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loverearth
#205 Step 19 Part 2 - Subscribe
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We are all playing mind games. That's not the problem. The problem arises when mind games play within a con-text rather than a love-text. We all too often con ourselves rather than love ourselves. Step 19 part 2 is a lake of consciousness held within banks and bottom of Love's Holy Grail Chalice. The following is a lovetext for the mind: -------------- The Mind is a structure, a shelter in itself; a place to put ideas like pots on a shelf; you can hang your thoughts there like coats on a tree; the Mind's a rack for your hat, a hook for your key. A Mind is your home, built stone by stone; the one thing in life you can say you own; there's no deed to your wife and your body is on loan. Your Mind is a little house, a room in consciousness. Without the Mind as your home base, you'll buy from an quack who comes along; without a house built on rock, you will sell your soul for a song. It's body, Mind, spirit, so the philosophers say; cut out the middle and you'll pay for what you slay: your body will decay and your spirit will not play. A Mind is another step along the line of space; miss that step and you'll fall down on your face. Even worse than a no Mind is the curse of a Blind Mind. Those who don't know it and have to prove it set a snare in their lair. You can tell if a Mind's in hell: it's Blind as a bat and unkind as well. A Kind Mind would not knock down towers in pursuit of powers; nor call nine one one on nine eleven and make a hell out of heaven; then blame the wrong one for what they themselves have done. Blind Minds play war games in white houses and play Mind games with see through blouses. My Kind of Mind is not easy to build; takes a structure of justice, not just the gild. Whatever your art, start with your heart: Love is the floor and everything more. Love is Kind, the Earth Lover said; she wasn't Blind from books that she read. Love made a home in the streets of Rome but she wasn't Blind to the roming Mind; imperial power has its brief hour but Love lives forever in a house on the heather, holding us together in all kinds of weather. Lovus Lover, loving lightly, would you Mind to be Kind; my Mind's made up, my house is too. My Mind is Kind and my house is true. I won't Mind, if I find: my house is you. ---------------- The mood is "lousy." The conclusions of the mind are often lousy but the foundations of the heart are nothing but lovely. -Denise James Leary the sad eyed lady of the lowlands of whom the Poet sang residing O so Low that she may rise O so High right up to the level of the Lover's Heart. |
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#206 Step 19 Part 3 Mar 5th, 2010 6:46:24 pm - Subscribe
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The mind is an important tool in the restoration of the Love Culture. The male linear mind is especially needed to pin down the slippery demon of patriarchy but even more necessary is the lovenet of womam's mind to hold the patrixal devil fast until he learns his lesson. The combination of a womamly and manly mind will snare the patrix achilles heel and administer corrective medicine by gentle force if necessary until he comes to heal as the following part 3 of Loverearth's step 19 illustrates: -------------- As I rise in the spaces of consciousness, the rooms get more spacious. The fifth spatial dimension is the Mind, represented by the tarot card, the Wheel of Fortune. My fortune truly turns of the wheel of Mind. It is stronger than the body, feeling, fantasy and dream. If the Mind is Kind, the powers below it are just fine. My body is healthy, I feel good, fantasies are fun, dreams come true, in line with Mind. There are exceptions but the exceptions prove the rule. In dark and evil times when the Mind is Blind and cannot see clearly, the body and emotions pay dearly. A Kind Mind is ruled by the milk of humam Kindness, which is a womamly Lover's Mind. The Wheel of Fortune has a positive spin because womam is the positive sexual polarity and therefore a feminine sphinx sits atop the Wheel of Mind. At the lower two sides of the wheel are a snake and a jackal. At the corners are four writers: earthly man and heavenly bird; domesticated cow and wild lion. The Wheel of Mind reads taro one way and tora the other. Tarot spins right and Torah spins left, right brain and left trained. The four creatures and the eight letters convey the Mind's structure while the arcane signs impart its mysticism. The Mind-memory complex is a mighty seeing third eye in a blue consciousness daysky. The eye cannot see itself. High consciousness sees the Mind's eye. The Lover builds a house of consciousness which contains the Mind resting in her heart. It is said that Love is Blind, a clever lie of the Blind Mind. Love sees perfectly well. It is the Mind which is Blind to Love. Cupid is a boy, a loverboy, a boyman's fantasy. The Mind is a Wheel of Fortune. It can build empires and make fortunes. But what does it profit the Mind to gain the whole world and lose its soul? The Mind is restless and ruthless until it rests in its soul of Love. Until then, it spins its wheels. My Kind of Mind is Kind. It is womamkind and childkind. I say the words "Kind Mind" to bring to Mind what I want to find: a Lover's Kind heart and Mind. I spin the Mind's eye Wheel of Fortune for X Love chips, 74 sweet notes, 42 waving wands, 25 sharp swords, 17 round coins and 18 full cups. ----------------- The mood is "distant." The mind is too often distant from the heart. When the mind is aligned close to love's sun it shines bright like her. |
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loverearth
#207 Step 19 Part 4 Mar 22nd, 2010 1:57:07 pm - Subscribe
