unPredictabLe liFe

im dead
[blasted on] Nov 16th, 2006 3:28:28 am - Subscribe
[I am] dead


and when i thought i could hide away from him... his phone suddenly works. as in... no more expired.

when he missed called me, two feelings jumbled up inside of me. happy and worried. happy because he miss called. worried because... im afraid i would not be able to stand to whatever i'm doing now. i really really do care for him. only if he knew. its just that... i dont know. im probably hurting both of us right now. dont even know what am i doing now. i.. seriously have no idea. i cant see anything now. not a single light to lead me out from this darkness.

he smsed. and i guess... i sounded a little too harsh when i sent mine. im sorry... im just... not in a mood.

damnit... must my brother always add in salt and oil everytime when im pissed?? damnit. he just loves to make it worst isnt it?? damnit.

there aint no peace for me now. no space for me. oh gosh... im dead.
[thoughts] (4)

emogirlie - November 16th, 2006 aww. it sounds like you're going through a tough time. I hope everything works out like you plan. Take some deep breaths. Always remember to breathe in tough situations. Clear your head and make a plan.

tron - November 16th, 2006 Just breathe...

cupidity - November 16th, 2006 hi, i read your comment on my blog. well, thanks. where are you from by the way?

breakthru - November 22nd, 2006 I think the hardest thing in life would seem to be living, dealing and understanding other people, but it's actually those times when you're utterly alone.

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