miss u. luv u.
[blasted on] Sep 8th, 2006 10:02:42 pm - Subscribe
[I am] smiling
i stayed back yesterday in school.. like usual. fridays hehhe... but i dont think i can already. my parents are getting too... i dont know how to say. they (Actually my mom) kinda think its weird. and my mom is like not allowing me to stay back in school already. safety precaution. thats what she says. and she scared i get too deep in into that relationship stuff. heheh i already am. so doesnt make any differences.
we stayed back. me and him. yeapz. heheh at first school starts. like i predicted, keruing and cendana combine classes again. yippee~!!! heheh so we sat together the whole time we're in class. and those idiots like usual... getting busy with their jobs of teasing and gossipping and even questioning!! but... for me, since im in the same class with them for over 2 years, and being treated that way for the whole 2 years... those arent really big a deal. but for him? i dunno. i dont think he mind too. i think. i hope. hahah but no big deal since everybody knew bout it already. wow. he really answered them. honestly. no doubts. i cant do that man. heheh... opps! i can. but i'll for sure drag the time and hope they skip the Q. but if they dont, i'll still answer. hahah dragging time... is lady's specialty. hahah im slapping my own face. *piak* metaphorically of course...
and like usual, after recess, we... i guess its more bout me, disappeared to nowhere. hahah no.. thats what my friends are gonna say. cause... i'm not in class. few days straight after recess. heheh naughty me. yea i know. but teachers not teaching also!! eh, wait... yesterday after recess i DID go back to class. i knew pn cheng is gonna come in. and i knew she's gonna ask us to do revision. as a good girl *ahem* i went back to class with him and do my work... while talking to him. hahah taechers notices that. but none came to me and tell me to hush. so... heheh i talk and i do. multi tasker *winks eye*
after school... we - me, him, jan, lyn - went to a restaurant. those restaurant selling nasi briyani. they were great. psss~ tell you something. its the first time me eating those. haha. no, im not rich or anythng. but my mom dislike those places. not really dislike but she tend to like chinese restaurants more. and my dad? same. my bro? hahah for him, its anything. plus, i cant go out alone. and i cant go out that often. so i dont eat outside that often either. thanks to them i get a chance to eat more nice foods. not really a big deal though. heheh just love going out with them. hehe. we talk, as usual while eating. laugh out loud the whole time. but there are times when theres great silence. hahah dont know why. i took us bout 1 hour to eat. plus the walkings too. from school to there back to school. heheh those were lunch time.
and after lunch? of course we waited for them to leave. no, no we're not shoo-ing them away!! no, never. hahah just that their parents are coming. and they have to leave. so we accompanied them outside the school. oh gosh... i'm being bullied the whole time!! by him. hmph~!! hahah "my camera's on standby" bullshyt! he kept snapping my pictures. stealing my pictures. hahah =P and thanks to john. that annoying bugger. he talk and talk and talk and talk. non-stop. all bout cars. hey, im NOT INTERESTED BOUT CARS!! feel like wacking him already. he said he wanna make me a car freak. good luck dude. you're not gonna make it. as long as its NOT my car, i dont really give a damn. hahah i do admire cool nice cars. but hey, i dont drool over them. i dont get crazy over them. i dont go "oh my gosh i love that car so much! i wanna buy it!!" no i dont.
but nice part is what happened after that. no sorry if you're thinking of any actions or indecent stuff, no. thats not what happened. its just me and him world that time. no disturbance. although there ARE some afternoon class students that passed by and *ahem* us. haaha
we actually shoo-ed john outta the class. he... i dont mind. i dont like him. but i dont hate him either. get what i mean?
so we stayed in the class... his class. cendana. and sit together, holding hands and talk. just nothing but plain talk. oh does that stealing picture action counts? hahah yea he did try to snap pistures but failed. hahah you have to understand. i can avoid being cam very good. but know why he gets some of my pic? cause i didnt really avoid that much. i let him take. but not too much =P do i like being on a camera? yea i do. then why did i avoid? hahah i dont know. seriously.
i was suprised we can actually talk that long. from 3 i think... till 4.30 or later. heheh but of course... we enjoy talking to each other. i hope. at least i do. although even if we dont talk... as in total silence... i wont feel bored either. its as though time flies real fast. without me noticing. can the time slower down a bit??
his shoulder... warm and nice. heheh nice to sleep on. i almost felt asleep. its comfortable. the weather is nice. its raining. its cooling. its windy. with him, everythings nice. but with him talking, it made me stay awake. hahah i wasnt tired staying with him. but gosh, when i get home, i was dead tired. i slept on the sofa. and could not get up. how come eh? heheh
i miss him a lot.
i like him a lot.
i... so wanna hug him.
his bday is coming.
i have a suprise for him.
lets just hope i have the courage to give him that suprise.
damn. i should have gone online yesterday. i... over slept. cant chat with him T.T *sobs sobs*
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