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loverearth Blog 98 Step 9 Baby Story - Subscribe
The following is the first page of step 9--the story of traveling with Joy through the House of Consciousness:
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"I was thinking about what a marvelous shapeshifting shaman Joy was. If she was the wild card who could play any role, then she was all these card characters we were meeting on our journey. She was a one womam play.

'It's all Love. I serve the Lover. That's all I do.' Joy was playing Echo, the nymph of Greek legend who pined away for love of Narcissus until nothing was left of her but her voice. With an Echo like Joy I loved to play Narcissus.

'The Lover is all there is. This house of mirrors shows the diamond facets of her beauty.' With a sparkle in her eye, Joy's joystick became a sparkler and we followed in its wake to the second dimension of time. A queen gazed lovingly into a golden ball while across the way five giants waved their warstick wands.

Joy assumed the majestic voice of a queen. 'The pentacle is a crystal ball filled with golden light. In Womam's Golden Age, earth, womem and children were jewels of the realm. Peace reigned on earth and there was no need for an escape hatch to heaven. Earth was paradise enough, always and all ways.

'Patriarchy destroyed matrilovry and took to sword fighting with phallic wands. I guess it was more exciting than caring for children and gardens. Patriarchers aimed to be kings of the dead rather than lovers in bed. They developed hard heads and when that wasn't enough, hard hats.

'Hard penises became something to measure manhood by and porn was born. It's a long way from bed to battlefield but the fathers covered it in record time. The boat of Love was turned into a ship of fools steered by patriarslick loose cannons. When the phallic Titanic was ice sliced, it wasn't the womem and children who got the life rafts but the rats and fat cats. Womem got the shafts.

'The Lover and her government of Love stand for earth, womem, children and men in that order. Men usurped Love's authority and the ship of state may not weather the perfect storm of that fool's gold choice.'

If I had a choice, I'd vote for Joy. Line up history's male brains from here to the moon and they don't equal what comes out of the mouths of babes like Joy."
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End of the first page of step 9 in Loverearth Government.
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loverearth Blog 99 Step 9 Baby Poem Apr 8th, 2009 2:44:44 am - Subscribe
Lover Earth Government is on step 9 page 2; what follows is a poem relating to the key word "Baby" with its polarities of "Nurse" and "Curse."
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"For nine sweet months I took my rest; with warmth, food and Love, I was blessed. In the suit of time came on the second test; to leave the wombly nest for mother's breast. Of all the steps on time's stepladder, the second rung is the most to matter. Of all the levels that assault and batter, the worst of all must be the latter. Nature designed her strictest should when she created Babyhood; from womb to breast is mighty leap, miss that jump and you're in trouble deep. At the breast a Baby was meant to nurse; deny her that and you've placed a Curse. Even if you stole everything from every purse, you could not hurt anyone any worse. The gods damn to hell society's norms that Curse to pain its youngest forms; demons punish humanity's laws that take the nipple from infant jaws. I was almost stillborn dead from doctor's drugs and medicine's mugs; I could scarcely breath in that atmosphere sterile; enter those mausoleum monuments at your peril. My cousin Claude wonders what is wrong with him; he can't understand the Curses that throng to him. I would tell him about the Curse if he could withstand it but I'd tell him what's useless if he can't countermand it. There's only one way to lift the Curse: go back and learn to Nurse; throw away all the big boy toys, rest on the breast with babyhood joys. There's only one thing your Baby can do to help you see what's true about you: make you feel so sad, so incredibly bad that you'll either get glad or indelibly mad. Those who have lost their Babies have a severe case of rabies: they foam at the mouth with sold out rage or sink to the south with old tooth age. Rock a bye Baby on the tree top; from your cradle make the world stop; if the world doesn't turn maybe we'll learn that Baby's a stage for everyone's age. Open the door to your mother's cor. Cure our blindness with her humam kindness. Give us rest at her breast."
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From the mouths of babes: "brilliant."
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loverearth Blog 100 Step 9 Page 3 Part 1 Apr 8th, 2009 3:15:07 am - Subscribe
We are on step 9, part 1 of page 3 in Lover Earth Government. What follows is a prose summary on the Keyword Baby with its polarities of Nurse and Curse--
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"We have all been Babies and remain Babies in Love. We are utterly dependent on Mother Nature, and the milk of her humane kindness. The Queen of Pentacles looks at the Baby of her womb in the golden symbol of the pentacled humam being.

Across the way, the golden five extensioned humam has turned into five raging and warring giants. How did the garden nest of Eve turn into the war-den of Evil?

A Baby was meant to Nurse in the arms of a loving mother. A mother was meant to be served by the arms of a loving father. The fathers' arms turned into weapons against womem, womem's milk turned bitter, and Babies starved from the lack of loving mothers and fathers. This is the legacy of power mad patriarchy.

