david
Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code Trade - Subscribe
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Welcome to the Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code Trade.
 Pic - A character leaving to visit another town.
Interested in trading your Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code with some potential friends from the internet? Well here is your chance.
Sharing your Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code will enable others that have Animal Crossing City Folk to connect to WiiConnect24 and visit your town.
Here is our Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code. be sure to add us!
Character's Name: Nicole
Town: Rocktown
Friend Code: 0860-6751-0882
Feel free to add your Animal Crossing City Folk Friend Code below by leaving a comment. If possible please leave your Characters name, the town name, and don't forget your friend code. With out the friend code you will not be able to visit town's that are managed by others.
Happy visiting!
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Mood: lucky
Music: Reggie and the Full Effect - R
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evie
Red Paper Nov 19th, 2008 4:32:11 am - Subscribe
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Bob told me it would be interesting to see me not have sex for a month. I had this great image of myself, bloodied crawling around on the ground, muttering "need sex" over and over. I laughed and felt compelled to draw it.
I had some weird episode in his office, probably from low blood sugar. I was thinking about how cool I was in high school and how I never drank, then something about Eric crossed my mind and I got light-headed. I was incredibly sad, I think I may have teared up. Things got fuzzy around my eyes but not like I was blacking out. It was more electric. Blue clouds in front of me, comforting my mind. I felt Bob's voice disappearing, replaced by the sound of oxygen while distant imaginary vehicals honked at me. I like to think this was my brain protecting me from whatever it was I was feeling. When I began to return to reality, Bob asked me who walked out on me.
"What?!?"
He asked me where I went, I had no clue. He decided I was either hungry or pregnant. Either seems logical. I wonder if I was talking during this bout of invisibility. If there was a reason he asked me who walked out on me. I may have to inquire about this later. Fortunately, no one has ever walked out on me.
Carbon monoxide? I didn't hear my pulse.
I came 5-9 times in the past 24 hours. My mom saw my sex hair. I miss her. She's nutz.
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david
Animal Crossing City Folk for the Nintendo Wii Nov 17th, 2008 3:14:08 am - Subscribe
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Today I got myself a copy of Animal Crossing City Folk for the Nintendo Wii.
I was looking a review and video on the game and Nikki said she had played Animal Crossing on the Game Cube, and loved it. So we Game Stop this afternoon and bought a copy.
We played it for about 3 hours or so and Nikki got the Shovel, Fishing Rod, and the Net. Pretty cool game, I wonder if Priscilla got herself a copy of it?
The Wii Speak is pretty cool, haven't used it because Nintendo has yet to release the channel for it. It should be coming out this December.
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Mood: good
Music: Animal Crossing City Folk
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adam
Moving out. Nov 16th, 2008 8:56:06 pm - Subscribe
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So, We are not taking a break, and we are not breaking up, we are however going to separate ourselves a little bit. I'm moving back to my parents house for a while, so that we can distance ourselves for a little while during this time of us figuring things out. This could ultimately end in our breaking up but who knows. I'm not even sure where my heart is in the matter, like what I actually want...
So, I'm at my mom's house right now, came here to set up my computer and such since I can't really use it anywhere else right now. It's kind of nice, their internet connection is hella good compared to what mine was.
In the time frame of this next week I plan to fully be living here. Yes I will spend a night or two with Cersten but not live with her completely. This could be pretty good, but it will be pretty hard. I'll probably have nights of crying and the such.
Here's to a new life.
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evie
Next time Nov 16th, 2008 4:29:23 am - Subscribe
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I drank enough to let him fuck me. How many shots? I don't know. It doesnt matter. I don't really care. It's not like I did it to prove a point. Maybe, or did I?
Who cares.
So I felt totally used. He offered me weed. This made those thoughts and feelings go away. Until I woke. That's when I went to work. I have to play it off. Working is a lot like alcohol. Mindless activity that makes me forget.
He texted me thousands of times. It irritated me and slowed me down a bit. I thought he was being dramatic. I just moved back into my house. I'm not his fucking girlfriend. So I planned on walking in screaming something along the lines of "What the fuck did I do to you?" or something just to see if he would scream back only to immediately laugh at him and show I'm actually totally cool. Instead I got all weird and emotional but still attempted to play it off.
