So what inspired tonight? - The world just screams and falls apart.

The world just screams and falls apart.	Jan 11th, 2005 8:09:11 pm - Subscribe
Such a boring day it's been! Yes, who's getting tired of the same old repetitiveness of the 20th century? I know I am. This era is all copycat fashion trends and poser/wannabees. I'm pretty tired of it ...but, at least some people are still real. Is that more meaningful, to have a few people real while everyone else is fake, or when everyone's real. ...Meh. So, my day; Left school after second period. The class room was so hot and I hate being hot, it gets to the point I can't even breathe and I feel faint, so I just left. Spent the WHOLE afternoon, even to this point, downloading songs. Mainly trying to find songs by a band that seem to be near impossible. But I got about 16 out of 50 ...getting there. So ...my life, school, computer. Oh right! My good friend Kristie called, invited me over for the weekend, well, Saturday night. We used to be the closest friends ever and we did the whole Friday to Sunday weekend, but now ...we've drifted. I kinda miss those days, and kinda don't. I guess now having a boyfriend (No matter how far) changes certain people in certain ways, it's made me an anti-social butterfly. I always have been, but now more so. I talk less to people I even know now. Makes me wonder if I'll ever change? It's not a matter of being shy anymore ...it's just not caring for the world around me. Blah. ~Marlene Escape from the sinking. Do you see what I mean? Freedom beats the kindgom and I saw you in my dream. -The Pillows
mood: Behind Current Tune: The Pillows - Runners High	(4) sat behind the drumset.

	paperdoll	January 12th, 2005
	i know what u mean about drifting friends ive drifted from alot of mine

	deathcab4u	January 13th, 2005
	Downloading songs is tough work! I have to buy stuff when It takes that long. Plus I feel better replacing my downloaded stuff with cd's i have bought. Maybe one day I will buy everything I took

	marlene	January 12th, 2005
	For sure ...?