Patriarchy with its god awful gods is the devilish thief of Love. Patriarchy is a consciousness, the green eyed monster of jealousy, not a gender. It is found in both sexes. Womam, Nature's Nurse, has been run through with a penile sword, and we all cry with a starving Baby's agony, no matter what our chronological age may be.

I feel the sorrow of the world behind the smiley faces and warring races. We miss our mother because we lost a nurturing father. God the Father is an invention of godfathers. I see them in dark suits with ropeties around their necks, choking off their womamly hearts. My heart weeps for womem and children.

I am the Lover and her consciousness body house. I Nurse womem and children, and succor them with Love. I take away the five penis-wands from patriotic idiots.

I see myself in the beautiful Eve of the garden, holding the Lover's sphere. A rabbit runs by, symbol of a natural and free sexuality. The mad fathers killed the rabbit, clearcut the garden and slew mother and child when they carved up earth and people as their private property. The Lover Government brings a womam's balance.

I think of the Lover, and say "Nurse Baby" to lift the curse on Babies without true mothers, because of cruel fathers. I envision a Lover Government where Love protects Babies. I begin by making the Lover governess and mistress of my heart.

I pick up the five wands and add them to my stock. The queen gives me her pentacle, the child of our union, for 19 wands, 9 swords, 3 coins, 3 cups and 48 notes."
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Without a mother's and baby's love we are all "angsty."
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loverearth Blog 101 Step 9 Page 3 Part 4 Apr 8th, 2009 3:38:20 am - Subscribe
The following is the concluding 21 line poem of step 9 in the book Lover Earth Government--
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"I wish I could have held you then
Held you again and again and again
Baby, baby, baby
Mama, mama, mama
I hear the sigh you never sighed
Feel the tear you never cried
Dressed all up in grown up garb
I see your blanket in the yard
What will you do when it's hard
Who will water the flowers
Or start the sprinklers
In the early morning hours
Come sweetheart to my breast
I will give you milk and rest
All the angels from above
Send you gifts of precious love
All your hours have been numbered
By the moon while you slumbered
I don't care if it's a girl or boy
All I want is joy on joy
Girl oh girl, boy oh boy"
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loverearth Blog 102 Step 9 Commentary 1 Apr 10th, 2009 3:07:37 am - Subscribe
Lover Earth Government's step nine features the tarot card Nine of Pentacles showing the Lover seated in her Garden holding a spherical globe on her lap. The sphere is a pentacle embossed with a five pointed star symbolizing ourselves with our five extensioned body. The keyword for this step is Baby with the polarities of Nurse and Curse.

This step is one of 52 in the story and game of the Lover in which we rediscover who we are as the Lover. Step nine is within the suit of time, a reminder that all takes place in good time.

This step is especially valuable in impressing upon us the intimacy of the Lover with ourselves and the earth. I feel her love as she holds the earth; I feel her sorrow at how the evil of patriarchy inflicts its violence upon the earth and her peoples; I feel the Lover's anger at the injustice of ignorant evil.

The God system rebelled against the Love government system but retained enough of pseudo love to confuse the truth and hide patriarchy's perfidy. God is separate, distant and alienated from the earth in his patriarchal lordship. God makes war upon the earth in all kinds of hidden ways.

The Lover on the other hand truly loves the earth as her own Body; she is distinct in thought from the earth but not separated from the world as in patriarchy. The hidden agenda of patriarchy is power over and authoritarian rule which comes from the rejection and loss of real love.

Love necessitates freedom and therefore the Lover allows us to choose patriarchal values in order to realize the nature of love more fully. In the large scale, patriarchy with all its horrors is but a wayward cell in the Lover's body which will eventually be broken down and recycled. Kingdoms, empires and corrupt civilizations fall in their arrogance and ignorance.

The mood is "longing"--for a restoration of a Love Order. Patriarchy rebelled against the Love Order; the Love Government longs to restore the original plan for man. It starts with language and words which turn our consciousness to the truth. The Love Government changes culture by changing words; for example change from Lord God to Lover which seems like a minor semantic difference but is in fact a revolutionary and restorative action of love.

All this is bound up in the picture of the Lover in her Garden of Eve longing for us to awaken to the nature of love reality and to confront patriarchy in its false power terrorization of the earth and her peoples.

Step nine is a continuation of the teachings of the prior eight steps. Together they are the process of weaving a web of love of understanding and deep love for ourselves, the earth and the Lover; it's a seamless robe of warmth and unshakable realization. The Loverearth Government reveals itself step by step in both its baby steps and giant steps because every step of the way is secured by Love.
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