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The look everyone gives me The same Staring into space Never letting on that I am the one Who will never know the truth Living in my ignorance Faking everyday with the thought that One day I will be new I will be transformed into the thing that I fear the most A shadow The shell of what is to come Never whole Just sitting Staring into space Unaware that everything is changing Slowing Become what was Repeating One after another In lines of two or three They fallow the leader One two three Pills turning into faces of the ones we lost Each holding something that once was us A part of us long gone Given to the wind Ashes floating on the breeze Of what I never knew Nor cared to find out Things that never mattered But now are life and death The difference between night and day Darks and whites Never mixing The faces So different from the next Each blending into one With every given day Never recognizing their true potential Content to Sit and stair into space A space where nothing lives Empty of all meaning A life that was never really lived Nor ever really look at The movie no one wanted to see Sitting in the dark theater The hands that slowly move Towards their goal The once place they want to be Never knowing who was watching Not caring Heading towards the goal |
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Words winding around my throat Cutting off my breath Everything I wanted to say Never really made it out Every ‘I love you’ Snuffed out without a thought The looks you gave me said you didn’t care Or maybe I didn’t care But I did Through the tears The heartache I stuck by your side But I would do it all again If it meant that in the end I get to wind up with you My life My love The one my dreams are made of If this isn’t love There is no such thing No heart could love as much No soul could want as much The love you have shown me Through everything Has been more than anyone could ask for I want the world And my world is you Everything that we have Times ten That’s what my future will be With you Us together Living eternal Love that will last well after our death A love that will never end Eternal Everlasting forever |