confession
Date: Aug 25th, 2008 7:18:46 am - Subscribe
Mood: miserable
song of the day: afgan - my confession

When love has come, but soon is gone...
It begs the question
Was it there?

The love was just a figment
Something we could ponder
But never express

Could love be the healing?
Healing from the hatred
The hatred from my tears
We needed this to release the stain

Willingly to be stainless
But the love is still clinging in my eyes

Though i tried to forget u
But my heart remembers u faster than my mind

Love... Is it a sin?



Trying to forget someone you love, especially if that someone u have been longing for years, is like trying to remember someone you never knew...

my heart ached many times, but the feeling wont fade away.

I hope my sadness will fly away on the wings of time.

But what if it's happening again?
He came. he left.

the next month. he came. he left.

the next 3 months. he came. he left.

Would my heart be fine?
The cracks made empty spaces with nothing to fill except your illusions...

I know that meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control....

the question i hold within the temples of time all these full moons...
would u be mine?










*still stuck in my throat*
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you make me love you
Date: Aug 1st, 2008 5:42:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: fake
song of the day: 7 things-miley cyrus

kekekeke...

and the 7th thing
i hate the most that you do~

you make me love you........

you do~~



why bother? it's a predictable 1 side baby

don't push it, or you'll make me cry
(though you already did)

wounded.
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guess what
Date: Jul 12th, 2008 7:15:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: incomplete
song of the day: the weekend song-click 5

it's weekend.

and i know

that this is a predictable one-sided.

to be living a dilemma about college

and having a one-sided love

is frustrating.

but i decided

to focus more on my study.

please wish me all the best.
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struggling
Date: Jun 29th, 2008 1:17:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: lovesick
song of the day: lovesick - FT island

do i really deserve a second chance?


or it's just your idea to trick me?


could i trust you this time?


do you know that you'd make me smile by just being near?


do you know that it's already like a habit: u come back and suffocate me ?


lovesick.
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like whoaa
Date: Jun 25th, 2008 8:49:41 am - Subscribe
Mood: awesome
song of the day: u r my everything-98 degrees

oh my god, my dear Lord... U r so freaking awesome!!!




love. love. him. him.


jun 23rd 2008, 22:55:06 = a-must-to-remember-day.
jun 24rd 2008, 23:10:02 = a-must-to-remember-day.

those dates are days to remember.

i'm still in shock actually, but for the zillion (??) times i just wanna say.....

i'm extremely fcking ecstatic!!



nice day. great day. awesome day.
gud nite :]
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report day :]
Date: Jun 20th, 2008 6:21:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: amazing
song of the day: haengbok-suju :D

passed 11th grade babyyy
with flying colors!!




continuing life. with BIG dreams.




thanks God.
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loving life
Date: Jun 7th, 2008 9:06:14 am - Subscribe
Mood: superb
song of the day: the call-regina spektor

i'm having a day of my life. a time of my day.




loving this fcking life.
bottomline : friends for life.



thanks Lord... :]
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ZOMG
Date: Jun 5th, 2008 9:54:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: goofy
song of the day: till the end-eric tan

haven't posted for a while. concluding this life story: zomg. that's what i say for today.

times like these i just need to rant.
maybe people's expectation are too high.
or maybe im underestimating myself way too much.


my diary :


may 23rd. having my bloody final exams. fuck that.
i studied from noon to night. sleep. and continued to study at 2 in the morning. it kept happening until may 31st.
Result : free from remidial tests. yey.


may27th. the "cast" from my last post, again, sent me text messages. surprise? i was insanely ecstatic.
Result : I studied like HEAVEN was near


jun2nd. he sent me good night message. couldn't speak. couldn't scream. just grin with insanity. LOL. he is so stupid for catching my heart :]


jun3rd. went swimming with my classmates at the waterpark. it was a blast!! love u guys, can't stand life without u.


today. hanging out with vRstL. my life will never be completed without u guys grin.gif




okay, so in my mind everything is mixed up. but HIM isn't going anywhere, for these days. i dont know why, but once he showed up. my heart beats like hell. weird, yet so grand.



aaahhhhh, still have a long long way to go. i'll be reaching the limit, when i find the finish line. (if i could)

i wish he would remember me more often, or at least change his cell's operator.

anywayssssss.... i'm just so amazingly happy :]
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pouring out my mind
Date: Mar 25th, 2008 11:30:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood: balanced
song of the day: you are the one-super junior

i haven't posted since 2 last months.
well, lotsa2 things to tell, can't keep it in my mind myself.

march 23rd at 00:45:05 i felt the biggest happiness i've ever felt since this last 2 years (geez such a long period for me to stand)

the boy i like, the boy i truly like, sent me message.

..
...
.....
......
.......


that's it actually -_-

i don't why i was so happy, but my heart beat like crazy. and then he also talked to me.

2 years. TWO YEARS he hasn't been talking to me.
nut finally last saturday night, we met. and he gave me a smile, a smirk, a laugh *OMG*


he was my love at the first sight 5 years ago lol.

i had been nursing a broken heart for 3 months and then i met him.

i know that this is just another monkey love.
but he always comes at the right time and place.

To a chemist, love is found only within the confines of a stable reaction. i'm instable. lol.
but i know he is just so versatile
not that i adore him (actually i really do), but he has this uncanny ability to bond with me.

i dunno, but he gives me comfort whenever i think of him. funny.

just wait, i'll shoot my arrow and aiming for his heart *bang bang*


conclusion of the day:
i'm head over heels in love with a complete lovely stranger
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adhskcdkjfk
Date: Jan 24th, 2008 4:29:37 am - Subscribe
Mood: confused confused
song of the day: nobody knows it but me-babyface

days fly, tears dry

why is it coming to me?


SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT

so confused.


damnn.
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