I wouldn't do it now.
Jealousy means caring. Caring means future pain and disappointment.
I miss Jeremy.
Why did I have sex with Old Kid?
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david
Happy Birthday to David Polanco Nov 16th, 2008 1:41:14 am - Subscribe
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Today is my 29th Birthday. I was given a cake at work yesterday, and today my cousin from Houston along with a bunch of friends and family are heading to downtown San Antonio to party.
Well 30's around the corner, but I will worry about that after tonight. 
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Mood: good
Music: Reggie and the Full Effect - E
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femmeemo
:BananaDrums: Nov 14th, 2008 6:54:00 pm - Subscribe
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Andrea's all growed up.
Look at the big girl tumble down the street, happily kicking up clouds of dust in her wake. She leaves friendship strewn in the dirt, and all she sees is endless possibilities ahead.
I'm actually excited about Christmas this year.
Me, the Christmas cynic....
{{{{Insert shopping break}}}}
Ok, back. Christmas gift wrap and bows, and baubles later...
My life is not nearly as interesting as it used to be. Or perhaps, I just have grown up and don't use fancy words, and symbolism to try to appear niftier than I actually am.
-shrugs-
Who knows?
Happiness is contagious, thus is why I love my job.
I've been having dreams about you lately,
ones where you and I are friends again,
and you understand,
and I bash the bitch's face in.
But I suppose such sentiments belong in the wonderlust of dreams.
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Mood: Hungry.
Music: Does He Love You? Rilo Kiley
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adam
The end possibly soon. Nov 13th, 2008 5:37:43 am - Subscribe
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So looks like my odd thoughts and weird assumptions about my relationship going into the shit hole where correct.
She wants to take a break? Uh, I cant take a break, if you cant work out problems in the relationship then there is no need to be in a relationship. Why take a break to work them out? I'm not ok with that, Its either I am in or I am out, no in between! So if she wants to stick it out and work through it then good because thats what a relationship is, but if she honestly decides she wants to take a break then no go I'm out, she can't possibly love me as much as she says she does if she is so ready and willing to take a break.
And because I am not a happy person? Yeah my last month or so have been really hard so of course I'm not a happy person, I am sorry I cant handle my problems on the inside and be a fake happy person outwardly. Because I am this "negative person" she feels its wearing out on her and she wants to be a fun, outgoing, random, spontaneous, party with friends, and fuck anything that matters girl, in my mind thats not someone I want to be with. I'm an adult and I plan to live a fun responsible life. Its possible, I don't know why she doesn't think so, ugh!
Guess love only lasts so long... we'll see where it goes from here. She should be home soon so more talking, deliberating, arguing, and crying... fun!
Best part is if it ends I have to move back in with my parents cause I can't afford my own place yet...
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adam
Last entry continued. Nov 11th, 2008 11:11:21 pm - Subscribe
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I totally wanted to write the last entry for much longer than I did I just had to start paying attention in class (yes I was writing when I was suppose to be avidly listening to my college instructor, so what!?) so now that I am out of class, why not keep writing.
To expand on the feeling exluded and distant from my other, it just happened again. Before I came here to the library to use the computer I went to see Cersten after class. She works at the scene shop for the schools theatre department so I knew she would be there. We also drove here together so I kinda needed to know where she would be when I get out of my next class that starts 2 hours from now (a hefty amount of time to waste), reasonable reasons to see her right?
Just wanted to say hi and ask her when the rehearsal for the show would be done tonight (since she is also props manager for the show run throughs) so we could make our departure a bit easier. First words I get from her is "you shouldn't be here right now" Why? I dont know! I go there every tuesday after class to say hi and catch up with her for a nice 5-10 minutes and none of her coworkers or bosses even care, so uh, whats the problem. I barely get two words in edgewise without her looking away. I had to tell her what I wanted and then say it extremely adamintly before she even started giving me the time of day. Hell I didn't even get a kiss because of her excuse (while blowing up balloons) "my lips tatse like latex" what the fuck is that! (sorry for my language). I don't get it.
Anyone with any sort of logical brain would take this sort of thing and say to themselves "what did I do wrong?". I've thought it over quite intensly and I have come to the conclusion that I have done nothing wrong nor anything that could even be closely construed with 'wrong'. Like I said before I really hope this is just and adjusting phase she is going through because I won't care to handle it if its gonna be like this for good.
