me = burden
Date: Mar 19th, 2005 10:38:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: burdened

for once i feel like
i am a burden to you
having you to juggle your time
between work, friends and me

i'm learning to share as
you are not only mine
you too belong to
your circle of family and friends

i appreciate everything that you do
i'm just stupid and naive
to understand deeper
but i'm learning fine

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Date: Mar 19th, 2005 10:37:47 pm - Subscribe
Mood: mushy

i can never forget this day
as you filled my life
by asking me to be yours
though taken aback, i agreed

you changed me in a way
i felt great being with you
i am never the same as i was before
i just love you more each passing day

i can feel the way you cupped my hands
your fingers between the gaps of mine
your lips capturing mine
the way you held me tight

though you are not around
i can still feel and imagine
all of this taking place
as if it is happening now itself

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9th march 2005 -
Date: Mar 19th, 2005 10:36:29 pm - Subscribe
Mood: love

yesterday was really something. the surprise of my life. it's not like i never receive surprises before. its just that, yesterday's was just so different. something that i do not actually expect though in a way i hope or so.

some might say that it happen quite fast. but i say that it is just god's will. as i've said to myself most of the times, "if it is meant to happen, it will happen"

well, i thank god for letting it happen. seriously, though it wasn't predicted. but i'm just glad it did take place.

i'm never going to forget how it all happen and what happen prior to that incident itself. i'm going to write it down! etched in my book. leaving an asterick by that date.

it was wonderful. there's no words to describe it. well, my heart is like dancing around the world right now.

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last day of chinese new year
Date: Feb 23rd, 2005 10:20:37 am - Subscribe
Mood: fatigued

february 23rd = last day of chinese new year = chap goh mei = end of fireworks display

well, i don't exactly know why is chap goh mei celebrated in the first place. all i know is that young girls would be at the rivers throwing mandarin oranges hoping that they would find their prince in shining armour.

no more fireworks for good. it has been days of fireworks display. i'm getting bored of it. it's noisy especially when the people living behind my house plays it because my house is on the higher ground. i can even see the fireworks display by just lying on my sister's bed. no need to waste energy to walk up to the window to admire or whatsoever.

yes, i still don't know what to do for my idtp assignment which requires me to design 2 advertisements. one product and one service. though i got my product and stuff, i just don't know how to get started. i'm just slow. i'm just bad. i'm just nevermind.

mass colympics is getting on my nerves. haha. though i know what is the feeling like from my gathering experience but it just doesn't feel the same. there is just no spirit in me. i wonder why. help me...

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Date: Feb 20th, 2005 9:30:51 am - Subscribe
Mood: unwanted

i'm my country's super loser
yes, i self proclaim that title myself
as a loser, i just can't seem to get things right
if it's not right, then it's just not the way i want it to be

is that life or am i just the cause for all this?
i don't want to live like this but i just can't seem to turn around
i am such a failure in everything i do in life
everything is so wrong for me

i guess i wasn't meant to be on earth
it must be some mistaken identity
that i got kicked down to earth
is it true? please let me know

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