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mariel Isolated - Subscribe
People always do this.... they create you to do what they want you to do. Why can't I be free to do what I really wanna do.

Sometimes I feel like the life I'm living is the life of other people. Can't I have my own way of being with my own self, follow my desire, always jammed-packed with all this... " do this, do that!" Pleasing other people is really disappointing in a way you know.

It takes a lot of patience to do what they really want.

You know sometimes I wonder if I can do what I want to do regardless of what other people say or think about me... would that make a big difference? Would that really matter.?
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Mood: invisible

mariel ABSTRACT LOVE Jan 17th, 2006 8:42:04 pm - Subscribe
I maybe young for passion,
but at mind I can love twice as you can
I longed to be loved by you
but you walked away
Hence, there was a time we've spent on each others company
And I know mem'ries will always be
Though I will never be satisfied
I do need you so badly I could almost
drown myself
To feel your hands pressed against mine
For as long as I could never be apart

Walk away with me and give me chance,
The chance I've been asking and slowly
I will conquer the inner most part of you
But don't just turn away from me
It would hurt me so badly
And if you do, tears will be falling
Sadness will be showing once again

What can I do?
You choose your path and I've choosen mine
Separate ways were going to take
But as I let you go
Love me for the longest time you could
And that's all I need to know
That once you've loved me tenderly!!!!

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Mood: charming

mariel DATING LIES Jan 21st, 2006 1:04:52 am - Subscribe
Love is not equated with lies, cheating and deceit, instead love is reap when you are honest and loyal, and faithful. Why women is always left to be cheated upon, I dont know. Maybe because in earlier days, women are always a domestic case. Men are always proud to be on top of their power, but c'mon, this is the new century we are facing and gender difference had long been gone. I hate men who tries to overpower women and uses effort to do what they want against women. Men will reasoned that women chooses to be in that particular hole because women are weak..they will tell you that you are the one who brings these things upon yourself, just like the person I used to know. So when somebody asked me if the guy cheats on me.,I will let go and fix myself, keep my life in a right direction, focus on career and avoid getting suck into the same circle. Be more careful when trusting someone and know more the person before even hitting the dating wagon.
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Mood: dangerous