Indifference
Date: Jan 25th, 2008 12:25:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: withdrawn
Warning there is no point to this post!!
I like my boyfriend, I think everyone would love their's right? Well then why do I always get this strange feeling like something is out to get me? It's weird truly it is. Talking to my boyfriend is something I adore. He isn't used to all this lovey-dovey stuff, but I want him to understand just how important he is to me.
Last night however he told me that I was, as he had realized... A high school kind of dating thing. Ok I CAN TOTALLY go for the whole high school dating thing no problem. However, I get really quiet when he is taking me home today. It was quiet tense. Listening to his course voice sing to such a melatic tune, hmm is that right? melatic? anyways, I felt so at peace. That felt right, BUT when I tried to speak only pudding come out, spluring my speak to the utte' most respect.
Do you think it's just me and being worried about how I feel instead of what he is feeling that's giving me this problem? I know I really care about him but can I truly say I love him? What does it come down to anyways? A half accepted apology and a thought out "it's not you, it's me" speak?
to be contiuned...
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