Indifference
Date: Jan 24th, 2008 11:25:54 pm - Subscribe
Mood: withdrawn
Warning there is no point to this post!!
I like my boyfriend, I think everyone would love their's right? Well then why do I always get this strange feeling like something is out to get me? It's weird truly it is. Talking to my boyfriend is something I adore. He isn't used to all this lovey-dovey stuff, but I want him to understand just how important he is to me.
Last night however he told me that I was, as he had realized... A high school kind of dating thing. Ok I CAN TOTALLY go for the whole high school dating thing no problem. However, I get really quiet when he is taking me home today. It was quiet tense. Listening to his course voice sing to such a melatic tune, hmm is that right? melatic? anyways, I felt so at peace. That felt right, BUT when I tried to speak only pudding come out, spluring my speak to the utte' most respect.
Do you think it's just me and being worried about how I feel instead of what he is feeling that's giving me this problem? I know I really care about him but can I truly say I love him? What does it come down to anyways? A half accepted apology and a thought out "it's not you, it's me" speak?
to be contiuned...
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Interesting News
Date: Dec 17th, 2007 7:23:49 pm - Subscribe
Mood: tragic
So, I actually found someone that am totally head over heels for. Guess who hates him? Yep, my parents. I missed the 'bus' today and he drove me home. We talked for a bit and then JUST as I was getting out guess who pulls into the driveway? My loving step-mother!! Now, my punishment is that I can't see him for the rest of the week.
Yeh, bummer! 
It's not like she saw us doing anything I was getting out of the vehicle! I maybe sad now, but she said if I do good about not seeing him this whole week then I can see him on the weekend.
On an ugly note, my dad is still not home... x___x I AM D.E.A.D. IF my mom tell him and he flips without even hearing what my punishment already is. You think parents would like my boyfriend (Here is a list of reasons to like said boyfriend)
Number one, he is hecka smart high marks on everything!
Number two, he is a really caring person.
I'll post more later =)
Got to go now!
Matsumoto
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Wow, It's come a long way!
Date: Nov 27th, 2007 6:16:37 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Peachy!
Finished my Blog layout.
I can't believe my birthday is next month, next week as well... I'll be 17 8D still a kid but with a license soon!
My party will be on Saturday!! I'm so happy, this will be great!
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The beginning is the hardest part!
Date: Nov 25th, 2007 7:11:02 pm - Subscribe
Mood: zany
So, I find it hard to start something out of the blue without first having something interesting to say.
Well I'll talk about how I'm feeling. I'm really tired. Yelled at some kid I know online. Stayed up WAY to late at my friend's house last night. Did go shopping so that was wonderful~
Now I'm broke XD Anything else interesting at all, mmmhm... No not really. I'm boring.
Oh! Please comment and tell me how you like my new layout, I keep changing it as we speak XD
-Matsumoto
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