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eliminate the ball that I'm chained to So, I luff making new blogs/journals and such. Here's another! ^.^ Richard's over with. No more. History. & well, I guess that's my first and last love. Wells, not much I can do anymore. I'll go back to saying that alone is the best. Yup. Always Anyways, I guess I'm scared about college. I have to now make something of myself, do things the right way & work hard. Can't fade into the background. Have to do some extra-curricular etc. Well, I can only hope for the best. Need someone to help me through it though, just wish there was someone. My night has been the weather. The rain falls down, She's crying, crying. |
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All night, that's what I kept thinking. That was followed by a mild stabbing of the heart and a sigh. It kept going around in my mind. I know that I want someone to help me through it all, I need someone to help me. But no one can. It sucks, I mean, that's the way it has to be. I think I shall have to just concentrate on accepting it. Apart from that for an hour, I got a great night's sleep. =] I slept for a whole 7 hours straight sleep, then went back to sleep for another couple of hours. So I feel good, sun shining and all. Except, mum cancelled our holiday shopping trip. Says she has to get the hotels sorted and food shopping done. She only put it off till tomorrow though. Which is cool, as long as there are no arguments. I'm still going to see a movie tonight with Jen, Liam, Abi and Millie which'll be fun. ^.^ I've just gotta get through the summer and i'll be fine. College will just take me through, it'll be okay. Wells, mum's picking up a pizza for lunch. I think i'm getting fat with all the junk food i've needed for exam energy. 0__o I need to go on a diet...i have actually put on weight. Ugh. Anyways, haha. I'm all -la- today! I shall be calling people. <3 x 'Least I fall alone. I can’t explain what you can’t explain. You're finding things that you didn’t know I look at you with such disdain. |