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Ever since I got back Monday night from Zander's, I've been trying to sit down and write an entry, but usually when I start, something starts to really bother me, and I can't keep straight words. Last night I had started a decent entry, but Zander had called, so I went and talked to him, and then I had to turn the computer off. Well, this is gonna be short, because I have a huge urge to read. I had a great time at Zander's, really didn't want to leave. Each day without him seems to get harder. I will be going there by the end of this month. 
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Harvey Danger When you base Your whole identity On reaction against somebody It's the same as being in I tend to forget when I drink. I'm doing it again I think A hand to hold, an ego to flatter, 'Cause you were the wineskin, I was the bladder. Time passes, events fall away I don't think they'll hurry. Hurry up, I'm blacking out, High on the vapor 'Cause I was the typo, You were the liquid paper. Talk it over, talk it, overtalk it. The answer's still the same: It's discontent, humiliation 'Cause you were the theme and I was the variation. Try to take a less dramatic course of action; This attraction, introspection-diction predilection is breaking my heart again, breaking my heart again. |
personality tests by similarminds.com Just so I may look back on it another time.
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| If you have an blog, like here, and your boyfriend doesn't know about it, like mine ...is that wrong. Should he know I'm sharing some of my feelings with others? I would like to tell him, but it would probably make him upset that he's not the only one I talk to. Also, this is kind of my life away from my life ...I can write anything without fear of anyone I know reading it. I just don't want to be betraying Zander, my boyfriend, in any way. |
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I've been having so much trouble getting around to really writing entries, but I'm going to try and get better! I've been extremely tired lately, haven't been going to bed nearly as early as I used to and I always feel like I'm going to pass out at school. I found out, a friends friend of mine said she hated me. We've never ever even spoke one word to eachother, but she just told someone she hated me and then I was told. I'm not going to make a huge deal about it, not only do I not care what someone thinks of me, but I also don't believe in making a huge deal out of a little high school insult, if you can call it that. It's just really stupid someone would go and say that about someone they don't even know. Besides, hate is such a strong word thats used to lightly, like love. Everyone says it for every little thing. On another note. I just told my highschool I wasn't coming back next year. So if I don't move to Zander's, looks like I'm becoming a drop out. So, we can always hope. My mom has this week off from work, so I can't skip anymore, which is good. I need to pass everything this year. I think I may fail one of the easiest courses ever; Careers. Well, I still have the final project and exam to get my mark up, since this is just a half semester course. I will need to really work my ass off, I can't fail. |