melissas Aeonity Blog

me = burden

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 22:38:53 -0600

for once i feel like i am a burden to you having you to juggle your time between work, friends and me i'm learning to share as you are not only mine you too belong to your circle of family and friends i appreciate everything that you do i'm just stupid and naive to understand deeper but i'm learning fine ... Read More

you

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 22:37:47 -0600

i can never forget this day as you filled my life by asking me to be yours though taken aback, i agreed you changed me in a way i felt great being with you i am never the same as i was before i just love you more each passing day i can feel the way you cupped my hands your fingers between the gaps of mine your lips captu... Read More

9th march 2005 -

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 22:36:29 -0600

yesterday was really something. the surprise of my life. it's not like i never receive surprises before. its just that, yesterday's was just so different. something that i do not actually expect though in a way i hope or so. some might say that it happen quite fast. but i say that it is just god's will. as i've said to myself most of the times, ... Read More

last day of chinese new year

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 10:20:37 -0600

february 23rd = last day of chinese new year = chap goh mei = end of fireworks display well, i don't exactly know why is chap goh mei celebrated in the first place. all i know is that young girls would be at the rivers throwing mandarin oranges hoping that they would find their Read More

loser

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 09:30:51 -0600
i'm my country's super loser yes, i self proclaim that title myself as a loser, i just can't seem to get things right if it's not right, then it's just not the way i want it to be is that life or am i just the cause for all this? i don't want to live like this but i just can't seem to turn around i am such a failure in everything i do in li... Read More

mess

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:46:58 -0600
remembered that early morning i poured to you my pain you listened and responded and i believe it is to comfort me i told you that i wanted to die hot by an uncoming car jump from a tall building or just kill myself straight you held me tight in your arms you told me to listen to you i felt you car efor me thus i listen to your advic... Read More

i love you lots

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:46:28 -0600
I still remember the day you mailed me Learning about each other was what we did then Often wondered of my own feelings Very surprised that I have fallen for you Ever I thought if you feel the same You shocked me with your question "Oh my God" was what I could only say at that time Undeniable, I was touched and caught in a daze Love is soem... Read More

useless me

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:16:16 -0600
it has been a month plus ever since i know you since that day i fell head over heels for you i'm not good with words sometimes being too straight forward sometimes beating around the bush a little because i don't want to hurt you with what i say i feel bad over what happened to you i felt like i'm a useless nut for not being able to l... Read More

maybe one day,i\'ll

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:15:49 -0600
maybe one day, i'll join themovie industry and be as popular as i can be maybe one day, i'll join the music industry and give my voice to the world maybe one day, i'll be the one with the sweetest smile in the airlines maybe one day, i'll be the one designing the home you live in maybe one day, i'll be the editor of Malaysia's most famous magaz... Read More

my fault

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:15:25 -0600
i know i have been bothering you but it is just beyond my control i tried hard not to do so but my heart overpowered my brain i know it is my fault to make you feel this way putting you in deep trouble just because of me that is never my intention i just want you to notice me i just want you to care for me i jut want to have you clos... Read More