So what inspired tonight? - Where oh where to begin

Where oh where to begin	Dec 9th, 2007 6:35:41 am - Subscribe
I had to use a default template cause apparently my custom one i thought was amazing looked like butchered, yet colorful poo on other pcs. Maybe I'll get my HTML skill back at some point. So much catching up to do but I'll try not to bore you all! Been through my hardest breakup ever 2 months ago. Left me more broken than anything I've ever experienced, but life goes on and fighting is something I've learned to do and will always do. I've met someone great now so we'll see how that goes =) I'm bunking with a couple friends these last few months workin a midnight shift that I would believe to be killing me. I never get sleep and my roommates always need money from me. An opportunity to move in with my mother has come up though which i think would maybe be just what the doctor ordered~ She said she'll put 1000$s into buying me a laptop if I come home. Don't know if she's trying to fix her past mistakes with material items ...but i need a laptop and I can't even describe how much I long for that feeling of home again. Things have been crazy within the family and some things have happened that I believe have led my mom to try her hardest to fix the distance between us. My brother had overdosed on heroin over the summer, the doctors say he cheated death. He's lost 80% of his hearing and I'm not sure if it'll save our family or break it further. But as they say, nothing brings people together like a great tragedy (or something?) No need to be sad though! I have independence, I have my health (i think) and i have the love of my life in my lap. My amazing cat Spectre. This time I mean it, i'll try and update as much as possible! I've missed you guys and this site is still as amazing as ever. I <3 you Aeonity. (Emoblog for you oldschoolers like me) -Marlene
mood: euphoric Current Tune: Kind of Like Spitting - The Thrill of the Hunt	(2) sat behind the drumset.

	tron	December 09th, 2007
	I'm sure that without my cat I'd have perished long ago... its a damned good reason to keep kicking. I can understand longing for that home feeling. And if your life is really horrible then you should try and change. Breakups suck. I wish you loads of luck healing. Tron

	david	December 09th, 2007
	Thanks for the kinda words Marlene. You really awesome.