lovexhates Aeonity Blog

Super duper trooper on a luger

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 14:51:26 -0600

Idek. Nikki Re just got through to being on Come Dine With Me on the week of 12th Feb next year. Should be interesting. What is it with people I went to school with and reality TV? Dee's family also got onto Wife Swap in 2005, which was hilarious, especially her mother's singing. Ahh.... Read More

S l e e p to d r e a m

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 11:06:10 -0600

I love sleep because it's like being dead; except without the commitment.... Read More

i wish i could destroy your bass, thumping booming bam

Sun, 08 May 2011 15:40:02 -0500

It's safe to say i've been away, and no longer will I return. So long good friend, you have served me well.... Read More

Yeah so

Wed, 13 Jan 2010 03:02:21 -0600

I finally know what true love is. My family are conspiring against me, even my mum whom I should have never started to trust. Oh wells, I'm staying strong and surviving. Wondering when I get to leave and live. UCAS is out the window :( sucks overall but I'm getting on with it. May even get onto my dad or whatever. My fam and friends probs think Im ... Read More

Another year coming to an end.

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 12:28:26 -0600

Things have changed but they all really stay the same. I just need to get out of this country fast now so I can stop with just surviving and start with living. Things suck and I only hope they'll get better. I guess you can say that I am looking with brand new eyes now though.... Read More

Hallelujah

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 12:40:46 -0600

We'll make it last forever. So i'm in a better place and everything's going so well. Love music and people, family especially, life is good :)... Read More

prose

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 11:45:30 -0500

she wanted to be in one of those books, like in childhood where she read about dragons & princesses, and monsters. she took a long walk, but it was cold & she felt cold from the inside too. more or less all of the leaves had turned brown and crisp, & had fallen off the trees. she let her feet take her, though something was different about this walk... Read More

some confusing ideas

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 10:57:22 -0500

my mother keeps pestering me to tell her about my struggles in life. to begin with, I dont even know where to begin! or how to say it or what to leave in and out. i'm not sure why she can't go a day let alone a couple of hours without asking. it's getting on my nerves. and whilst i appreciate her concern, she knows she shouldn't be overbearing or o... Read More

its the bar we break to blow away

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 09:53:36 -0500

on the whole i've had a good day. i woke up at 7 but didn't really do much other than chill till about 10. did some jobs for my mother and randomly went out into the garden. i felt the warm sun on me and smiled. nature makes me happy. i suddenly decided to go out for a walk and so, i let my feet take me. i enjoyed every single step, taking everythi... Read More

i miss the deadliest continent

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 02:19:43 -0500

it's hard to let go of everything and i'm scared about several things. i just want him to lie to me until the end, is it so bad that i want some love for myself? i wanted to give all my love to him and the world, and things would have been different if i'd finally got out of here in the next few months, i'd have been fine. i wonder why it's such a ... Read More