Prep Rallies and Crap
Date: Sep 29th, 2004 9:32:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bored as well
These are the two most typical emotions of a student at this school.
What are feelings of being trapped and bored, Trebek?
Stats today was interesting. So I'm sitting in class listening to Ms. L discuss correlation when this girl who sits near me randomly asks me if I'm in Spanish 5. I say yes, because, well, I don't think it matters. Well, she then asks me what my grade in that class is. Now EVERYBODY(!!!) agrees with me about just how random this is. I lie and say that I have an A- when I really have a B+ just to see what she does and because it's none of her damn business what grade I REALLY have. Apparently, she must either think that I'm extremely stupid or she's heard about just how difficult that class really is. So then she asks this guy that also happens to be in Spanish 5 about his grade in that class who would probably be perceived as more intelligent than I am because he's NHS and NMSF and all this other crap that only the seemingly smart people are in whereas I have a 3.0 GPA and didn't even take the PSATs because I didn't feel like it that day. Stats will be interesting tomorrow, but not as interesting as Spanish.
Mom's really pissed off at me for something I did last night. We live in this gated community, so you need a gate/garage opener to get in (and out). Well, I took her keys because I was late for school and wanted to get there faster because she has the one opener. I come home and find the door is open (as in unlocked, not ajar). My mom is always getting pissy at me because I occasionally leave the door unlocked, but for her to do it was just abnormal. So, I check both pockets of my jeans to find that I have BOTH sets of keys. Needless to say, she was in a really bad mood when she got home.
And now, for a completely different subject: Pep Rallies. We have on Friday for Homecoming. Thankfully, I'm smart enough to know that I need to attempt to ditch it. I'm also smart enough to skip Homecoming the Game and Homecoming the Dance because I have to work on those nights at my minimum-wage job (that was actually intentional, by the way.) I just hope that we win because if we lose, then it won't be fun to see a bunch of pouting jock(strap)s in my classes. Plus, if my Economics teacher is in a foul mood, he'll give us free unwarranted spleenectomies (unless we're cheerleaders).
My Theories of the Day (TOTD):
In this world, there are many personality types, but no person will ever be able to fit into one category.
Life is nothing more than being born, growing up, procreating (unless you've, ah, misplaced the equipment along the way to this step), shrinking, and dying.
One's personality is another's boredom.
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Life Right Now
Date: Sep 29th, 2004 12:54:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: random
Stress is the best way that I can describe it. Tests, projects, quizzes: the end of the quarter is fast approaching, which means that I've gotta get my butt into gear for the next week and a half in order to maintain, or raise, my grades.
Work is okay. I've got a job at my local Blockbuster's, making near minimum-wage, but still, I'm glad that I'm making money, that's all.
Interesting story to tell: Some guy drew a penis on my ex-best friend's shirt. Mean, but I gotta wonder why he drew it in the first place. Then again, the kid who supposedly did it was such a little jerk to me in seventh grade, but asked me out the next year, only to have me tell him to go grow a few inches before I'd even consider (he's now 5'4 while I'm at about 5'9.)
Yeah, that last part was random. Oh, my mom got a new job, which means more money. More money= more CD's for me if I can get a loan out of her. YEAH!
Nothing better to do except to write to y'all out there who would actually take time to read my blogs. Oh, and homework, but that's different.
I need to start showing up to English more often. I keep oversleeping and missing class or getting sick. Well, I am kind of sick, but hey, I guess it could be worse.
Fall Break is coming up. I think I might go visit my 7th grade Science teacher before then. Oh, and I've gotta finish DRACULA by October 8th. Wish me luck on that, everybody.
To those of you in third period with me, my TOTD is that the centre of all evil is Miss B. You know what I mean by TOTD.
Y a Graciela, si leyeras este, verias por que yo soy tan loca.
Al Ratos!
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Untitled Poem #1
Date: Sep 5th, 2004 6:45:33 am - Subscribe
Mood: defeated
The pain you put me through
While everyone thinks, "Poor you, poor you."
No one knows what it's like to lose
Their paramour to a noose when they're
Fifteen and still suffering High School Blues
You died that day
Well, so did a lot of people
A whole town, a whole lot more
The guilt and the suffering changed us all
I thought that you loved me
But I guess you never really did
I felt like nothing without you
When you left, the need for love
Became greater than my self-respect
So I ended up on a carpet in a room
Screaming "NO!" as I lost more another time
In my quest for love
Or acceptance by someone out there
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Bad Days
Date: Sep 4th, 2004 10:00:27 pm - Subscribe
I was having one yesterday. But, since today is a new day, maybe it'll be better. I can always hope for the best. 
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