So what inspired tonight? - I want you, I want you so bad

I want you, I want you so bad	Dec 13th, 2007 6:54:48 am - Subscribe
Been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. Last night, I got incredibly tired at 1am, which is weird for me. So I went to sleep, woke again at 4 for two hours, then fell back asleep for another hour. Woke up and couldn't fall back asleep even though my eyes were heavy and my head was cloudy. I don't know. Maybe sleep isn't that important. I'm scared, I never called the guy at work when i said i would. I hope he won't be mad. Would it sound like bullshit if i said i lost his number? I hope not. It's the only excuse I can think of. My horoscope kind of got me today. Someone may be shaking up your world today, Marlene, and this might be a difficult pill to swallow. Realize that this is exactly what you need right now to get your lazy bones into gear. Don't look to others to try to change the situation. Change what you can change - yourself. If you feel like a victim, adjust your way of thinking. Only you can control your reactions and feelings in regards to a particular situation. Maybe this will be the push i need to start packing and get well on my way to moving home. Yes home. I havent had one of those in what feels like forever. Maybe things will make sense when i get there. Or maybe they'll make less. I need to worry less about outcomes and just dive in. Like I did before I was an adult. I told you 'bout strawberry fields, you know the place where nothing is real. Well heres another place you can go, where everything flows.
mood: burned Current Tune: The Beatles - Glass Onion	(2) sat behind the drumset.

	rain_drop	December 13th, 2007
	why thank you for the nice comment. i'm sorry you've been having such a hard time sleeping...i've been there before... :*(

	epli	December 15th, 2007
	I've lost three in my lifetime, all in the last year. It's been hard. Thank you though. And do it; just dive in.