makeithurt/the five stages of falling
denial anger bargaining depression acceptance

its official

Apr 6th, 2006 12:20:20 am - Subscribe

i am sworn off sex.
mood: deceived

lets go to hawaii !

Apr 4th, 2006 11:34:20 pm - Subscribe

im constantly doing my two sisters's chores. i do them so my mom can come home and relax instead of screaming at all of us for something that isn't done.

and that is the story of my life. im always cleaning up after everyone, trying to hold the stitches of this great big ugly pillow thingy so it wont explode and cover everyone in fluff >=(

i need a vacation.
mood: abnormal

ohhh boy...

Apr 4th, 2006 12:21:44 am - Subscribe

he wanted me to promise that i wouldn't be upset.

i could have lied or i could have been brutaly honest with him, but no.

i just skipped the whole thing altogether.

i could have told him i didn't care because, 'hey! its no skin off my back, right?'

i could have told him i was crying the whole way through.

i just changed the subject instead.
mood: diseased


Apr 1st, 2006 12:46:44 am - Subscribe

sweet talking him.
buttering him up
& down.
ready to pounce,
ready to kill.
what she doesnt know,
is that i am already
eight lines ahead of her.
mood: impatient


Mar 25th, 2006 11:22:36 pm - Subscribe

i dreamt of him last night,
in a way i never bothered to think of.
like dust blown up by wind,
these dorment feelings have stirred themselves awake-
and are very much alive.

mood: empowered
music: the fine art of making it out alive - boys night out


Mar 23rd, 2006 10:55:03 pm - Subscribe

tick talk
pressing propelling
through time
mood: swell
music: fever dream - iron & wine