a song that you'd someday hear on your answering machine
Date: Jan 12th, 2005 4:36:02 am - Subscribe
Mood: audacious
I'm sitting here
Right beside the phone
But there's no ring at all
No there's no ring at all
I tried to leave
A song in your machine
But there's no room at all
There's no room at all
You know that I'd do
Anything just to hear
Your voice gain
I'd even sing a song or two
Just to hear you say...
"I love you"
"I need you"
"I want you..."
"...here by my side"
I'm dialing your number
On the phone
Stabbing at the digits
As I go
My fingertips
Tangles on the cord
And it seems like
The plunger always
Gets the best of me...
You know that I'd do
Anything just to hear
Your voice gain
I'd even sing a song or two
Just to hear you say...
"I love you"
"I need you"
"I want you..."
"...here by my side"
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sweet silent requiem
Date: Jan 10th, 2005 2:41:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: smiley
In every single letter
That I type in here
Reveals a side of emptiness
That lingers in my heart
In every single word
That I utter in my mouth
Are screams of pain & anguish
Of a broken man
Maybe if I could write
A letter that's so great
Maybe you'll come back
And see the real me
I will try to pick
The pieces of my broken heat
That longs for your sweet embrace
That means you love me
And that you'll never leave my side
Its sad but true
That its only a dream
Just a dream...
In every stroke of my pen
In every song I sing
Screams a silent requiem
For something that's been lost
In every broken record
That the tape deck plays
Hums a twisted melody
Of a lover's hymn
Maybe if I could write
A letter that's so great
Maybe you'll come back
And see the real me
I will try to pick
The pieces of my broken heat
That longs for your sweet embrace
That means you love me
And that you'll never leave my side
Its sad but true
That its only a dream
Just a dream...
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Alt+Print Screen = Control Alt Delete
Date: Jan 6th, 2005 4:31:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: smiley
We talked about God
When you fixed the PC
That I was using
One December afternoon
Then I asked your number
And then your e-mail address
That's how I text you
And shared my life with you
A few weeks ago
We sat on a bench
To waste our time
You laughed as I spoke
You told me I fulfiled a wish
We drank on the same cup of iced tea
I find you kind of cool
What is it with you
That makes us worlds apart
You fix computers
I write letters
No common thread to bind
I hate the thought of losing you
Because I still relish the tought
Of me and you side by side
Slowly walking in the mall
Or when we both enjoyed
That elevator joy ride one time
You're sight's still vivid
When you waved goodbye
And cracked a smile
As I descend from the escalator
But I don't know
What has happened
When the weeks
Have come and gone
You looked so tired
Don't know if you noticed
The times I gave a smile
Maybe you're just busy
But I just can't see
The whole point of this
You just ignore me
Like I am nothing
But a carbon based particle
Now I try so hard
To keep my pain and angst
All to no one but myself
SO I hope you got to cook
The recipe you asked for
Alt Print Screen that's how we started
Please don't let it be a Control Alt Delete
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New Found Sense Of Worth
Date: Jan 6th, 2005 4:28:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: spicy
I feel so lost.
But now I'm found.
Looking back at where we've been and from.
What you did I cannot grasp.
What is logical you put to shame.
I think I kind of get it now.
It's an act of love.
That transcends human understanding.
Your love is amazing.
Selfless and everlasting.
It's beyond.
Anyone has ever given unto me.
I can't help but want.
To return the favor back to you my God.
I can't help but want.
To give my very all to you my God. Troubles still come along my way.
But you're with me every single day.
My human nature stumbles me.
But you are there to break my fall.
Seeing me through it all.
Not letting go.
Through the worse that this world might give us.
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Personal Doxology
Date: Jan 6th, 2005 4:26:03 am - Subscribe
Mood: tranquil
You've set me apart.
You rescued me.
You gave me a new life.
Kept me close to your heart.
I'm saved by your grace.
Bought by your blood.
Can't help but be thankful.
For all that you've done.
You gave me a new song.
To sing from the top of my lungs.
You said in your word.
That you'll never... Never let me go.
I'm justified.
I'm sanctified.
I'm living a life to glorify.
All the honor and glory.
That you deserve.
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