martinne91s Aeonity Blog

Before I go to work...

Tue, 26 Jan 2010 13:04:54 -0600

Lemme post a bit. Just felt like doing it. Maybe because I remember him. I really miss him, you know? I deleted his two numbers anyway, so even if I want to send him a message I can't anymore. That's the best thing I can do. I believed in whatever shit he told me, but it's true that actions speak louder than words. And based from ... Read More

Just got out.

Fri, 15 Jan 2010 21:28:35 -0600

I haven't blogged since my first day of work. It's good to be back here typing again. Now I know how it feels to live outside my emotions. It was great sometimes. You don't get hurt. So does that mean I should stop loving or looking for someone to love? There will be time for that. I should stop bothering about that as if I'm a middle-aged... Read More

I finally made it--yay!

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 08:31:10 -0600

I got a freakin' job. And the one I freakin' want! Lol. I almost lost it. My grandmother asked me to look for a different job somewhere nearer than this. You don't know how pissed I am when she told me that. I lost interest in what she wants me to do. Well the funny part is, when I saw this other job's advertisement (which my aunt fo... Read More

What a lonely start for the year.

Mon, 04 Jan 2010 06:15:46 -0600
I've been talking on the phone these past few days, which is great. Because lately it's been lonely for me. I don't think somebody cares. I want to get busy. I want to forget these people who doesn't give a damn about how I feel. This week will be a hectic one for me. I'll have my grades processed, I'll attend a panel interview, and if I get ... Read More

First entry for this year

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 07:54:00 -0600
First off, Happy new year. I didn't spend it as noisy as normal people did though. I slept for about two hours then woke up when everybody's firing away their stuff outside. My family doesn't use firecrackers or anything since my grandpa's the only one who used them every New Year. Besides, I don't feel like celebrating. It's good to have ... Read More

Sentiments of loving, letting go and moving on

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 15:43:10 -0600
December 30. I still remember it so well. The day I accepted him--the best boyfriend I ever had. Well he's the best, as of now, since I haven't found somebody better than him. I don't know if I ever will. It's been a year already... It's such a shame that we're not together anymore. I missed the sincerity, care and love h... Read More

Pure nonsense. Take it or leave it.

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 00:48:52 -0600
I'm not in the mood to babble a lot. But I am, to say that I got hooked. It's more acceptable for me to say it that way. It's either I was denying it to myself or I'm acting like a coward again. If you can't get my point, it's okay. I can't get it myself either. What a pain. And I'd rather blog it the way that you might not have ... Read More

Disappointments.

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 06:36:57 -0600
Darn computer, I can't use mIRC. Now I ended up looking for other chat clients I can use. I remember Trillian--that's the first chat client I used. That was the best--I can log in to my Yahoo! accounts and at the same time connect to IRC. It also supports AOL, ICQ & MSN. I think I have an installer in my backup CDs, but I'd rather look around... Read More

I can't think...

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 07:14:10 -0600
Because my stomach aches. I mean, not necessarily ache, but it feels like I got lots of acid down there. I also feel like throwing up. I don't know, maybe because I slept without dinner? I always ate stuff before I sleep, which caused me to sleep at later hours, say, like 11pm. I slept at around 10pm and I didn't have any dinner. So maybe tha... Read More

Crazy Stuff 101

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 06:17:01 -0600
My cold is getting worse. I'm blowing my nose off every other time I feel it's clogged but the efforts are just useless. I hope it would go away soon. (I'm not the type to get sick often, so I guess I'll be relieved soon.) I remember my grandmother joking around about colds. You might remember this ole Filipino joke (maybe not, I'm not... Read More