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| its the bar we break to blow away |
Oct 12th, 2009 9:53:36 am - Subscribe |
| on the whole i've had a good day. i woke up at 7 but didn't really do much other than chill till about 10. did some jobs for my mother and randomly went out into the garden. i felt the warm sun on me and smiled. nature makes me happy. i suddenly decided to go out for a walk and so, i let my feet take me. i enjoyed every single step, taking everything in, all the beauty as i was passing by. i strangely took myself to my secret place, the place i used to run away to when i was younger. i only stayed there for a moment or two and walked back inside. i never realised but the book my mum got out from the library a couple of weeks ago was about angels. "angels in my hair" and it was waaay too wow. i started to read it outside in the garden and it was nice. books from amazon should be arriving this week. i really do want to read mine. i've been feeling like my body is still releasing things. ended up with a headache and tiredness hmm. maybe stress releasing? need to call S tomorrow. it was nice chatting to A about my experience in Ireland. I feel a bit iffy as the evening has gone along. i'm not sure whether things are going to change for the better. not because i'm not trying but because she isn't. i need to persuade her, we shouldn't stop looking for a place. we need to move. i do need to open up to her about the past though, and how the net has helped me more than harmed. everything has to get better, i'm sticking to it and i just hope she will follow and not be set in her ways. |
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| mood: twisted |
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