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#193 Step 18 Part 3 - Subscribe
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I had a dream last night featuring the Lover. She's my Dream in both dream and waking states. The following is from the Love Text "Lover Earth Government," part 3 of step 18. We're stepping right along towards the realization of our dream of a Love Culture and Love Government. The play is off the Page of Pentacles in tarot and Sweet Dream in Love Cards. The Lover as Page holds a golden ball at eye level. The ball is in the Lover's court or sphere which happens to have "her" and "here" in it. The sphere is her herself here, and in particular her five extensioned clitoris and body, pleasure principle par excellence. That is the essence of the Love Culture which lasted a good three million years compared to the paltry 5000 years of the patrix which is rapidly running off of the cliff of obliteration if not one gigantic totalitarian prison. Thanks to Love we have a choice. As for me and my house we choose Love. ---------------- As I rise in consciousness, life takes on a more Dreamlike quality and bears out the experience that life is a Dream. What are Dreams anyway if not memories of another dimension, a fourth space in consciousness where Dreams come true? We all Dream, night Dreams and day Dreams. When we give up Dreaming, we become walking dead materialistic clones with bought and sold cold souls. Dreams can turn Sour if the Seven of Pentacles expects grapes and does not see that pentacles are people, the true fruit of Love vines. The Page, on the other hand, keeps on Dreaming her Sweet Dreams. S/he becomes the Dream s/he Dreams. Dreams have a greater depth than fantasies since they carry over into the night Dreams, and from the night Dreams into the day Dreams. I Dream night and day. The Lover speaks through Dreamers. She said: I have a Dream through one of them. I have a Dream, too, mainly of her. I've been to the mountain, and have seen the promised land of her milk and honey fruits from her flowing breasts and womb. Godfathers have their wet Dreams but to me they're Sour and bitter Dreams of power and money which they steal from the earth and her womem and children. The Dreams of the fathers are Sourful, frightful, bitter nightmares of terrorist schemers. The godfathers dream of a banker's world, one big bunker where money is the lifeblood and power the air they breathe. Their two arms are the church militant and state triumphant which would smother motherlove to serve their barren fatherland. I have a different Dream, where money serves Love and bankers wait on womem and children. I hold my vision as the page holds the pentacle. Dream power produces sweet fruit on the Seven of Pentacle's vines, a harvest of womamhood. I think of the Lover. I take her cards in hand. I say her name. I feel her breath. I Dream her Dream. Without her and her Love, there is only power, and that is Sour. With her Love, life is a Sweet Dream. I have a Dream: a Lover's Dream. I receive seven and one pentacles which become Dream catchers for more Lover Dreams. I pluck the sweet golden pentacles fruit from the vines of Love and add it to my score for 17 golden coins, 18 cups, 42 wands, 25 swords and 64 notes. ---------------------- |
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#194 Step 18 Part 4 Feb 13th, 2010 4:03:49 pm - Subscribe
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The matrix is a bad dream but the patrix is a nightmare of horror beyond comprehension. We drug ourselves with denial pills so we can't feel our ills. The following is an attempt to comprehend ever so little the dream part of ourselves: ------------- Gateway to the greater game Benediction in your name Mistress of the psychic sphere Behind a veil you disappear A special language all your own Keeps you covered and unknown Play with you is lots of fun You're always shifting on the run You don't miss a thing they say It's all recorded in some way A vast experiential reservoir For the knower's repertoire Like the mirror on the wall You speak in fabled metaphor At your best you create allusion At your worst produce delusion In between you sow illusion Through your labyrinth I tread Holding to a conscious thread Symbol, myth, dream, story Lift me to unveiled glory ------------- The mood is "connected." When we're connected to our dream we have a priceless contact with love. |
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#195 Step 18 Comment 1 Feb 13th, 2010 4:48:38 pm - Subscribe
