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How time can move both fast and slow amazes me.	Jan 8th, 2005 12:10:36 pm - Subscribe
My playlist is getting so large, I don't even know what to listen to anymore. You know you're depressed when you don't have a constant urge to listen to certain songs ...or when you don't even have a desire to listen to music at all. Well ...Zander was supposed to come on at 10, but it's 1 o'clock now, and he still isn't. Sad I really want him on, since he asked me to download a song that's really hard to get the right version, and I got it! So I'm excited to give it to him. Wow, I get excited easily. But the more it's delayed, the more upset I get ...but whatever, being bored is always upsetting ...well, to me anyway. I wanna grow up! You know? I really do like being young, but I'm just so ready for a change ...and it seems so far off. I know once everything changes, I will mourn to come back to this time and embrace my youthful years ...but ah well, I enjoy living for the moment than planning, since that just scares me. We'll see how the future goes ...I'm just tired of waiting! I hope everyone's weekend is going well, even though it's only Friday. ~Marlene Burn down the house. Make sure the family is inside. Nothing more to tether you, also no one there to catch you crying, nothing but my famous pillow and my father's rocking chair ...get a sliver when you sit there. Every mess I make, I make a run from nowhere ....nowhere follows you. -Harvey Danger.
mood: Bored Current Tune: Harvey Danger - Wrecking Ball	(2) sat behind the drumset.

	deathcab4u	January 08th, 2005
	I totally understand that playlist issue. I have so much I'm not even sure who I like the most. So I usually throw on something I havn't listened to in awhile and I remember how good they are as I get further into the song....Hering Elliott Smith right now...sweetness to my ears.

	marlene	January 09th, 2005
	I love having a large playist ...but it has it's faults, as does everything great.