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#167 Step 16 Intro 4 - Subscribe
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Step 16 occurs within the dimension of space and concerns bodily feelings from deep feelings to cheap feelings. In its visual mode it shows a king in a garden in a state of deep feeling. By contrast it also shows five men making war on each other. Lover Earth Government is founded on deep feelings of love. The patrix new world order denies deep love feelings and substitutes the notion of being for feeling. The result is a culture of war rather than love. It's a cheap substitute which is the source of evil and the curse of endless lies. The type of deep feelings which the king symbolizes is outlined in the house of consciousness which Lover Earth uses as a general framework. The seven pillars of the house are number, time, space, form, life, light and sound. The king's body is feeling these relationships of the Lover's body moving through him. These deeply moving feelings of love between the Lover and the king are textualized throughout Lover Earth Government. At this step we take precise note of the phenomenon and to our own capacity of love feel these seven rays for ourselves. What follows in the next four blogs is an explication of the king's depths of feeling in the story of Joy's journey with us, a stream of consciousness (at a deeper level of feeling an ocean of lovsciousness), a prose summary of the step and a versified concluding poem. The mood is "working." We are working at the great work of restoration of love in ourselves and in our culture. There is no greater work than this which requires a deep feeling of love so intense that we become the one Lover in a twofold relationship with her that expands into a trinity involving all others before orgasming into a foursquare structure of a love government, and so on with all the numbers and steps. The depths of love are a bottomless deep which have to be felt in our whole body, not thought about as some being in our head. As I've said in so many ways, Love is where it's at and regarding the Lover and her Lover Earth Government, you can feelingly say that you are truly that. -Dennis La Lover from the Ohigh frontier of love where every space is your space and every time is lovetime working overtime. |
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#168 Step 16 Part 1 Story Oct 3rd, 2009 8:55:08 am - Subscribe
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We are on a journey of joy through a house of consciousness tapping into the ocean of lovsciousness, the level below the unconscious. Step 16 is about having deep feeling of love for the Lover and avoiding the traps of the patrix with its cheap feelings of power-over and money all over the place. The following is the story of joy with Joy's words in quotation marks. -------------- With banksters planning to blow a nuclear hole in the earth with their psycho dreams of totalitarian control and psychopathic think tankers with subterroranian hate getting their rockets off in a expense of billions of wasted womem and children, sadness was boring a hole in my soul. Not a pretty picture but the Seven of Wands made the point well enough when he swung into view at our next stop. "Welcome to the emotional space level," intoned Joy like a space cadet of cosmic consciousness. "The young soldier of patriwandery swordfights with a fathertool but he's outgunned and his mismatched shoes are about to go over the cliff. The warrior Arjuna does his duty as told but for all the wrong reasons. "The Lover is King as seen by her womamly orbs radiating like golden ova. A rod of power hangs upon a womam's sphere like Love upon a flower. The five limbed Lover's Body supports the five fingered man's hand. The war races are a clash of cultures, not black and white, rich and poor but a mail clad male crusade against a Joan of Arc maid. The mad, love starved patriarchs of religions, races and greeds gang up on womem in the last shootout at the OK Corral, Earps versus Eves. "Malemania plays king of the mountain. The Lover's had about enough. She's up to her neck in blood and it's bubbling out the top of her head. Our karma dharma drama is one drop in her milky way ocean but it's a bloody drop and She'sus as Jesus said every hair is numbered and every drop of sparrow's blood is counted. It all counts for something and the counters are working around the clock. "Blood carries Love, even matricidal-infanticidal blood let by patrisadistic Herods. It's sick envy of womam's menstrual moon flow but the green eyed mobster will be washed away in the second coming of the Lover's Orgasm. "The fathers rewrote the original creation story of the Mother's blood orgasm by saying the godfather so loved the world that he sent his only son to save it. That's Father Doctor making money selling a cure for the problem he created. Mother's blood is Love and loving it is salvation. The precious blood of She'sus is Womam's menstrual blood, not some fairy tale holy grail Jesus cup." --------------- The mood is "elated" and I am elated by Joy's words and even more by her leading me home to where I want to go more than my demons want me to stay here in the patrix of evil paymasters. |
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#169 Step 16 Part 2 Poem Oct 4th, 2009 3:14:42 am - Subscribe
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The first language is love talk and that means it is poetic. The logical rational mind simply cannot grasp the dynamics of love so Lover Earth must fully use the mind and then declare that it is useless in following love to the heart. The following is a flow of lovsciousness using a stream of consciousness wordplay to open the heart and heel the mind. --------------- Behind the eyes of a physical face lies a second consciousness space. After play of a Body's dealings comes the way of the Body's Feelings. Body and Feeling go hand in glove, moving toward the heart of Love. Steps one and two go to the circle above; to a house of you and what you're of. I'm Feeling my way along the royal road of the heart; I'll walk that road when our Feelings part. I drew the eight and you the nine; I guess you'll go your way and I'll go mine. I love your body but your Feelings threw me; you never knew me or in time outgrew me. Feelings change is what I've been told from burning hot to turning cold; it's