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Step 18 shows the Lover gazing into a golden crystal ball. She sees herself as the entire universe, particularly her five extensioned body and especially her clitoral body, the quintessential pleasure principle. The past, present and future is revealed in an instant as her life flashes before her. The card of step 18 becomes a "flash" card. One of the flashes of light is the previous seventeen cards. As we proceed on our journey the vision becomes tighter and tighter. The kaleidoscopic cards begin to show a pattern of pure sexual love. At this point therefore it is helpful to tie the vision of where we are going and where we have been together. It's all about Love in her infinite variety but we can get lost if we do not hold to her sweet center. Step one "shows and tells" the Lover as Womam masturbating her lover as man. A hand extends from a cloud and holds an ejaculating penis. The cloud is the Lover's Mystical Body. Surely this card-sign is a metaphor with several applications; however, it is also a natural fact. In the Love Culture womem masturbated their men. This is fact #1 spoken by card #1. But we will jump to the wrong patriarchal corruption if we neglect the love-text. The Lover is in control primarily through womem and secondarily through men. Also, the mindset of womem and men was unlike ours. Practices of masturbation were primarily for the procreation of the earth. The ejaculatory fluids nourished and seeded the earth. In the first card picture leaves sprout from the wand-penis. Womem also masturbated and ejaculated themselves for the same reasons. To make babies the womem masturbated and ejaculated the penises into their own vulvas. The reason the penis is featured in the first step is not just because artistically it is easier to portray than the smaller clitoris and urethra but because the penis must be in the control of the Lover in order to sustain the Love Culture. Patriarchy rejects control of the penis by love, replacing love-with by power-over. The results are an unsustainable society as any discerning eye can see in our failing society. Love has to control the penis or it turns into killing swords, guns, bombs, rockets, spears, hateful thoughts, jealous feelings and all the other evil spinoffs of the patrix rebellion against nature. Hence the supreme importance of understanding the first stp and its relation to step 18 and all the other 52 steps. The penis must be controlled by love or it turns killer, first of its weaker victims and eventually of itself. Without love the penis is a loose cannon on the deck of a ship. It must be restrained with love or it will sink the ship of state either into a loveless totalitarian prison or into fiery annihilation. Once I clearly understood this step one my need for physical masturbation was reduced drastically and I felt masturbation as a universally ever-present multidimensional activity. I began to realize how masturbation in its extended sense is the primary virtue and power of the love culture. It not only cuts off the patrix taproot so deep that it cannot regrow but it establishes the foundation for the whole organic development of love society. There is a lucky association between the word masturbation and the ancient practice of offering one's mass to the Lover. As a Catholic priest I used to say Mass which meant offer the sacrifice of the Mass. When I untangle the patriarchal obfuscations, the Mass is simply mass-tur-bation, the turning and abating of mass and energy, a universal process of love. Energy=mass x lightspeed squared indeed. No wonder we move at lovespeed with the Lover across time and space. The mood is "hateful" and indeed this ancient information is hateful to the patrix so we may feel those taboos but there no need to fear because the Lover is here to restore what has been lost. We can regain paradise here and now quite easily in her name "Lover." -Dennis Joy from that O-High space where all dimensions come together in ecstasy. |
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#196 Step 18 Comment 2 Feb 14th, 2010 4:49:57 pm - Subscribe
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I am reviewing the steps of our journey from steps one through eighteen. Step two would be step one if it were not for the urgent necessity of controlling the penis. Without just love control the penis turns into Murder, Inc., otherwise known as patriarchy, penile power out of control. If we begin with mammals bearing their young within their bodies and nursing them after birth (a strikingly clear love action) the Love Culture began some 80 million years ago. Hominids were a further refinement of love 4-5 million years past. The Lover appeared as us (mistakenly called homo sapiens) some 150,000 years ago. Most of that period was a Garden of Eden-like life of pleasure, falsely libelled by patriarchy as a cruel, short and brutal experience. What is short, cruel and brutish is the last 5000 years of patriarchy which rebelled against the love culture of 80 million years duration if we go all the way back to mammals. The reverse sides of cards one and two show the fruits of the patrix: enslavement by the patrikillery sword and club machine. It is necessary to look long and hard at the lying evil of patriculture if we are to escape its tentacles. We must reverse the reverse to restore our heritage of love. Step two pictures the Lover dancing. By right this should be the first picture since it is most central and essential. In step two we see the Lover's Body as the universe and her clitoral body as the essence of that starry space. We see with the eyes of love which came naturally to us in the pre-patriarchal love culture but which we now must painstakingly regain. The clitoris has a head, arms and legs like the Lover's body. It is linked to the two balls (ovaries) and ejaculates waters pictured by the waves in the card. The clitoris is the