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The strength of the mind comes from its root. The root is Love and that means Womam. The tarot card for this step is the Wheel of Fortune containing within itself male linear lines. In lover phenomenology the womam's circle is rooted in her round sexual organs. The male penis and balls are "rooted" in these womam organs lovconsciously. Thus we circle back to the unitary strength of the true Wheel of Fortune called in this love text the Mind. The following linear poem rests within the round womb of a Womam Lover's kind mind. --------------- I don't pay no never mind To the reasons I can't find They cannot put me in a bind If their questins don't unwind Oh mind of me, can't you see Where you stand sequentially You have great ability But please use it fittingly The biggest built computer Is only a minor commuter Only one of the players On a team of many layers If you're too big for britches A bigger will sew up stitches And keep your but in place With tempered steel laces Input your clever operation According to your station Through teamly mediation Mind your manners, mend your fences Put in line your mental senses ------------------- The mood is "confined." So is the mind confined within the limits of a kind mind. -Dennis La Lover from the O Low High Vulva Valley of the Lover's Wheel of Fortune who covers all bets from high to low with an unlimited middle. |
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#208 Step 19 Comment 1 Mar 22nd, 2010 2:16:54 pm - Subscribe
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Philosophers have proved (with the mind) that we don't need the mind at all to live quite well. In fact we're better off without it, having spent 99.99% of our herstory in a mostly non-mind love state. The mind is a patriarchal invention which now threatens our very existence. Step 19 features the tarot Wheel of Fortune. Traditionally Fortune was a blind womam who spins a wheel of fortune, indicating in a "round about" way that Lady Love spins the mind and can do just fine without it. For us the blind mind has become something we can't live with nor without. The trick is how to restore the pre-mind culture while preserving the benefits of a civilized mind. Julian Jaynes claims there's a huge unused portion of our brain that used to function until abandoned (under patriarchy). I believe that brain space was once filled with lovsciousness, now rendered impotent by the cancer of patrix mind consciousness. Note well, that consciousness begins with a "con." One of the first rules of this game is that the game of consciousness is like a house of cards which falls into oblivion with each eye blink, breath and neural firing across a synapse. In other words mind and consciousness fall in love, or collapse into lovsciousness (far below consciousness and unconsciousness) billions of times a second. That's what we experienced for 99.99% of our herstory. The .01% is a patrisick aberration whose purpose is only to highlight and offset the spendor and beauty and freedom of love. This .01% cancerous heart disease will be corrected whether by asteroid, volcano, nuclear war or the slow starvation of civilization's collapse. The sun itself is but one of many periods in the text of love. When the mind-sun ends, another sun-period may begin. And so do we begin when we end. The mood is "fine" which describes the state of a mind finely honed with love. -Dennis La Lover from that other O Low Valley Lover in the O High Mountains north of LA on the Pacific rim of Lover Earth's Aeonity. |
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#209 Step 19 Comment 2 Mar 22nd, 2010 2:37:48 pm - Subscribe
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The mind is like the wheel of fortune: sometimes you lose and sometimes you love. In the long run you will lose if you bet on the mind because the house will win and the house is love. When we first began making verbal symbols we took them from our bodies. The circle and the straight line are primal signs of unequal value. The circle derives from the round womam's body and her rounded parts: belly, breasts, vulva, vagina, hips and buttocks. She was associated with the round moon, sun and earth. Man is distinguished principally by his straight penis although he shares rounded parts with woman. In the love culture which is 99.99% of our herstory the penis was enclosed in the womam's circle and peace reigned supreme. Under the rebellion of patriarchy the penis make itself the big boss with the big stick and violence and cruel suffering ruled the roost in the .01% of historical his-story. Ever since, most men have felt the need to prove they are men. A ridiculous notion to be sure but one that comes with the patrix package. Man can only be defined by womam since man comes from womam in more ways than one. The penis overthrew the natural order by violence and now men are stuck in the viscious circle of proving their manhood by some sort of violence or else -- or else they feel like nothing. The way out of this pay-tricks prison is to deny the major premise that the straight edge penis comes first (patriarchy). It doesn't. The round line is first by nature and by devices lilke the wheel of fortune. Philosophies based on the big bang to big whang evolutionary yang bang are false as hens' teeth. Straight lines are found nowhere in nature but everywhere in man's penile mind. When we embrace the notion that we are all womem at heart we will have peace and not before. Proving one's manhood is an oxymoron by a moron. All that violence to do so is a false flag. Man is an extension of womam and her peaceful values. The mood is "mixed." The mind is always a mixed bag. Clear up this mixed up confusion by placing the mind where it belongs: in the lap of love. -Denise James Leary, the womam behind Dennis James Leary who has nothing to lose and nothing to prove unless it be that strawmen are made of straw. |