So what inspired tonight? - You can't close your eyes anymore, and you can't dream

You can\'t close your eyes anymore, and you can\'t dream	Jan 9th, 2005 9:12:53 am - Subscribe
Yesterday night SUCKED! I had the most largest amount of loneliness I could ever imagine. I was talking to Zander, which was great ...but, he didn't seem at all interested in me, so I said "I think I'm gonna go" and he didn't even care. It was at like, 7:45 too! I mean, we could have been talking till 3 in the morning, it's the only night I can stay on however long I want without my mom going to bed early for work and having me get off for my typing keeping her up! So aside from loneliness, I also felt rejected. sigh Oh well, hopefully today will be better ...which I doubt, since Sundays always suck when I'm at home. I went to bed around 8:30 last night ...sad, or what? On a Saturday. I must be the only girl in my school without even a morsel of a life. I guess maybe that's just the type of person I am. I would stay home over doing anything with anyone I know, unless Zander of course ...but he lives too far away. So ...I'm just asking for everyone to not ask me to do something. Kinda sad, really. Whatever. Only good thing about yesterday was, I edited my template so it better represents myself! And with my horrid abilities with HTML or what not ...it's something. ~Marlene You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself hoping noone will find you, but they found you ....and they took you ...and you somehow survived. -Neutral Milk Hotel.
mood: Idiotic Current Tune: Neutral Milk Hotel - Three Peaches	(3) sat behind the drumset.

	deathcab4u	January 09th, 2005
	Sometimes guys are just weird...whatever. My saturday night/sunday morning wasn't too bad, not exciting, but I was out of the house, what else matters

	paperdoll	January 09th, 2005
	im sorry being home suxs.... i hope u feel better

	marlene	January 11th, 2005
	Thank yous.