So what inspired tonight? - If you tell me I'm a one in a million, should I pretend I'm surprised?

If you tell me I\'m a one in a million, should I pretend I\'m surprised?	May 2nd, 2005 10:34:14 am - Subscribe
Well, I'm staying home again. I don't even know why, it's my moms day off. Maybe she doesn't even expect me to go back to school for the rest of the semester. Wouldn't that be something? I'm thinking next year, I should go to school, because I'll be going with Zander, and then dropping out, since he'll be out of school. Then he and I could go to work and save for a cruddy little apartment, and when we're settled in, I can take classes while he works, and maybe I'll work too. So, I'm really hoping things go well. I really want out of high school, even if it's just for a break. How does that plan sound? The only thing that could stand in the way of it is Zander's parents. They may want me to finish school first. I feel so lame ...failing all those classes. I brushed my hair for the first time in days today. It's really amazing how much I've let myself go these past few days. I mean, I still shower and keep clean, but I haven't taken much else care of myself. I sit around and eat all day, leave my hair to become a pile of knots ...I don't even really care much anymore. I don't know whats going on. I thought being out of school would help me, I hate the place ...but really, it's messing things up. I don't think it's because I enjoy school, I just think being alone so much can really mess someone up, or something. I don't know what it is. I WANT SUMMER TO COME!!!
mood: out of it Current Tune: The Golden Republic - Not My Kid	(2) sat behind the drumset.

	trashy_clo	May 02nd, 2005
	Your plan sounds grand to me. I haven't really brushed my hair since I re-dyed it black, I just can't be bothered. Black hair was meant to be messy. Hope you feel better soon... -Chloe