Oh yeah! Of course when I talk to her about the way I feel about this she basically says that she doesn't feel like there is anything wrong with our relationship and that it's going well... I don't get that... UGH! Whatever, really. I will just go on with life right now while focusing on the other things in it that are also important...
Wish me luck.
-Adam
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adam
Need a vent source. Nov 11th, 2008 9:54:13 pm - Subscribe
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So I actually haven't blogged anywhere is quite some time, and I don't feel like doing it in any other place. If I did on facebook notes I'm sure I would get tons of crap from pretty much all of my friends, or I just wouldn't be able to actually say what I want to say. So here I am on aeonity, not a bad idea. Most of my friends on here are from more than 3 years ago, who cares what they think If I don't even talk to them anymore. Let's not say 'who cares' lets say It's not going to affect any of my social situations. Though, I still have a good feeling this post will be read, or at least looked over. David probably still has me on his friends, maybe not, if so he'll get this and be surprised at the capacity he actually has to create a community that actually has someone coming back to it after a countless amount of days away. So, here I am, deal with it.
I really have a lot on my mind lately and I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it so It seems like the best choice just to blog it. Sure people can read this but they would have to be looking for it. No big deal.
Our house started on fire the other day, it was an electrical fire in the basement. Didn't burn through much of anything before it was put out, but it did create a lot of smoke damage. Guess to much carbon got into the air and a lot of the smoke was from burning plastic so for the next week the house is uninhabitable. Pretty much blows hard, I'm stuck in a hotel room with out any of the luxuries I'm use to. Which honestly, big deal! I should get over it, whats our issue in this world always thinking we deserve so much, we should be happy with what we have. I'm lame for seeing this as such a great inconvenience.
So I'm with this girl named Cersten, been living with her for almost a year, and I love her. Though, in the last week or so she has starting going through this awkward (for me) phase. She is trying to find herself and do things for herself because she feels like she has been responsible for others far too much. Which, I understand totally cool! Though I've been extremely neglected as even part of her existence and we are stuck in a hotel together!!! It just doesn't make sense to me. I feel very lonely about it and It's kind of eating me up. This isn't normal since we've been living together for so long, usually getting along and always acknowledging the other person through spending time with them and including each other in our daily lives. I feel like I have to pry for any information or for any attention. I really hope this doesn't last long...
I have to get going for now, feels good to get going with some outward-feeling-writing.
-Adam
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evie
Guess What I Found Nov 10th, 2008 1:01:30 am - Subscribe
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Alcohol abstinence, not so hot. I went Friday and Saturday on one cigarette. It about killed me. Friday was fine. I fucked Jeremy in his freezy house and fell asleep in front of a rusty space heater. My mother and I argued about different things. She was cranky pretty much all weekend. Menopause or something.
Saturday I couldn't make up my mind what to wear to the shower. I was so afraid of creating some insane reaction within my mother. She generally approves of crazy outfit when she's happy. I figured this particular day I should make an attepmpt at conventionalism.
I went to the damn shower. Hundreds of pregnant women and fucking children everywhere. I pretty much wanted to disappear. Everyone was loud and fake. I had to sit in the car. It was too much for me to take.
We went shopping. Fruitless. Boring. Exhausing.
After we got home I went to Ellsworth to see Jeremy at work. He had the day off so we just drove around. We went to the park where I ended up crying on him about how my parents moved all the stuff out of my room, how I'm "not ready to be an aunt," I'll never amount to anything or graduate and I'm just going to be an alcoholic lesbian housekeeper for the rest of my life.
At home I heard scratching on the door. It was waggy. His chain broke but we haven't bothered fixing it since he's too fat to go far. He waddled inside, breathing heavily, and collapsed at my feet. My mom laughed because he always looks cheerful but I know he's in pain. I started crying and my mom tried to convince me that he was happy. I knew better. We really need to put him down. Mom is certain that he's fine.
We had a lot of disagreements. It drives me crazy. I'm so used to people with logical arguments and being able to discuss things without someone veering completely off topic. It's so irritating. We were at the store and she kept talking to herself. I really hope she doesn't do that when I'm not around. I was trying to talk to her but she kept reading things out loud.
