meip3ngs Aeonity Blog

abandoning

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:27:12 -0600

there... i dun know how but i somehow felt that he and my bro knows bout my other blog. uhuh to prevent anything to leak out to my bro... i guess i'll be abandoning this blog as well. for temporary i guess. the others are soon to be changed.... Read More

disappointed? or annoyed?

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 00:10:54 -0600

i went out with him yesterday. yes i had a great day. somehow, he always managed to cheer me up. but sometimes... what he feels and thinks will bring me down. nah he didnt say them out. i can feel it. now. why didnt i let him? first. its in the cinema and... there are people you know? and... i gotto just admit i dont feel comfortable there. not ... Read More

dunno anymore

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 16:23:40 -0600

i... dunno what to do or say anymore. when i say what i wanna say, ask what i wanna ask, shit happens. why is everything so wrong? why?! its hard you know that? to be my true self. to do what i wanna do without affecting others. its so god damn hard. see... i asked. and d'oh i get an unexpected answer. but when i end the whole convo coldly... b... Read More

bleh...

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 09:32:14 -0600

know what's funny? i know its nothing. i know its something normal. or maybe not. who cares. i just kept telling myself nothing is wrong. but what does that brings me to? jealousy again. damnit i really hate that feeling ya know? i dont know what to think anymore. i dont know what to feel anymore. im just clueless... i know i shouldnt be. i know... Read More

im dead

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 03:28:28 -0600

and when i thought i could hide away from him... his phone suddenly works. as in... no more expired. when he missed called me, two feelings jumbled up inside of me. happy and worried. happy because he miss called. worried because... im afraid i would not be able to stand to whatever i'm doing now. i really really do care for him. only if he kne... Read More

he's hurt.

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:47:49 -0600

he says he's hurt. i know he is. obviously i know. i felt that before. but what he's feeling now... is not even half of what i felt. im trying so hard to keep everything to myself. i know i shouldnt. but see... spm is more important than me. their future. i dont want anything to be ruined. maybe you might think im silly and stupid for caring fo... Read More

im sorry

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:06:20 -0600

do you know how hard it is to be mean to him on the phone just now? do you have any idea? damn. i cant stop myself from breaking down. it takes a lot of courage and guts to talk to him. its not that i dont like talking to him. in fact i do. i love to. but... its like... when you wanna talk to him but at the same time not wanting to talk to him... i... Read More

taylor swift

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:50:30 -0600

for those who loves country songs... i found one good singer. at least... she's good for me. i love her voice. i love her lyrics. taylor swift. she's good... she's... great... Hold on, baby, you're losing it The water's high, you're jumping into it And letting go... and no one knows You cry, but you don't tell anyone That you might not be th... Read More

now... its me.

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:04:54 -0600

last time it was him. now... it's me. I am now having the thoughts of breaking up with him. not because i dont love him no more. its just... i felt like a burden to him you know... he's suffocating. and.... im making it worst. i dont know how to tell him. im afraid it will affect his studies in SPM. well, im not even sure if its affecting his no... Read More

john tucker must die!

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 00:33:10 -0600

i just watched that movie few minutes ago. i must say, it IS one nice movie. and... it DOES happens nowadays. its a show about a guy who lied to most of the girls. practically all. in that show. he dates alot of them. he is what they call their "dream guy". but everything is just a lie. so when these girls found out about his "dirty little ... Read More