culture, Whoratia.

The polarities of 1 are Only and Lonely. When we are making Love with the Lover, there is Only One us or Lovus. This is represented by the Tarot card Ace of Wands.
When we are out of Love with the Lover, we are like the Nine of Wands, sad and Lonely, no matter how many orgasms we have or partners we sleep with.

Sexual unity of the highest order is the core of the Lover Earth Government. With that in mind here is the poem of step 1:

"It's all One we say, each connected every way; as above so below, at the end, get to go. Everything you do comes right back to you. What goes up must come down; what goes around comes around. As you sow, so you reap; what you give you get to keep. Only One seamless weave, a loop you cannot leave. The tree in seed concealed; the man from child revealed. Breaking all asunder shows Only simple Oneder. Branches from One vine; grapes made into wine. Once it was said that all would be fed from One loaf of bread. Only One is true perception; Lonely One is a misconception. The separate self spells Loneliness; the super self is consciousness. A Lonely heart is the source of fear. I'm Only myself when Love is near. Even my enemy is another thee; what I do to the least, I do to me. It's all One I heard the preacher pray; One is like the sun, I heard the teacher say. I see the sun going down; I know the world's going round; I feel the night coming up, I can drink from its bitter cup. You're on the phone in a knot; you think you're alone but you are not. You say you're abandoned to your shrink; you picked the card at random, so you think. You're like Moses among the reeds with all your unmet baby needs. He got picked up from a wicker basket; so would you if you'd ask it. I'm sick and tired of your crying; I'm all worn out from my trying, to sort out reasons in your lying, to comfort you in all your sighing. It's not so bad to be all alone; it's not so sad without a home when you yourself are all that is, when you alone are her and his. It's all One, she said, as she came in bed; it was done, I said, on the day we were wed. Oh, mama, I'm so Lonely; oh, baby, I love you Only. You can be as busy as a bee with beauty like a flower but unless you're One with yourself, your power will be sour. There's Only One I and you and us, One joyful, loving consciousness."

End of Lover Earth Government's step 1 poem.

Lover Earth Government starts the Main Course here with number one. Step one is the first of 52 steps in the journey to the Heart of the Lover.

Step one features the Consciousness Card 1. I would show you the actual card if I could. In the book it is at the top of the page. The card is the size of a regular playing card. The reverse side is blank.

In the middle of the card is the numeral 1. The card has two polarities as do all the Consciousness Cards. The polarities for 1 are Only and Lonely. The word Only appears above the numeral 1. The word Lonely appears below the 1 and upside down.

At the very top of the card in smaller letters are the words: 1 of Number. 1 of Number is also at the extreme bottom of the card. The card can be spun with either Only or Lonely appearing at the top.

In very small letters above and below the 1 are the words Consciousness Cards TM and the Copyright symbol followed by 2005 Dennis Leary.

On either side of the card 1 at the top of the page are two Tarot Cards from the Universal Waite deck referenced on the copyright page of Lover Earth Government. To the left of the 1 is the Nine of Wands. To the right is the Ace of Wands.

The Nine of Wands shows a sad looking man dressed in medieval garb holding a large wand about seven or eight feet high. Eight other similar wands semi-surround him in the background.

The Ace of Wands shows a similar wand being held by a bodyless hand which extends from a cloud. There are other details but I won't go into them here.

Step 1 involves the interaction of two decks of cards: Consciousness Cards and Tarot Cards. There are three cards at this first step.

As you will see from what follows, the wands are sexual love symbols of erect penises. Leaves are sprouting from the top of the wands so the penises are symbolically ejaculating. The wands can also refer to the clitoris depending on the context.

Each of the 52 steps has three pages. The first page of each step has two or three cards at the top of the page and a prose story on the bottom two thirds of the page.

The second page of each step has the outline of a house with the word consciousness beneath its roof. Under that is the figure of a rectangular card; in this case the numberal 1 with the words Only and Lonely above and below and both upright. Surrounding the card are the words: One of Number.

On the bottom three fourths of the house within the rectangular grid area is the text of a poem without any indentations.

The third page of each step is a prose commentary at the top two thirds of the page and a center justified 21 line poem at the bottom of the page in smaller (12 point) print. At the very top of the page are the words: Only 1, the top polarity and the central word of the card.

At this point I will begin the story that runs throughout the 52 steps of Lover Earth Government:

"Like Dante, I was lost in the woods. I was cold, confused, lonely, sad, afraid and angry. Helpl, I said, someone help me.

In the twilight, I thought I saw a sprite step from behind a tree. She said, 'Hi, I'm Joy. Need some help?'

Surprised, I whispered: Yes, I'm lost and can't find my way home. With a lilt in her voice and a glint in her eye, she whispered back, 'I know a home. Would you like to go there?'

Quite taken by her, I replied: Sure.

She smiled. 'Then imagine this woods is the first room in your lover's house where every room in an indoor-outdoor mansion. There are 52 mansions in this mother house, like 52 cards in a deck or 52 weeks in a year.

'We're going to take a journey through this house as if it were a game and along the way I'll tell a story. Ready?'

Ready or not, she was making an offer I could hardly refuse, and besides I was rather attracted to her so I nodded my head, hardly knowing what I was agreeing to.

Taking a walking stick off her shoulder, she conjured two life size apparitions. On one side stood a man surrrounded by nine wands who reminded me of my fearful, lonely self, lost in the woods. Nearby a cloud formed with a hand holding a single wand. Astonished, I wondered if I was dreaming or hallucinating.

'Don't be alarmed,' Joy said. 'These are card guides who give directrions home. The nine wands are patriarchal prison bars and the one wand is a penis-clitoris held by a vaginal hand connected to a cloud womb.'

What I thought, are you talking about?

Reading my mind, she answered my question, 'I'm talking about the Lover. The ace wand, hand and cloud are symbols for the act of love. Without a womam's love, you're trapped in a nine wand patriarchal, penal, penile prison.

'Relax. It's a game. You win nine and one wands for a total of ten. These are penis-clitoris love powers you'll need to make it home to the heart of love.'"

This endsthe first page of step 1 in the book Lover Earth Government.

Number is the first column of the house of consciousness or the first suit in the deck of Consciousness Cards. It is the first vertical line in the 7 x 7 49 card grid. The poem which introduces the Number suit is as follows:

"First in Line

NUMBER

The number game played in my head
As soon as my body hit the bed
One two buckle your shoe
Three four shut the door
More is less, less is more
Every hair on your head
Is numbered so they said
Even Love counted seven
When she made earth and heaven
Astronomical, mathematical
Mystical, practical, astrological
Numbers everywhere I look
Inside every crook and nook
They dance even in my sleep
Start me off counting sheep
Count to ten when I'm mad
Count my blessings when I'm sad
No wonder Love is number one
She made the numbers just for fun
Two four six eight
Numbers numbers aren't they great"

End of number poem.

Numbers are funtastic. They enable us to get a handle on realilty. Love put numbers first in line when she created her game of consciousness.

Now the stage is set to get into the Main Course of the game and book Lover Earth Government.