"Why don't they make raisin oatmeal anymore?"
"dog chow..no...32 plastic, why would they put 32 spoons..tear here...cap'n crunch, what did I need over here...there's the chex..I don't need that.."
"Oh, I should get some chex considering I won't be eating raisin bran ever again"
"Chex is good for...why are there oven mitts by the...oh here do you need 'Raisin Almond Bran Crunch'"
"Are you even listeining to me?"
"Yeah I am, you said 'Why don't they make raisin oatmeal anymore"
Space Cadet.
I'm losing patience with her. I don't want to see her for a long time.
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david
Virtual Builders Exchange - Virtual Plans Room Nov 8th, 2008 4:49:40 am - Subscribe
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For many of those who do not know I work I Virtual Builders Exchange, an online plans room that provides content and news for the Construction Industry of America
Originally called the Builders Exchange of Texas, Virtual Builders Exchange is one of the United States number one providers of construction news for both Texas and the nation.
One of the many service's that they provide are many plans rooms, online plans rooms, private plans rooms, construction news, as well as leads.
The company is known for providing 'Solutions Out Side of the Box', meaning out of the loop of it's competitors. The company does not limit it's services in any way to members, or visitors. They are a solutions company.
Virtual Builders Exchange is known for it's up to date reporting, knowledge, and experience in the construction industry. The Virtual Builders Exchange provides both a state an National Service for not only those in Texas but those around the United States of America.
I proudly work in the Technical department, assisting members, production, and all that is in need of assistance with the Virtual Builders Exchange.
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4047 Naco Perrin, Ste. 100 Phone: 210.564.6900
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Visit us at Virtual Builders Exchange
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david
My Twitter Page Nov 8th, 2008 3:15:57 am - Subscribe
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I got bored so I figured I would revamp my boring old twitter page. Here I am on a Friday night thinking of people I should be with, but instead of being cool...I decided to stay in and do some work.
External URL:
David Polanco on Twitter
I update my page as much as I can, more than myspace, facebook, and other social networks. You can see me on digg as David. Yep, I've been on digg for years. Ever since the first release that Kevin Rose announced on his blog.
Well anyways, take a look at my twitter page and add me.
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Mood: drinking
Music: Gladiator - Techno Remix
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david
DVD Jon Lech Johansen Nov 4th, 2008 4:46:15 pm - Subscribe
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A thanks to Jon Lech Johansen the guy that decoded the content-scrambling system on DVD's. This enables us to rip dvd's to our desktop or cd/dvd's for archive purposes.
 Jon Lech Johansen (born November 18, 1983 in Harstad, Norway), also known as DVD Jon, is a Norwegian (his father is Norwegian and mother is Polish) who is famous for his work on reverse engineering data formats. He is most famous for his involvement in the release of the DeCSS software, which decodes the content-scrambling system used for DVD licensing enforcement. Jon is a self-trained software engineer, who quit high school at the first year to spend more time with the DeCSS case. He moved to the United States and worked as a software engineer in October 2005 until November 2006, and has since moved back to Norway.
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evie
Map Quiz Oct 30th, 2008 2:17:57 am - Subscribe
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I cleaned all weekend. The house looks fantastic. All except the sink. She left a million dishes behind. All just soaking there. The hamburger helper skillet has obtained a soul and threatens me sometimes.
I put Puzzle in foster care since she is abusive towards him. I spend most of my time there as well.
She left on Friday. My weekend was amazing. I felt great, I had no qualms with sobriety.
Monday her status read: Chelsea feels guilty about skipping class because she absolutely dreads going back to Hays.
Good for her.
Tuesday I came home hoping Chelsea would either have her dishes done or at least be making more in a cheery mood, thanking me for cleaning the house. Neither. She was in her room, on the phone with boyfriend, like usual. Sink monster growling at my entrance. My tablecloth was on my bed, a new festive one was on the table. Didn't know what that meant. I went to Chris's and slept four hours. I woke up, and got ready to leave, he walked in I mentioned that something happened but I didnt remember what. I suddenly remembered and I very comically explained the tablecloth ordeal. He laughed and I went home to obtain pajama pants. I saw Lucas's and Megan's car at the house so entered upstairs and gave the same performance. Megan, who has no sense of humor laughed at my finale. I grabbed my pants and left. On the way home a wave of panic overwhelmed me and as soon as I reached Chris's, I went straight for the alcohol. I had just enough vodka and orange juice to take the edge off. I felt indifferent to what had happened. She left sarcastic comments inquiring about the absence of Puzzle on facebook. I decided my diet coke didn't have enough vodka.
