mess
Date: Feb 18th, 2005 10:46:58 am - Subscribe
Mood: mixed
remembered that early morning
i poured to you my pain
you listened and responded
and i believe it is to comfort me
i told you that i wanted to die
hot by an uncoming car
jump from a tall building
or just kill myself straight
you held me tight in your arms
you told me to listen to you
i felt you car efor me
thus i listen to your advice
i never thought of it anymore
until recently it happened again
my mind was in a total mess
i have no one to go to
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i love you lots
Date: Feb 18th, 2005 10:46:28 am - Subscribe
Mood: lovesick
I still remember the day you mailed me
Learning about each other was what we did then
Often wondered of my own feelings
Very surprised that I have fallen for you
Ever I thought if you feel the same
You shocked me with your question
"Oh my God" was what I could only say at that time
Undeniable, I was touched and caught in a daze
Love is soemthing, I never thought I would receive
Out of the blue my emotions poured out
Tears came strolling down my cheeks soon after
Smiling is what I do now that you have come into my life
{read the first letters vertically and you'll see that it spells the title..}
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useless me
Date: Feb 18th, 2005 10:16:16 am - Subscribe
Mood: useless
it has been a month plus
ever since i know you
since that day
i fell head over heels for you
i'm not good with words
sometimes being too straight forward
sometimes beating around the bush a little
because i don't want to hurt you with what i say
i feel bad over what happened to you
i felt like i'm a useless nut
for not being able to lend my hand yet
i'm stupid, i know
no matter what happens
i'll still do what i can do
though i might take a day or two
but i'll do if i say so
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maybe one day,i\'ll
Date: Feb 18th, 2005 10:15:49 am - Subscribe
Mood: wishful
maybe one day, i'll join themovie industry and be as popular as i can be
maybe one day, i'll join the music industry and give my voice to the world
maybe one day, i'll be the one with the sweetest smile in the airlines
maybe one day, i'll be the one designing the home you live in
maybe one day, i'll be the editor of Malaysia's most famous magazine
maybe one day, i'll be able to handle the Big Bro or Dear Abby column
maybe one day, i'll be the one who designs clothes paraded on theplatform
maybe one day, i'll climb my way up to the corporate ladder and own the biggest business
maybe one day, i'll be able to major in everything from the kitchen to running for a president
and when this day ever comes by, it will be the day you will know that i existed and the price to pay for letting me go.
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my fault
Date: Feb 18th, 2005 10:15:25 am - Subscribe
Mood: sober
i know i have been bothering you
but it is just beyond my control
i tried hard not to do so
but my heart overpowered my brain
i know it is my fault
to make you feel this way
putting you in deep trouble
just because of me
that is never my intention
i just want you to notice me
i just want you to care for me
i jut want to have you close to me
just tell me if i am a burden
i want to know the truth
don't fear of hurting my feelings
because by now i would have been used to
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