a bill of goods being sold about Deep affection getting old. The Deep Feelings never stray; they're with you all the way; you'll see the day they come to play. The Cheap Feelings come and go although at first they seem to know. When I went down to New Orleans I drew three jacks and two red queens; a full house is not what it seems, not a home of your dreams; more a cat and mouse of your schemes. Follow your Feelings to the outer limit; unless your heart's not really in it. I was following my heart for all I know but here I am back again on go. There's a difference between Cheap and Deep: the one you get and the other you get to keep. Take the one you love to your breast and let go of all the rest. I don't know what's going to happen from here on in but I've got a Feeling it's about my love within. It's not with those who are wheeling and dealing; nor those in the throes of touchy feeling or double stealing with no ceiling on their for sale thieving. Maybe the Lover I'm Feeling is in an outer galaxy or way out inner ecstasy or in selfless meditation or soulmate self sensation or spiritual conjuration. I don't know and I don't care if it's here or there; or if it's nowhere and everywhere. There's nothing to say or do except be at home with you. -------------- The mood is "kawall." I have no idea what that means but no matter, the heart knows and she will tell me when it suits her pleasure. Let the words change and rearrange; my love for her is a Deep Feeling beyond all words and yet containing them all. -Denise James of the Ohigh valley of lowlying Love, deep within the core of the earth which is to say deep within the Heart of the Lover. |
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#170 Step 16 Part 3 Prose Oct 5th, 2009 12:07:06 pm - Subscribe
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Without deep feelings of love for the Lover I don't see how life can be truly meaningful. Step 16 is designed to inculcate such deep feelings by showing where they are and how to get to them. Part 3 of Step 16 is a prose description of the problem and the solution according to Lover Earth Government, the text being reconstructed here as follows: ------------- The first level in consciousness is body matter. The second space is body Feelings. All bodies Feel, from atoms to animals to humams to galaxies to the Lover herself. The Deep Feeling of Love makes the world go round, around the Lover. Love is the Deepest Feeling of all and the Lover Feels most Deeply. She felt the world into existence as much as she thought it or spoke it by her creative word. The Lover takes on the male body form of the King of Pentacles to express the depths of her Love. S/he sits in Deep contemplation in the midst of her natural and humam constructed kingdom. She undergirds all with her Deep Feeling of Love. Vines grow about her and are displayed on her robe. Flowers and a plaited wreath bedeck her crown. She holds the spherical rod of power in her right hand and the five pointed humam pentacle in her left. She controls the powerful animals about her; placing her foot on one of them. It is the picture of a peaceful Eve of Love. The two golden spheres are womamly orb signs, the O at the heart of consciousness, a holy grail womam's O orgasm which conceives and births creation. Without her balancing government of Deep Feeling Love, war raises its Cheap and ugly head as the Seven of Wands. The male penis wands gang up on one of their own. Without a womam's Deep Love Feeling, gang rape and pillage is macho sport. What the card does not show are the rivers of blood and mountains of bodies, broken hearts and shattered dreams that follow rejection of Love's government. Religions have abandoned their first Love, and have sold their souls to states which prey on the praying poor; fearing Love and lusting for power, money and porn. I love men but hate what they are doing. They rebelled against the Lover Government and set up their own kingdom of war. They are lying thieves on the one hand and spineless wimps on the other. Heartless bodyless necktied talking heads. The king is in touch with his inner anima and Deep feminine Nature. He holds her womamly orb in one hand and caresses her womamly womb sign with the other. I discharge the warriors' seven deadly sin wand-weapons. With the king's coin of the realm, my power grows to 42 wands, 19 swords, 8 coins, 18 cups and 64 notes. ------------- The mood is "drowsy." I am drowsy with love; all I want to do is dream of you, my Dream Lover in the flesh. |
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#171 Step 16 Part 4 Verse Oct 6th, 2009 12:18:12 am - Subscribe
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Step 16 is about facing our deep feelings individually and collectively; this involves facing especially our pain. The lovsciousness level sits below the unconscious and from there we can see the pain we are in but it is so great and vast that the unconscious must block it so that we can function so that in consciousness we are allowed only the amount of pain we can handle. We might say that we are in pain because we are behind a pane of protective safety glass. However good that might be for our functioning, it keeps us a prisoner of the patrix. Lover Earth Government gradually melts the glass with the fires of love so that we can resolve our pain issues. The following verse uncovers a little more pain. The mood is "bipolar." Lover Earth deals with our bipolarity by having two sets of words for each card and two card decks etc. Within the sadness is always the trace of joy and within joy the trace of sadness. --------------- The sudden explosions charge past My guard, striking the gut Carving the chest, choking the neck Bespoiling the mind and retreating As if nothing had happened Later offering a peace treaty With warm breath and kisses What soldier can stave the tyrant's storm While growing tulips under the windows What child stop the forces Of untamed, unreined horses Quiet descends on the scarred battlefield Sweet charmer, sour harmer A loose cannon unrestrained Beautiful ballerina trained Hitch your wagon to a star How I wonder what you are All alone inside your room Heart hurt like to die Come out and play and bloom Like a flower in the sky ----------------- -Dennis Joy from soLow oHigh, center of the earth and circumference of the sun where we are all one with twolips in gloom and bloom. |