Today I felt irrationally sad all day. I couldn't stop thinking about drinking. I tried to take a nap. I went to the bathroom and started crying. Just a little at first. After a few minutes I thought I was done. Then I grew hysterical. I sat on the floor, tearing my hair out, wailing. I rolled around on the floor sobbing for about an hour. When I finally wore myself out I went out for a smoke.
"Chelsea has come to the conclusion that Grampa no longer exists. Just Rachel and even that is questionable."
I sped home with several questions:
What did I do wrong?
What do you want me to do?
Who am I now?
How can you tell?
I'm never around.
She wasnt home, I texted Chris "Her facebook status" and was surprised to find a response from Chelsea. I texted the wrong person. I told her I figured we needed to talk but she said she wouldn't be home. I left her a letter in her room. It wasn't a nasty letter. Just telling her about how I'm sad all the time, how she can put me on edge and how I have absolutely no idea what I did wrong.
I went back to Chris's. I brought vodka.
This is the most tension between me and another person since I lived with my mom. I hate drama. I hate sobriety. I wish this all wasn't so lame. I wish this pathetic squabble wasn't the reason I want to drink. I wish I had something worthwhile to talk about in counseling instead of this jr. high bullshit.
A week and three days. I am absolutely pathetic.
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david
Tips on How to Sell on Craig's List Oct 27th, 2008 4:41:11 am - Subscribe
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I found this ebook online so I thought I would share the contents of it with the web. It's called how to Get Your Ads to Stick on Craigslist…Every Time! But I like to call it, Tip's on How to Sell on Craig's List.
There are a lot of myths out there about posting on Craigslist. Don’t listen to them. After spending the past year trying every technique I could, I finally compiled this list of techniques that are guaranteed to work and get your ads to stick on Craigslist. Ready to find out what they are? Great! Let’s rock and roll!
First things first…let’s talk about….
Tips on Headings on Craig's List
The biggest myth I’ve heard about headings are that you need a unique title for each of your ads. This is positively not true. For me, my customers routinely ask me to post 100-200 ads per day on Craigslist, and I use about 3-5 different titles, evenly distributed among all of the ads, and I’ve never had a problem. There are some words out there that Craigslist filters, but for the most part, you can use whatever you want. Just test out a few titles, and if they work, go to town with them!
Tips on Ad Content on Craig's List
You can use text ads if you want, and I’ve heard of people successfully getting their ads to stick by using them, but I personally never use text ads. This is simply because Craigslist has far too many ad content words that will raise red flags, and if you have one of these words in your ad content, your entire post will disappear. Instead, use a picture! You can include flashy graphics in it if you want, or, you can just include black text on a white background, making it virtually impossible to tell that it’s a picture. To do this, open up Paint or Photoshop or a similar program, and create a text box over a white background. Type in your ad, then save it as a .JPG file. Then, upload it to a photo-sharing site. I prefer Photobucket because I’ve never had a problem with Craigslist blocking Photobucket links. However, don’t use the exact same link and account for every ad you post. If you post 1000 ads in a day, create 3-5 different accounts, and upload the same ad 3-5 times in each account. This will give you a decently-sized pool to pull ads from, and will result in Craigslist not deleting your ads!
Tips on Craigslist Accounts / Email Addresses on Craig's List
Let’s start by talking about email addresses. If you want true success, you need a bunch of email addresses created. My ratio that works is to have 1 email address for every 10 ads that I post. Because of the amount of ads I post, I create upwards of 50 new email addresses every 4-5 days. I’ve heard of people using 1 email address for every 100 ads, but that’s a big risk to take, and could result in a lot of your ads being deleted. Better to be safe than sorry. Oh, and be sure that every new email address forwards to one main address that you can check. This will save you hours and hours of work.