only organ designed solely for pleasure which sums up the centerpiece of the love culture. Thus masturbation of the clitoris is the primary virtue and practice of mature love. When this principle is honored by womem and men, all is well. When it is not, all is hell. Our culture (really a cult) is in hell and doesn't seem to know it. The patrix rejects the clitoris as first principle and erects the penis as a tower of power over womam and earth. Such a move is a disaster which time will prove. Paradoxically, the rebellion of the penis only serves to brighten by contrast the splendor of love and to temper it with brilliance. Unfortunately the patrix brings in its wake incomprehensible suffering and evils beyond reckoning or description. Fortunately we have traces of love in the anti-love mix. Step 18 illustrates this with the Lover holding up the sign of the love times in the five membered clitoral body. Honoring womam's sex is the essence of any sensible or sustainable religion or non-destructive government. In this step 18 links back to step 2; both show the clitoris as first principle from a different angle. In fact all the cards are about the Lover Womam and her sexual body as First Principal. The mood is "offended." If you're offended, look to it. -Dennis La Lover from the O High Low Valley of Love signifying a love culture not in retreat but a center where lovers meet in a classless embrace of high and low where the first are last and classes are outclassed and there are no longer any who are outcast. |
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#197 Step 18 Comment 3 Feb 16th, 2010 1:59:04 pm - Subscribe
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The keywords for step 18 are "Sweet Dream" with the corresponding picture of us looking at the Lover's body in the form of a golden pentacle which is also called a "Lovar." This lovar is further a sign for the Lover's clitoris, the love organ above all others that plays sweet music. Thus love is the reserve that backs lovars as a currency. Pentacles and/or lovars are gold coins of the realm love. Lovars play off the defunct dollars(in any love value) backed by the patriarchal reserve of war and hate. We are pausing here at stop 18 to review our journey thus far. Stop 2 is another version of the clitoris as First Principle wherein the clitoris has been expanded into its whole body form of the Lover. Step 1 concerns the penis and how it is held and masturbated by the hand of the Lover, lovers and the love culture. Stop 3 brings us to the community of Womam Lovers holding and offering their cups, also known as lovurs (from the simularity of the letter "u" to a cup. Step 3 comes very near to the heart of the love culture which is the commons of womem offering themselves to the rites of love. In plain terms, these were rights / rites of mutual masturbation in the most sacred sense. In our corrupted patrix-matrix cult of power and porn we have practically no idea or experience of such sacredness. At its core the offering of Mass-turned-oblation involved womem in an open non-exclusionary manner which embraced men and even children with all the safeguards of a loving culture which attended to their needs. It is difficult enough to form an idea of the lifestyles and practices of the venerable love culture mainly due to the self-serving lies of patriarchy about that culture but it is even more challenging to feel what they felt. From the very rare and circumscribed instances we have the the feeling of falling or being in love from which we can derive a taste of what must have been a universal and continuous experience. The feeling of two people being in love is exquisite but there are no words to describe a whole community of lovers being so. We can only guess at what they saw, heard, touched and felt in their natural paradise based on the evidence we have. The card of step 3 helps to evoke that primal love feeling but to properly energize the card so it feeds back to us what we have programmed into it takes skill and perseverence. I have outlined in my various writings what I consider necessary to clear the obstacles preventing the experience of the love we as a species were once given. The front side of card 18 shows the state of natural love; the back side shows how patriarchy kills love. Womem's sexual powers of enjoyment far exceed men's and unless a man is secure within himself, womem's free indulgence in her natural sexual joy breeds resentment and jealously in men. Women (not womem) who have internalized patriarchal feelings come to feel the same animosity as men and take up the same practices such as God-Money-Power worship, animal killing, flesh eating and pet keeping. We may not be able to "get back" all the way to the original love culture but by using all the powers of our faculties we can restore within ourselves the timeless culture of love not limited by space and time. The mood is "stylish" and reminds us that love has her own style and manners which are worth any price to receive. -Denise James Leary from that part of the Love Culture still burning in the valley receptacle of O Low and O High California where Death Valley and Mt. Everest hold hands in Liberty Park between the fountain and the tower. |