what i hate

Jun 17th, 2006 5:37:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dangerous

i hate the way i can't stand to be away from him.

i hate the way i want him so bad

i hate the way i feel i can't live with out him

i hate that he cheated

i hate that im not good enough

i hate that i cried

i hate that so did he

i hate that i can't be near him

i hate that hes hurting

i hate that im hurting

i hate that he ignored me

i hate that i can feel the pain

i hate that i love him

i hate that he lied to me

i hate that it seems we will never be together again

i hate that he didn't care enough about me

i hate that i hate

but mostly i hate that i dont hate him

not even a little bit

not even at all

(inspired by 10 things i hate about you)

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hott hott hott

Jun 14th, 2006 2:34:52 pm - Subscribe
Mood: feverish
music: you

damn its hot toda. why couldn't it have been this hott yesterday when i was at the beach, instead of today when im stuck in the office until 5:30. i really hope zach calls. i havn't seen him since saterday, and i havn't talk to him since monday. g2g do some work.

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BEACH

Jun 13th, 2006 12:15:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: cantankerous
music: jon paint in the next room

im going to the beach with hannah and her family today. im really exsided. i really want to get tan. i wonder what the temp is going to be like today. i herd in the low 80's. which is nice. i wish it was like 90's though. it looks sunny, all the clouds from this morning went away thank god.
after work last night me and hannah went and walked downtown and then we went to mr. movies and rented snl best of will farrel and the vigina monologs. we only saw the snl, cuz i was tired and wanted to go home and sleep. wow was a depressing life i live. but it was still fun.
i can't find my new swim stuff, which sucks, but its ok cuz my old ones are cute anyways. corkey keeps barking at something and its really annoying me. blah shut up you bumb dog. ugg i should go finish getting ready.
over and out.

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