The same logic applies to Craigslist accounts, too. You’ll want to create fresh accounts every few days and use them for every new batch of ads you create. This can take a bit more time, but the upside is that you don’t have to check your email address to confirm an ad posting like you do if you just post an ad without an account.
Tips on IP Address Rotating on Craig's List
Okay, folks, this is the most important step here, so pay attention.
You must rotate your ip address on a regular basis if you want your ad posting to be successful.
This can be done in a variety of ways. First, you can use a proxy, like Tor, that’s integrated into your web browser, you can reset your cable or DSL modem and get a new IP assigned, or you can get one of those Sprint Wireless cards that plugs into your USB port. It costs $60/month, but because it gives you a new IP every time you reset it and it only takes 10 seconds to reset, it’s worth its weight in gold. I use these as my primary method of IP rotating. I started off with one, but now I’m using 3, since I have 3 different computers that I post with. Trust me, folks, these things are worth it. I make back over 5 times what they cost per month â€" every single day!
Tips on Links in Your Ads on Craig's List
There’s a lot of talk going around about whether you should have links in your ads, and whether or not links cause your ads to get deleted faster or not. I, personally, try to stay away from links in my ads, primarily because I focus on picture ads. I can put the link address in my ad and then make its font bigger, brighter and more stand-out-ish. If you make the link stand out, and it’s a short one or one that’s easy to remember, people won’t have any trouble typing it in, and people who will type it in are more likely to actually purchase something from you. If you can, stay away from links in your ads, because the risk of getting your ads deleted just isn’t worth it. Oh, and if you absolutely have to put a link in your ad, don’t use TinyURL or any kind of other link-referral service. Craigslist has all of them banned already.
Tips on Flagged Ads on Craig's List
Yes, your ads will occasionally get flagged. It happens. Sometimes I think that there are people who get off on flagging postings. If it happens, don’t worry about it; just move on to another city. Test out posting to different categories to see where your ads stay up the longest, and experiment with different types of ads every day. If you have an ad run that’s getting flagged and deleted left and right, stop for a few minutes and take inventory of what’s going on. You’ll be able to spot the problem, fix it, and be back up and running before you know it.
Tips on Posting Your Ads on Craig's List
Great job reading through all of this; now you know how to post ads on Craigslist that will stick! But there’s one last thing to learn â€" how to post all of your ads automatically. Instead of posting hundreds or even thousands of ads on Craigslist by hand, use an easier approach, like I do. While there are many different auto-posting software packages out there (and I’ve tried them all), the one that works best for me has been Craygo. They have stellar support, and I’ve never had an issue or problem that they haven’t been able to fix or help me out with. They really are the best posting software out there, and I use them every day to post. Now, you can go with the Basic Version or with the Elite Version. The Elite Version is more expensive, but the amount of options are really worth it. If you want to start off with the Basic Version, that’s fine too, since you can always upgrade later. Back when I first started using Craygo, I started with the Basic Version, but after making back what it cost in my first week (and quadrupling in my second week), I very quickly purchased the Elite Version because of all of the advanced features. Plus, the thing’s got a Gmail and Craigslist account creator built in, making it incredibly easy to maintain that long list of accounts I told you about before.
Thanks to the creator of this content.
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Mood: heartburn
Music: The New Amsterdams - TURN OUT THE LIGHTS
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evie
Torgo Fan Club Oct 20th, 2008 8:45:05 pm - Subscribe
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One week without alcohol. I just about cried. Mostly because I would need mild intoxication to obtain the security sleep with my alcohol counselor.
What?
He's like, you've already fought 2/3 of the battle.
"go me."
He reminded me of Bryce. A highly unattainable Bryce. I could easily fuck him. He would never lower himself, however. I think sleeping with your client is somewhat looked down upon.
I have to go back on Thursday then probably again on Friday. I also have to go in for testing again next week. Fucking consuming my life.
I have to write a paper but I don't know what to do. I've discovered how little I know about writing. Boundaries and guidelines paradoxically provide great freedom for me.
Jeremy is in Texas seeing Weezer without me. He told me he considered kidnapping me and although I would have found that incredibly hot, there is so much I have to do this week that determines whether I pass or fail college.
I'm listening to Green Day. I bet you think I'm cool.
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evie
Popcorn Attack Oct 15th, 2008 4:57:26 am - Subscribe
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There will always be the other guys.
I need to end this torturous dillusion I'm putting him through. I feel as though I can't live without him. I act like his moving closer to me will suddenly end all my problems. I labor under this idea that he will cease my alcoholism and my lust for others. Like as if I will suddenly stop drinking and running into the arms of strangers if I have him to run to. But it is he I run from. For as long as we have been dating, I have been cheating. Even when we lived in the same town. It is all I know. I can't force him to move here, since it would not be in his best interest. I want what's best for him, yet, who am I to determine that? I know I'm not what is best for him. I know that I have caused him more pain than he could experience with any other girl. I say this out of sheer conceit. I am everything he thought he ever wanted and I gave myself to him. I gave in to his wishes, knowing that I would not be true. We made an agreement that I was to belong to him and he to me. I allowed him believe that he was the only one in my arms.
I have no right to be angry with him. I can't make him move here. He needs to get as far from me as possible. He needs a pretty girl who will not destroy him. Who will not drink or sleep around.
If he moved here, I would still drink, I would still engage in promiscuous sex. Perhaps I want him to know, perhaps he needs to see who I really am so that he can find the strength to do those things he needs to do in order to grow into who he really wants.
I need to finish my paper.
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evie
Sun Queen Oct 14th, 2008 8:16:40 pm - Subscribe
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I pretty much never stop thinking about sex. I was watching Doogie Howser reruns and I just kept wishing that he would roger his former baby sitter so I didn't have to create a sex scene in my head to masty to.
Sometimes I wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me or if this is the way all 20 year old girls feel. Maybe I should stop being so open about my sexuality. I can't imagine such topics considered polite, even this day in age.
When I first lost my virginity, there was a small list of people I would like to sleep with. Now there is an even smaller list of people I wouldn't sleep with. Mostly because I've discovered that alcohol makes sex a lot less awkward.
So Doogie was all tryin to jam his baby sitter and it reminded me of Bryce. How he was all like, this is a dream come true, everything I ever knew about beauty I learned from you. Lalala. Ahh, I want to do Clem.
New shoes would be in order.
Neil Patrick Harris makes me incredibly wet. Is that appropriate? Should I refrain from mentioning that in class? Or perhaps at work, or to my roommates? I don't understand why guys are allowed to talk about "boning" girls. I mean, sure, some guys are totally turned on when a girl speaks of her body's response to arousal but for the most part, people are creeped out. Especially girls. When guys talk about demolishing vagina, they high five in agreement. When I mention wanting to fuck someone, girls stare at me like the idea of sex has never crossed their mind.
Who wouldn't do Doogie Howser? I guess it's kind of a no-brainer. Girls refuse to agree because it's kind of a universal feeling.
My stomach is killing me.
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david
Wells Fargo Merges with Wachovia by John Stumpfon Oct 14th, 2008 5:53:57 pm - Subscribe
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Explain the merge with Wells Fargo and Wachovia by John Stumpf, President and CEO
To Our Customers,
The dramatic changes taking place in the financial services industry and economy these days are historic in scope and proportion. And as you may know, Wells Fargo & Company and Wachovia Corporation have agreed to merge and create the nation's premier coast-to-coast community banking presence.
You may be asking yourself, "What does this mean for me as a Wells Fargo customer?"
The answer simply is - it's business as usual. That's because perhaps never before in our company's 156-year history has Wells Fargo enjoyed a greater reputation for strength, security, financial discipline, and doing what's right for the customer than it does today.
You trust us with your business. You continue to give us even more of it. We're attracting more customers and earning more business from our current customers like you because many of our customers rave about us to their families, friends and business associates. We're known and admired for our conservative financial services approach and time-tested business model, and it succeeds because you trust us to do what's right for you, the customer.
We still focus, as always, on what got us here - building lifelong relationships with our customers and communities. Our team works hard to know you, understand your complete financial picture, listen to you, provide you value and reward you for doing even more business with us. We put you at the center of everything we do. And we work together to decide locally how we can help support the communities in which you - and we - live and work.
Thank you for entrusting us with your business!
John Stumpf
President and CEO
October 2008
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